LOGINJade Starling has been hopelessly in love with Julian Davenport ever since she knew what the emotion meant. She learns on the day of their engagement party that he doesn’t feel the same way and it shatters her heart, but she’s still determined to make him grow to love her. She stays through all of his attempts to push her away but when she finally starts to succeed in breaking down his walls, Julian’s first love and heartbreak returns. Jade is finally forced to face the painful truth—that she’d never be Julian’s first choice, and so she walks out of his life for good. Only after losing her does Julian realize he’s loved her all along but was too blinded by his pride and past heartbreak to see it. Now he’s ready to do whatever it takes to get a second chance, but Jade isn’t the same woman he took for granted. She’s pregnant but stronger, and has found another man who seems to understand her pain. What she doesn’t know is that the man’s kindness hides a dangerous obsession, and when the truth comes to light, Julian will have to risk everything to save the woman he loves. But will rescuing her be enough to win back her heart? ⚠️Content warning: Mature language, explicit scenes, and an emotionally unavailable male lead ahead.
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Tonight was the night my betrothal to Julian Davenport would be announced to the world. “Suck in your gut, Jade.” My mom instructed as she stood behind me tying up the laces of my corseted gown. “I thought school would have made you lose a little weight. But here we are still struggling to fit you into dresses.” I rolled my eyes. “Mom, you bought this dress in a size 4. I’m a size 6. It’s like you want me to look skeletal.” “No. I just don’t like seeing all the extra fat on your arms and stomach.” “It’s called looking healthy.” She pulled at the laces hard causing me to let out a squeaky gasp. “Don’t talk back at me, young lady!” I tucked in my lips to keep from saying something else in response and instead focused on the bubbles of excitement fizzing in my lower stomach. I couldn’t believe today was finally here. It was my twenty-first birthday and also the night of my engagement party to Julian Davenport. Ever since I laid eyes on him for the first time when I was four, I had loved him and no one else. To me, he was perfect. The most beautiful man to ever walk the earth. I had been counting down the days till today when I could officially call him mine. He hadn’t seen me since a year before I left for the university. He had always viewed me as a child. He never looked at me the same way he looked at all those other women who hung off his arm. But all that was going to change when he saw me tonight. I finally looked like a woman and not like a teenage girl. My figure was all soft, feminine curves, with full breasts and rounded hips. And I had finally perfected the art of applying flawless makeup on my face. There was no way he wouldn’t immediately drop the skanky women he usually carried around the moment he laid eyes on me. I smiled to myself and contained a burst of excited giggles. “There, I think I’m done.” Mom finally said after tying a firm knot. I turned around to face the mirror to view my reflection. I could barely breathe and it seemed like I had been squeezed into the shimmery pink evening gown my mom had picked out for me. But aside from that, I looked really good. Like I just stepped out of a modeling photoshoot set. Like I belonged on the arm of a man like Julian Davenport. My makeup was done to professional perfection and my brown bouncy curls were styled in a half-up, half-down look. My skin was glowy with dangly pearl earrings in my ears. Then my designer shoes and clutch were in place. I brought up my hand to admire the lights catching on the huge emerald-cut diamond around my left ring finger. It still left me in awe everytime I looked at it. I was told Julian had personally selected it himself and because of that, it was my most prized possession. “Your dad is downstairs waiting in the car.” Mom told me as she turned towards my door to head out. “I’ll join you soon. I need to touch up my makeup.” There was nothing wrong with her makeup. My mom just liked to appear perfect. Being her only child, I had been trained to never look anything less. Appearances were everything, mistakes weren’t condoned, and I had to look my best at all times. I raised up my dress and carefully walked downstairs to the waiting car. Dad was there like Mom had said, wearing a proud smile when I appeared. “My darling girl, happy birthday. You’re absolutely breathtaking.” He smiled and outstretched his arms for a hug which I immediately stepped into. “Any man would be lucky to have you as his fiancée.” “Thanks, daddy.” I stepped back with a wide grin, a blush staining my cheeks and my confidence at an all-time high now. I had always been a daddy’s girl, something my mom despised me for. Actually, she despised me for everything and that wasn’t an exception. But her constant sour mood wasn’t going to affect me tonight. Bolstered by my dad’s words, I climbed into the car with his help, determination in my heart to make tonight an unforgettable one. I was certain tonight was the night Julian would finally realize his love for me, and we would live happy and obsessed with each other for the rest of our lives. The car pulled up in front of Hotel Royale, the venue for our engagement party, and before we could step out to the flashing cameras, Mom pulled me back with a tight, warning grip, her eyes sharp and condescending on me. “Today is a very important day. Act your part well and don’t mess things up. The Davenports would expect nothing less from their future daughter-in-law.” “Rosa, you’re being too serious.” Dad cautioned her playfully, trying to diffuse the tension that had crept into the air. “When has Jade ever let us down by behaving anything but appropriate?” The answer was never. I’d been a good girl all my life. Always followed everything my parents told me to. Dressed how they wanted, went to the school they wanted, studied the course they wanted. I had been prim and proper and never disappointed them. But that wasn’t enough for my mom. She always wanted to control every single thing I did. And I’d known for a while that she wasn’t going to change anytime soon so I’d always had to make peace with it. Especially on a night like this one when I didn’t want anything to ruin my joy. So I took a deep breath and patted the hand she was using to hold mine in a death grip. “I promise to be on my best behaviour, mom. You won’t have to worry about anything going wrong on my end.” She released me, seeming appeased by my words for the moment. Then she pasted on a smile and signaled for the driver to come around and open the door. We stepped out to the mass of reporters, posing a united front as we smiled and waved and headed towards the entrance of the hotel. The reporters were a normal occurrence being the only daughter of Frank and Rosa Starling, the owners of Starling Luxe, the billion-dollar luxury brand that dominated the world of high fashion. Nerves jiggled my stomach as we got closer and closer to the private suite where Julian and his parents were waiting. I was excited for his reaction but also a little tense. Dad noticed and drew me closer to kiss the side of my face, whispering once again that I looked beautiful. That settled me a bit and I drew my shoulders back as we finally got to the door and dad gave a sharp knock. It immediately swung inwards, revealing the handsome smiling face of Richard Davenport, Julian’s dad. “My, my, if it isn’t my absolutely stunning soon-to-be daughter-in-law and her lovely parents.” He pulled me in for a warm hug and kissed my cheek before waving me inside so he could properly greet my parents. Celeste Davenport approached me when I stepped in and brushed a kiss on my cheek too, her expensive perfume swirling in the air. She was Julian’s mom and a far better mother to me than my own ever was. “I’m so happy that tonight is finally here.” She smiled prettily and primped my hair. “I’ll soon get to call you my very own daughter.” I smiled back, feeling more than a little giddy now that I knew Julian was only a few steps away in this suite. “I can’t wait.” She patted my cheek and stepped to the side with a swish of her elegantly cut silk chiffon gown. “I’ll let you and Julian have a few moments by yourselves.” I nodded and she moved on to join her husband in greeting my parents. I stepped forward and rounded the corner out of the entryway and my eyes landed on the man standing in the middle of the room wearing an impeccably tailored onyx suit. My breath caught when he turned around and settled his dark, stormy gaze on me. “Hi, Julian.” I said quietly, my pulse fluttering at a rapid pace.JadeHurt bloomed in my chest before I sucked it up and turned to open the box.As I took care of the wound, he paced for a while, surveying the absolute disarray of the kitchen then eventually stopping to face me.“Is this what you’ve been up to all week?” he demanded with a hand on his hip. “Making these kinds of stupid mistakes that even a child would be embarrassed to make?”“It wasn’t on purpose—” I tried to explain myself again but he cut me off a second time.“Oh, I’m sure it wasn’t. But you can’t just help yourself, can you? Or was this a ploy of yours to get me running back here so you wouldn’t be alone anymore? Is that why you called my mom to report me?”“Stop throwing all these accusations at me!” I finally snapped, whirling around on him. “Your mom called me to check in on us. She’s been calling everyday since the engagement asking about you but I kept coming up with excuses until they just weren’t believable any longer and she finally caught on that you haven’t been livi
JadeOh no. This was an absolute disaster.I stood on the counter as I tried to reach the alarm system so I could turn off the blaring noise, coughing through the steam clouding the kitchen.Smoke was everywhere due to the pan of garlic butter sauce I had forgotten I left to simmer on the stove, now burned to crispy ashes.The one time I had tried to follow a recipe and cook for myself because I was tired of takeout dishes, and I almost turned the whole place into a fire hazard.I finally hit the button and the shrill noise ceased, causing my eardrums to stop ringing.“What the hell is going on here?” A loud voice boomed from the entrance and I almost toppled over at the sudden sound. “Are you trying to burn the fucking house down?”I turned my head towards the voice to see Julian standing there through the haze of smoke in his signature tailored black suit. My eyes widened at his unexpected presence, and all I could think about was how unfair it was that of all times during this week
Julian“You know no woman will be able to satisfy you as much as I do. Our sexual needs match perfectly with one another’s. Do you think that child you got engaged to is who will be able to keep up with your intensity?” Vivienne shook her head and ran her manicured fingertips down the side of my face in a teasing caress.“That’s why I came here to console you with my body. Don’t take it for granted or you’ll end up regretting letting me go.”I grabbed her hand before she could withdraw it, tightening my grip slightly around her wrist. “I don’t take kindly to threats.”She gasped and pressed her free hand to her still exposed chest, her eyes twinkling with mischief. “Oh, I wouldn’t dare.”“Get out of my office.” I released her hand and she stood back upright, not looking deterred by my tone in the slightest.She fixed her dress, grabbed her designer handbag and purred, “Call me whenever you change your mind.”Then she swung her hips all the way to the door and slipped out, shutting it
Julian“Oh yes, Julian. Harder. Faster.” Vivienne panted against my ear as I roughly pounded into her slick, wet cunt, slamming her back against my office wall again and again.“Oooh, right there. Don’t stop. Fuck me deep!”“Shut the fuck up, Vivienne.” I growled at her but didn’t slow my pace, wanting to finish up quickly. “You know the fucking rules.”She clamped her mouth shut immediately, only letting out low moans as she finally reached her climax. I grunted my own release a few minutes later, emptying my balls into the condom and pushing away the moment the last drop left my body.“I’m so sorry, Julian. I was in the moment and forgot myself. It won’t happen again.” Vivienne rushed to apologize as I tucked my cock away and disposed of the condom, turning to walk towards my desk.“Julian, did you hear me?” Desperation tinged her voice, turning me the fuck off. “It won’t happen again, I promise.”I settled into my chair and stared hard at her, inwardly berating myself for not follo












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