I wrote this story for the broken-hearted girl who walked away from love, only to find it in the most forbidden place. This book is messy, fierce, and aching because healing after betrayal never looks perfect, but it can still feel damn good. I poured every ounce of pain and longing I’ve ever felt into these characters, hoping readers feel seen in their chaos and rebirth. It’s not just about forbidden love, it’s about owning your desire, even when the world tells you it’s wrong. I write women who’ve been burned, but come back with fire in their eyes and someone unexpected at their side. I didn’t write this story to be safe, I wrote it for the ones who’ve tasted betrayal and still dared to crave. For the woman who walked out of her marriage and into her stepbrother’s arms—not out of weakness, but power. This isn’t just forbidden love. It’s about finding comfort in danger, desire in the unexpected, and a second chance in the arms of the one she was never meant to want.
View More“I trusted you with my life and you were planning to carve me open like I was nothing?
The words leave my mouth before I even understand what I’ve just heard. Before I even breathe. The hallway is still. My keys dangle uselessly from my fingers. I haven’t taken a step past the entrance rug. I haven’t even taken off my shoes. I just stand there, paralyzed because I wasn’t supposed to come home to this. Not this I was supposed to walk in smiling. I was supposed to rehearse my little speech one more time in the car before blurting it out with shaking hands and teary eyes. I was supposed to tell my husband that after two years of heartbreak and prayers and injections and failed cycles—I’m finally pregnant. But instead, I’m listening to him speak low and sharp into the phone, pacing our living room like he owns it, like he owns me. “...No, she doesn’t know. She’s gullible. Sweet, but gullible. I’ll slip it into her tea, make sure she’s out cold. I already got the lab results, they’re a perfect match. We can schedule the surgery by next week…” The phone crackles. I feel my heartbeat in my throat. “No, she won’t ask questions. If she does, I’ll handle it. This is for Alina. She’ll understand eventually.” Alina. Of course it’s Alina. My stepsister. The one who called me “plain” and “boring” at my own wedding. The one who didn’t speak to me for three years after I married him. The one who only reached out last month out of nowhere because she “wanted to reconnect.” God. I lean against the wall. My legs can’t hold the weight of this moment. I wish I could un-hear it. Wish I could walk back out and pretend I never came home early. But I can’t. I drop my keys to the floor. The metal clatters, and like a shot, he whips around. “Camila?” he says, startled. “You’re home early.” There’s no guilt on his face. Just surprise. I stare at him. The same face I fell in love with in high school. The same boy who used to sneak me handwritten notes during chemistry class and kiss my cheek behind the bleachers. The boy I ran away with when my father told me not to. The boy I married at nineteen in a courthouse ceremony that cost me my family. And now, the man who’s plotting to drug me. “You were going to sedate me?” I whisper. “Cut me open like I’m not even human?” He blinks just once and then sets the phone down like he’s annoyed I caught him mid-call. “You weren’t supposed to hear that.” I let out a laugh that sounds like glass shattering. “That’s your first response?” “Camila, calm down. It’s not what you think.” “Really?” I step closer, my chest heaving. “Because I think you were planning to steal my kidney.” “It’s not stealing if it’s going to save a life.” My mouth parts. “My life is the one you’re risking.” “She’s dying,” he snaps. “Alina’s kidneys are shutting down. You’re a match. You could save her, she's your sister” “And your plan was to sedate me? Drug me like some… animal? Without my consent?” His jaw clenches. “I knew you’d say no.” “You didn’t even ask!” “I know you,” he bites. “You would’ve made it about yourself. About the past. About how Alina was mean to you in high school. How she made you feel invisible.” “Because she did!” I shout. “You think I forgot all the times she humiliated me? Made me feel like the unwanted daughter?” He scoffs, arms crossed. “You’re always playing the victim.” “I was the victim!” I scream. “She had everything. And the one thing I ever had was you but you’re now using me to help her.” He walks past me like he’s done arguing. Like he’s bored of my pain. “I thought you were better than this,” he mutters. “But I guess you’re just as selfish as your father said you’d be.” My breath catches. He knows how much that man’s words still cut. My father never forgave me for marrying Matteo. He called me foolish, naive, blinded by first love. He said Matteo would never see me as more than a doormat. I thought he was wrong. Now I’m not so sure. “I left everything for you,” I say quietly. “I walked away from my family. I cut my parents off. I moved into this house with you and made it our life.” Matteo doesn’t look back. He pours himself a drink like this is just another evening. Like he didn’t just rip my heart out of my chest. “I gave you two years of my body,” I go on, my voice trembling. “Two years of needles and hormones and crying in the bathroom every time the test came back negative. I begged you to stay hopeful with me. And you promised me we’d be parents.” He sips his whiskey. “Yeah, well. We’re not there yet.” I place a hand over my stomach. A quiet war starts in my chest. Because I am there now. He just doesn’t know it. “I’m pregnant,” I whisper. But I say it too softly. My voice doesn’t carry. And I don’t repeat it. Because something tells me he wouldn’t even care. He’s staring out the window now. His back to me. Like the conversation is over. So I do the unthinkable. “I’ll do it,” I say. He turns slowly. “What?” “I’ll donate my kidney.” His brow lifts. “You’re serious?” I nod. Numb. Hollow. My heart is screaming, but my mouth betrays it. “You win,” I murmur. “Alina gets what she needs.” There’s a flicker of something on his face. Not relief nor guilt. Just... satisfaction. “Good,” he says. “You’re doing the right thing.” I look down at my hands. They’re shaking. I curl them into fists. “You don’t even love me anymore, do you?” He hesitates. That’s all the answer I need. I turn and walk upstairs, each step heavier than the last. In our bedroom, I lock the door. I fall onto the edge of the bed and bury my face in my hands. The silence wraps around me like a noose. My body trembles not from fear, but from rage, from sorrow, from the weight of everything I thought I knew crashing down in seconds. My phone buzzes. A reminder notification. “First prenatal appointment – Tomorrow at 10:00 AM.” I stare at the screen until it blurs. Then I place it face down on the nightstand. I know what I have to do. I won’t tell him. Not yet. Maybe not ever. I’ll give the kidney. I’ll keep the baby safe. I’ll pretend to be the wife he wants until I figure out who I am without him.But deep down, something inside me has already changed and there’s no going back. Author’s Note. She gave everything, her heart, her hope, her soul to a man who only knew how to destroy. But even shattered things find a way to shine again… And sometimes, love doesn’t come with safety. Sometimes, it waits in the eyes of the one you were told never to want. This is her journey...raw, aching, and beautifully forbidden. If you’re ready to fall with her… turn the page. Ur baddie author, Alicia p is back👌Camilla's POV My father walks me up the grand staircase, each step echoing through the quiet halls of our home. He stops at the door of the room I'd always found refuge in as a child, painted with a soft, creamy white, with large windows draped in linen curtains. Familiar and safe, just as I need it right now. “Settle in,” he says, his voice gentle. “The maids will bring your meals. If you need anything, tea, blankets just let me know.” I nod, my heart thudding in my throat. He pauses, his hand resting lightly on the doorknob. “I’m proud of you, Camila. You’re strong. You came back and that matters.” A warmth blooms in my chest. I open my lips to say something, a promise, maybe but the words vanish. I just nod again, my voice caught in the ache of returning. He steps into the corridor, and I watch him go until the padding of his shoes fades. Then, I close the door behind me and lean against it, exhaling so sharply I taste relief and grief at once. Here I am. Back in the hou
Camilla's POV The gates swing open slowly. My fingers tighten on the handle of my overnight bag as the car rolls up the driveway. Nothing looks different, same towering grey pillars, same wrought-iron balcony railing, same trimmed hedges and white gravel path. And yet, everything feels… wrong. Or maybe it’s just me who’s wrong now. I left this house as a girl chasing a man who didn’t love her back. I’m walking in now as a woman who learned the truth the hard way. The car pulls to a stop. For a second, I hesitate, my hands shaking in my lap. Then I open the door. The warm, earthy scent of home hits me as I step out. It almost buckles my knees. Childhood memories rush forward, morning sunrises in the garden, bandaging doll wounds in the corner of Dad’s study, sneaking cake before dinner when no one was watching. Only someone was always watching. My father appears at the top of the stairs. His face is older. Tired, more lined. But his eyes those warm, wise eyes are the same. He walk
Camila’s POVIt’s funny how quiet feels like peace… until you finally get it. Then it feels like punishment.I drop the keycard onto the side table and step inside the hotel room, not bothering to turn on the lights. The door clicks shut behind me with finality. The room is pristine, warm-toned, calm, everything I thought I wanted. But the moment I stand still, it hits me harder than I expected.There’s no Matteo yelling from another room, no step-sister calling for water she could easily get herself.No forced small talk or tight smiles, It was just silence and me.Still bleeding, even if the wounds are invisible now.I sink down onto the edge of the bed, keeping my spine straight because slouching hurts too much. My body aches, dull and deep in my side, and sharper in my chest. I press a hand to my abdomen, and my palm stays there for a long time, as if it might find something. As if it might feel what used to be.I had a baby in there. I hadn’t said the word out loud, not even once
You let me die in our living room and then changed the channel.That’s the first thought I have as I open my eyes, surrounded by a haze of antiseptic and soft fluorescent lights.I know this ceiling.The sharp white tiles. The subtle hum of the overhead vent. The curtain tracks rattling softly. I know the scratch of these sheets, the quiet rhythm of the monitors. The steady, high-pitched beep of a machine beside me tells me I’m still here, alive, for now.I’m in the hospital. My hospital. My workplace.The one I walk into every morning in scrubs with a badge around my neck. The one where I’ve held hands of dying patients, cried with families, celebrated newborns.But this time, I’m the one in the bed. A different kind of silence settles over me. Heavier and thicker.I try to move my arm, but everything aches. My skin feels too tight. My chest too hollow. I blink slowly, my eyelids heavy as sandbags.Someone clears their throat. A familiar voice. “Camila. You’re awake.”I turn my head
(A week later.) “I gave you a part of my body, and you gave me silence.” That’s what I say to him, even though I know it won’t land. It never does. He barely looks up from his phone. Just sits there, scrolling, as if I didn’t just say something that should crack the floor beneath us. “I’m just tired,” I add, swallowing the knot in my throat. “I’ve been dizzy all day. Nauseous, too. And not the normal kind. Something’s… off.” Matteo exhales like I’m bothering him. Like my words are an inconvenience. “You’re a nurse, Camila. You know how recovery works. Rest. Drink fluids. Don’t stress yourself.”I blink. That’s it? That’s all he has to say?I stare at him from across the room. His shoes are off. His feet are propped on the coffee table like he’s settling in for a peaceful night. His body is here but his heart? His attention? Always somewhere else now. Always with her. I clear my throat again, forcing myself not to cry. “I’m not exaggerating, Matteo. Something doesn’t feel righ
He’s holding her hand like I’m the stranger in this room. That’s the first thing I see when I’m wheeled into the ward, Matteo, bent over Alina’s hospital bed, brushing a strand of hair off her forehead, talking to her in that gentle voice I haven’t heard in months. The kind of voice I thought is extinct in him. The kind I thought belongs to me. It’s not the pain in my side that hits hardest. It’s this. This moment. This sight. He hasn’t even looked in my direction. A nurse adjusts my IV drip. The wheels on the stretcher creak to a halt beside the hospital bed that’s apparently mine. I blink slowly, trying to process everything, how I got here, what I just gave up, and why my heart is breaking even though I should’ve known better. Alina is smiling too much. Talking too brightly. “Thank you, Camila,” she says for the third time, like her words are some kind of gift. “I honestly don’t even know what to say. You’re saving my life. You’re amazing sister.” I don’t respond. She’s always
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