“Not everyone,” Clare whispers, nodding toward a table near ours, but I don’t recognize any of the people seated at it. Our way of life doesn’t allow me to overlook them; I memorize who is seated near whom, taking in every face.
“Oh, look,” Mother announces suddenly as a thrall waiter approaches. “Dessert.”Tara shoots me an expression that promises we’ll talk later.And we do. After dinner becomes drinks and dancing, my sisters and I leave for the restroom and “get lost” along the way, stepping into a windowed alcove to talk, unencumbered by their mates.“Look, Mother doesn’t want to talk about it and Father will never admit it, but Greater London is occupying the Toronto pack. King Victor made a huge mistake by taking his children out of the line of succession before securing a new heir.”“But why did the pack depose him? Because they didn’t like who he married?” Such a thing is unheard of in modern times.“Because he knew she had illegal dealings with the Manhattan pack,” Tara explains. Of the two of my sisters, she looks the most like me, with the same ash blonde hair and easily readable face, which condemns our former pack leader. “And he covered them up.”“He lied to the council when confronted,” Clare adds. “He lied to the pack.”“Wow. I guess I missed a lot while I was gone.” My stomach is hollow. I’ve returned to the middle of a war. “Who were those people at the table you pointed out?”Clare knows exactly what I’m referring to. “The Rogers family. Their daughter, Amber, was the queen who created this problem in the first place.”“Her family still thinks she has a claim. There’s a rumor that King Nathaniel is in love with her and plans to bring her back to the pack,” Tara whispers, an uncharacteristic volume choice but a smart one, when one is talking about one’s supreme ruler. “You can imagine how nervous that makes the members of the council who don’t want to see Frost removed from the throne.”It should make everyone in the castle tonight nervous. A deposed queen whose family hasn’t been exiled is a danger; more so when she’s the object of an invading conqueror’s interest. It would only take a simple mating ceremony to neatly hand the Toronto pack over to Greater London, with the support of one of the most powerful packs in North America.We could lose everything.And the commander of the opposing forces is walking down the strip of red carpet in the hall outside the ballroom. He’s talking to someone, laughing as they move briskly in our direction.My palms sweat. “Why don’t we go back to the ballroom? I need a drink to handle all this.”“I don’t blame you,” Clare says, and to my relief she doesn’t seem to have noticed the King headed our way.I don’t want him to walk past. I don’t want to curtsey to him only to find he doesn’t even notice our presence there. But I also don’t want him to notice me. He already noticed me, and I nearly had an asthma attack. Now that I know he’s a hostile in our pack, I don’t want him to notice me, ever again.I lead the way, my sisters trying to keep up behind me, and strike out on a direct course to the nearest catering bar. A tall, slender man turns as I approach, and he smiles as if he recognizes me.It takes me a moment to recognize him.“I think we’ll go back to the table,” Clare says, and before Tara can protest, she manhandles her off.When I invoked the right five years ago, I did so not just to see what the human world had to offer. It was a potential escape from the mating claim my father had signed, sealing me to Ashton Daniels. Now, Ashton stands in front of me, nothing at all like the scrawny, awkward teenager I left behind. His smile grows—his teeth are perfect—and his blue eyes crinkle at the corners with genuine happiness to see me. His ginger complexion isn’t as shockingly pale, his hair looks more like a rusty brown than the flame orange we all teased him about during our school days.He puts his arms out—despite the black tie dress code, he’s somehow gotten away with wearing navy blue, blowing the sartorial competition out of the water. I only realize that I’m gaping at him in what probably appears to be horror when his smile suddenly falters and fades. “You don’t remember me.”His voice has changed, too. It’s deeper, but he’s still soft-spoken, and the effect is like warm honey. I stammer a little as I answer. “I—of course, I remember you.” I burst into laughter and a smile I have to fake out of the sheer shock of the moment. Just to give myself a second to recover, I put out my arms, too.We plan furiously, and fast. Xiao secures a location, a tiny cabin that’s way off the grid in Manitoba. We’ll be isolated from the world, but most importantly, from the pack; they don’t know that our thralls have hideouts all over Canada.Even though she only has to make a few calls, we decide not to chance letting anyone know that we’re leaving. Yet again, we’re bugging out. We’re leaving our kingdom because our subjects want us dead.It’s almost midnight when Nathan and I go to my bedroom, and I start hauling out all my luggage.“You don’t have to pack tonight,” he says gently.I don’t look at him. “I don’t have to. But I’m going to.”“You’ll tire yourself out. We’ll have a long drive tomorrow.”I shake my head. “Then I can sleep on the drive.”Nathan comes to my side and puts his hand on my arm. “Bailey… don’t do this to yourself.”“Don’t do what?” I snap. “Take anything with me to fucking Manitoba? Just resign myself to dying in the wilderness, ripped apart by polar bears?”He doe
“Bailey and I won’t change. We’ll remain here, under guard, at Aconitum Hall,” Nathan declares, and my heart sinks. I’ve gotten to be in my werewolf form once. Just one time. I was looking forward to transforming again.But Nathan’s right and I can pout about it later. We will be more vulnerable in a dark forest with potential traitors.“That will keep the two of you safe, but what about the rest of the pack?” Hannah argues. “Two werewolves have failed in their attempts to kill you, the objects of the thralls’ spells. The thralls know about it. So, who’s to say that they’ll even allow us to turn? We’re interfering in something they thought they’d kept secret. They could easily poison us, trap us, do anything to us when we set foot on that ceremonial ground.”“If all of us stayed home, they’d get suspicious,” Ryan says. “Maybe they’d believe we were against them.”“Aren’t we?” I ask. “They’re working magic on us against our will, without our knowledge or consent. They’re working agains
The thralls want to exterminate werewolves? “That doesn’t make any sense. They need us—”“Needed us.” Tara stresses the past tense. “They have all the arcane knowledge they need now, except for one thing.”“Dominion over life and death.” Nathan stands and paces the length of the room.The earlier sense of proactive hope sucks from the room.“They basically forced you two to breed,” Hannah says. “Dominion over life.”“There’s more.” Tara steers us back toward her research. “After the gods fall and the earth is submerged in water, life begins again. Two humans survive Ragnarök: Lifthrasir and Lif.”“How do they survive the end of the world,” I ask, silently tacking on and who would want to?“They hide. They run away to the woods and hide until everything is over,” Tara says with a shrug. “And when they come out, they repopulate the world.”“That would be dominion over death, wouldn’t it?” Nathan suggests. “Rebuilding anew on top of that destruction?”“Are the thralls acting out Ragnarök
“In which case, why would the thralls give her the magic she would need to throw a wrench into their plans?” Nathan grimaces and curses under his breath.“I’m going to write this…” Hannah says, uncapping a new marker and turning back to the whiteboard. “…in blue… so we know… it’s unsubstantiated…”When she turns back, the “moonstone” entry has a color-coded bullet point that reads: “humans”.“Fantastic,” Ryan exclaims. “This gives us a direction to move in.”He reaches across the table and grabs a notebook and pen. “Make fun of Hannah all you want, Bailey, but look. She brought paper.”“Paper can be destroyed,” Nathan muses. “Good idea, Hannah.”She gives me a playful little smirk.I laugh and gesture at the board. “Okay. Now, let’s talk about this Tyr and Fenrir thing. I admit, I’m not the expert in mythology here, but they never boned down, that I can recall. What’s the point of symbolically making them have a baby?”“Good point.” Hannah writes, “Not literal symbolism” as a bullet po
Two days later, we have a secret meeting in the conference room at Aconitum Hall. Just Nathan, me, Hannah, and Ryan, and of course, Xiao, who stands by, guarding the door.Hannah has us all set up, with a white board and different colored markers— “to stay organized!”—as well as notebooks, pens, highlighters, all types of stuff we don’t need.“You just wanted to take a trip to the office supply store,” I accuse her.“I can neither confirm nor deny,” she answers, contentedly stroking a pack of gel pens.“While the abundance of stationary is impressive,” Nathan begins, “Let’s start with what we know so far.”He turns to the white board and writes “wwksf” in the upper left corner.All of us, even Xiao, make alarmed noises at the chaotic shape of the letters.“How about someone with better handwriting?” Ryan suggests, tacking on a hasty, “no offense, Your Majesty.”“He doesn’t get to take offense in here,” I remind Ryan. “Remember, this is informal.”“Well, who has better handwriting?” Na
The doctor tilts her head. “It’s still very early. How did you know?”“I could tell,” Nathan answers while I try to figure out how to phrase, “He tasted it in my pussy juice.” He’s much more tactful about it. “She smelled different.”A smile touches the corner of the doctor’s mouth. “A lot of males know first, if they’re especially in-tune with their mates.”I’m not sure we can describe Nathan as being “in-tune” with me, but I smile back weakly, anyway.The doctor runs me through a barrage of questions: am I experiencing morning sickness? have I noticed weight gain? what about swollen feet, dizziness, fainting?Every time I answer, I wonder if it means something, if my answers will reveal that surprise, I’m not really pregnant at all.I must not be the first person to worry about that in this office, because Dr. Campbell says, “Relax. This is just a thorough record of your symptoms. We’re establishing a history for you and baby.”“Oh. Good.” I feel a little silly. “I know it’s weird,