VEDA
Luca's big body shuddered against mine when I responded to his plea by running the tip of my tongue along his bottom lip. He was angry at what
happened. I got that. So was I. His fucking cousin had come walking into the little alcove where the bathrooms were right as I opened the ladies’ room door and wouldn't let me leave. And when I'd gotten tired of dealing with him and tried to knee him in the balls, he'd shoved me into the men's room with him, closing and locking the door behind us.
I told him I was with Luca, and he responded by telling me that his cousin was a pussy and didn't deserve a woman like me. I disagreed, loudly, playing my role to a "T." Then he’d backed me up against the door, much as Luca was doing now, grabbed my jaw, and pressed his slimy lips against my mouth. As I tried to shove him off of me, he managed to get one hand underneath my dress and grabbed me between the legs, squeezing hard until my mouth opened on a cry of pain. Then he stuck his tongue in my mouth.
I bit down until I tasted blood and he released me.
Taking advantage of his surprise, I’d spun around and unlocked the door, throwing myself out of the small room and right into Luca's arms. Where I now found myself again. So, yeah, I totally got the anger. And this man who held me now was no pussy. He was a dominant male. I understood that also. Just like I understood why he was acting the way he was, even if I didn't like it.
Or hell, maybe I did.
I moaned as he took my mouth in a harsh kiss—nothing like the slobbery mess of his cousin—and tried to press closer to him. But his arm in its sling was between us, and I didn't want to hurt him, so I backed off as much as I could.
With a growl of frustration, Luca ripped off his sling and threw it onto the ground. Then took my face between both of his palms and kissed me until my lips were swollen and bruised and bloody from his bites. And even then, he didn't stop, nipping at my jaw and sucking on my throat as his hands fell to my breasts. "Touch me, amore," he commanded. "I want to feel your hand on my cock."
I did as he ordered. With shaking hands, I unfastened his pants, his moan in my ear so utterly erotic as I shoved down his boxer briefs and pulled out the long, thick length of him, running my hand up and down, feeling the silken slide of his skin over his rock-hard erection and squeezing the head in my fist. A drop of moisture beaded at the tip as I rubbed my thumb over it.
He cursed beneath his breath as his hands ran down along my sides to my hips, where they stopped. "Take off your panties."
With a nervous look around, I lifted my skirt and hooked my thumbs under the waistband of my underwear, then slid them down over my hips and thighs, letting them fall to the ground at my feet. I kicked them to the side. My heart pounded in my chest as I waited for what he would do next.
"Are you wet for me, Veda?" he murmured in my ear.
I whimpered as he lifted my skirt, exposing my bare flesh to the warm night air. He sucked on my earlobe, playing with the diamond stud there, one hand holding up my skirt and the other gripping my naked hip. With his thumb, he drew slow circles on my skin, closer and closer to my core with every stroke.
"I think you are," he told me. "Shall we find out?"
My hips jerked forward when his thumb brushed over the crease between my legs, finding that exact spot with an accuracy that unnerved me. Desperately, I hung onto his shoulders as he pressed his thumb between the folds of my flesh.
"Were you wet for my cousin, Veda? Did you moan for him like this? Did he touch you here?" His blue eyes were dark with fury. "No one touches you here but me, do you understand?" He cupped me in his hand. “This is mine.”
I didn't bother to answer, and I don't think he was expecting me to. Widening my legs, I gave him better access and was rewarded when he slid one thick finger inside of me.
"Did he make you come? Did you scream his name?"
I shook my head, incapable of speaking as he worked my clit, the heavy weight in my womb building into surges of desire that swelled higher and stronger with every circle of his fingers. My legs trembled as he took me right to the edge, holding me there with a groan until he took pity on me, and I crashed over with his name on my lips. His mouth came down hard on mine, swallowing my cries as my orgasm ripped through me until I was limp and boneless in his arms.
"You are mine, Veda." His voice was little more than a growl as he lifted me against the wall with his hands under my ass. "MINE," he gritted out, the tip of his cock nudging me. "ONLY mine." With one thrust of his hips, he buried himself balls deep inside of me, forcing my body to stretch to accommodate the size of him. But I was ready for him. So ready.
My legs came up to wrap around his waist and my arms twisted around his shoulders as he fucked me against the wall, my face in his neck to muffle the cries I could no longer contain. I wanted this. I wanted him to love me. To care about me. To hate the thought of me with anyone else. But I was quickly becoming the pawn in my own game.
"Say it," he ordered. "Say you are mine."
"I'm yours, Luca," I cried.
His arms tightened painfully, brutally, around me. His breathing loud and harsh in my ear as he pounded into me fast and hard. The siding of the cottage scraped my bare back, but I barely felt it, lost in the sensations he demanded I feel. Just when I was about to beg him to slow down, to stop, to give me a moment, he tensed, his entire body hardening around me, and I felt his release and heard him call my name like a curse just before he hid his face in my hair.
We stayed like that for several long minutes, just holding each other, until gradually, I remembered where we were. "Luca, someone is going to find us."
"Let them," he said. He lifted his head, and although he still wasn't happy, the fire in his eyes had died down to mere embers. Carefully now, he pulled out of me, and I unwound my legs from around his waist.
As I found my feet again, my hands slid over his shoulders and down his arms, pushing off his jacket as I went. There was a wet spot on his shirt. And when I pulled my hand away and put it in the light coming from the kitchen, my palm was bloody. "Luca, you're bleeding!"
He picked up his sling from the ground. "That would explain why my shoulder is throbbing like a bitch."
"Why didn't you say something?"
Looking down at me, one side of his mouth curved up in a devilish smile. "It didn't hurt until just now." When I only stared at him, he sighed. "It'll be fine. I'll clean it up when we get home."
Home. Something twisted inside of me. The lake house wasn't my home. I didn't know if I'd ever see my home again. However, if being with this man would save my life...well, perhaps it wouldn't be such a terrible thing if our fights always ended like this. I found my underwear on the ground and shook the dirt from them, then wadded them up in my hand. I'd throw them away when I got inside.
Luca must've sensed the change in my mood, for he reached out to touch my back. I flinched, releasing a hiss when he touched my skin, scraped raw from the side of the house. His brows lowered into a frown as he turned me around. "Jesus Christ. Why the fuck didn't you say anything?"
He was angry again. "Probably the same reason you didn't notice your shoulder was bleeding."
Taking off his coat, he carefully put it over my shoulders. A little awkwardly with one hand, but he managed. "I'll go in and make our excuses."
"But I'm starving," I told him. I really was. I hadn't eaten yet that day. "And it smells so good."
Fear twisted my bowels. “Veda…” I said quietly. “Don’t ever fucking talk like that. You hear me?”The life drained from her as quickly as it had appeared. I saw it happen with my own eyes, like a balloon deflating. Dropping her eyes, she shuffled around me and into the bathroom, shutting the door behind her. I heard the lock click.My fists clenched at my sides and took four steps away from the door, barely stopping myself from spinning around and punching a hole through it. As she got ready for bed, I stared out the window, not seeing the dance of lights across the lake that normally brought me such a sense of peace. Fed up with her, myself, and this entire fucking situation, I turned on my heel and walked out.But I stopped just outside the bedroom. No. This was bullshit. I’d tried giving her space, and it hadn’t done any fucking good. If anything, it only gave her a reason to withdraw even more.No. I was done giving her her space.Marching back into the room, I went into the close
LUCANearly a week had passed since I’d gotten Veda back. I rarely saw her during the day, just a glance now and then as she went out to the kitchen, the pool, or grabbed a book from the shelves in the media room. Oftentimes she had a bottle of some kind of strong alcohol in her hands that she must’ve pilfered from my stash in the kitchen. She didn’t seem to have a preference as to what kind it was. The only one she spoke to was Lisa, and I would often catch her watching Veda with a worried expression.At night, she was usually already in bed when I got there. The few times I’d arrived a little early, she’d barely said two words to me as she brushed her teeth and changed her clothes. Always hidden from me behind closed doors.She barely spoke to me at all when we were alone, even if I asked her a direct question, so I had Enzo ask her about what had gone down while she was at Mario’s, thinking maybe she would open up to him. She told him everything she could remember about the apartme
LUCA“Luca, can I talk to you for a sec?”Tristan was waiting for Enzo and me when I got out of the SUV. I was just getting home from my newest club, I was tired and hungry, and I wasn’t really in the mood for whatever the hell it was that made Tristan have that look on his face. Some shit had gone down between one of my guys and a member of the cartel who was in town to make a collection from me. The bartender called me as soon as things started to get heated, and I’d gotten there just in time to keep my cousin from getting shot. I didn’t need this shit right now. I had other things to worry about here at home.“Can it wait?”“No. I don’t think it can.” He and Enzo exchanged a look I couldn’t quite read.My stomach growled. I was anxious to get inside to see if I could coax Veda into having dinner with me. “Can we at least go in the house?”Tristan put a hand on my arm as I went to walk past. “Luca, just give me a minute here.”I stopped, glancing back at him over my shoulder. Someth
I CAME BACK to full consciousness slowly, like I was swimming up from the deep end of the pool. I bobbed on the surface of the water for a moment, only to sink back into the peaceful depths. Someone tucked the comforter close around me, and then I fell back into oblivion.The second time, I became aware of birds chirping outside and I smiled. But I fell asleep again without realizing it.It wasn’t until the third time that I was able to stay awake. Mostly because of the pressure of my bladder.Opening my eyes, I blinked against the sunlight and immediately closed them again with a moan. Who the hell opened the blinds? Or maybe they just burned so much still because of the damage done by the contacts. Gradually, I was able to keep them open, and I noticed the sun was nearly in the same position it was in when I went to sleep.Please tell me I’d slept more than an hour.Was Luca still asleep? Afraid of waking him, I carefully turned my head to look over my shoulder.He wasn’t in the bed
VEDAHe wasn’t lying. My room was exactly as I’d left it, all the way down to the crumpled blankets on the bed and my sneakers kicked off in the corner.Grateful to be alone, I took a deep breath and froze. It smelled like Luca in here. Had he been creeping around in my room while I was gone? Looking for what? Too tired to think about it, I just shook my head and went to the closet to find something to sleep in. The sun was coming up, but I was so fucking tired. I needed to sleep. And strangely enough, I felt safe here.As I pulled off my dead sister’s clothes and left them lying in a heap on the bathroom floor, I had to wonder, what was he planning to do with me now? The game was up. Mario knew who I was. Or rather, who I wasn’t. And Luca hadn’t so much as asked me to close my eyes when we drove to his house, which meant I knew the location of the house now. His private sanctuary that, by his own words, not even his own family knew about.What the hell did that mean?Turning on the s
LUCAFor a moment, I couldn’t move. But then I burst from the bed in a flurry of movement. Enzo quickly stepped back out of the way, not in the least concerned about my nakedness. “Where is she?” I asked him. I wanted to ask him if she was alive, but I couldn’t bring myself to say the words.“At Lisa’s.”I froze with my hands on the button of my jeans. “What?”“She’s at Lisa’s. Woke them up banging on the door after she found her way to their house. Apparently, she was dumped near there.”Found their house. That meant she was up and walking on her own. “He just left her there?” It wasn’t lost on me that my brother had found the home of one of my most trusted employees. “Who dropped her off? Did they see anything?”He shook his head. “No.”I picked up my shirt from the floor, unable to look at him as I asked my next question. “Is she all right?”“I just know she’s alive and walking and talking.”That’s all I could really ask for. So why was my gut clenched with the need to see her? Hea