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chapter twenty-one

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Wiping her tears away, the pain, the sadness, the betrayal she felt had now been coldly replaced by hatred and anger.

Different voices filled her head, and her vision grew blurrier with every second that passed.

Everything is going to be okay. This is just an obstacle you are going to overcome. You will conquer, a gentle voice whispered inside her soft, comforting, almost too kind for the storm raging in her chest.

But another voice, darker and more sinister, shouted louder.

You should end your life end it right now! All this pain will cease to exist. You’ll finally rest from everything. Trust me, it hissed, cruel and convincing.

No, Bella, don’t do that! the softer voice begged desperately. Ending your life is not a solution. It will never be a solution. It will separate you from God for eternity. It will bring nothing but regret. Remember, this is only temporary pain. You’ve overcome worse before. Please, don’t kill yourself.

She stood up lifelessly, her body moving as if it no lon
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