Chapter 5

Julian

“Oh yes, Julian. Harder. Faster.” Vivienne panted against my ear as I roughly pounded into her slick, wet cunt, slamming her back against my office wall again and again.

“Oooh, right there. Don’t stop. Fuck me deep!”

“Shut the fuck up, Vivienne.” I growled at her but didn’t slow my pace, wanting to finish up quickly. “You know the fucking rules.”

She clamped her mouth shut immediately, only letting out low moans as she finally reached her climax. I grunted my own release a few minutes later, emptying my balls into the condom and pushing away the moment the last drop left my body.

“I’m so sorry, Julian. I was in the moment and forgot myself. It won’t happen again.” Vivienne rushed to apologize as I tucked my cock away and disposed of the condom, turning to walk towards my desk.

“Julian, did you hear me?” Desperation tinged her voice, turning me the fuck off. “It won’t happen again, I promise.”

I settled into my chair and stared hard at her, inwardly berating myself for not following my gut after our first sexual escapade.

I knew I shouldn’t have fucked her more than once. She was married so I thought I was safe, that she wouldn’t be like the other women that tried to sink their claws into me and chain me down to them.

I fucked like it was business. I had a set of rules I always followed when it came to the women I selected to take to bed.

One, they should be twenty-five years and older. Two, they shouldn’t move in the same social or business circles I did. Three, they should be strong and willing enough to take rough, animal-style fucking.

And of course, the fourth one was that they shouldn’t get their feelings involved because my heart wasn’t available to any of them and hasn’t been for a long time.

But due to many instances of the last rule being broken, I had resorted to taking drastic measures in the bedroom.

Now, I only fucked with the lights off or in dim lighting. My favorite position was doggy-style and any other that wouldn’t require me staring into the woman’s face. The woman wasn’t allowed to say a word throughout the whole encounter. I never kissed on the lips. And lastly, I never fucked the same woman twice.

But Vivienne showed class and perfectly matched my freak in bed. She had told me she loved her husband but he didn’t satisfy her sexually. So I had foolishly entered into this arrangement with her, believing her words were true and she wouldn’t end up developing pesky feelings.

But she had, and now I was regretting letting my dick lead my decisions when it came to her.

“This isn’t the first time, Vivienne.” I finally spoke, breaking the silence in my office. “I’ve broken a lot of my rules for you and it just can’t go on any longer.”

One of them was mixing business with pleasure. I never brought women to my office. We always met up in hotel rooms or my penthouse suite and they left the very next day.

But she had suddenly showed up today at my workplace and I hadn’t turned her away. Just pulled her in, yanked at her clothes and buried myself to the hilt deep inside of her without stopping to think.

I could blame my reckless actions on being sex-starved for a week because I had thrown myself into work to get my mind off the fact I was now engaged to someone I didn’t want, but I knew I had been acting reckless when it came to her way before that.

She stood as still as a statue, but her composed expression showed signs of falling apart. “What does that mean?” she whispered.

“I’m breaking this arrangement off.” I answered her without preamble.

She slightly recoiled at the words, teetering unsteadily on her sky high Louboutins. But then her expression hardened after a moment and one corner of mouth tilted up. “Let’s not be hasty, Julian. You know you need me,” she said and began walking towards my desk.

Her shirt dress that fit her like a glove still had most of the buttons open from when I had ripped them apart to paw at her heavy breasts. Her generous cleavage taunted me now, causing me to harden again in my pants.

Well aware of the reaction she was having on me, she smiled and leaned forward, showing me the entire package.