[ Rain Anderson ]
"You're going to regret it for rest of your hell life Rain Estella Anderson.I am suggesting you leave the alter and make a wise choice."The most dangerous voice floated into my ear.Each word dropped it's own kind of most venomous poison.
Warm tears rolled down from my eyes , luckily my face was hidden under the transparent veil which supposed to be worn by my sister .
For a bride,her wedding day with her life partner is the most awaited moment but I was dying every passing second.My whole world crashed down and the scary possibilities of what future upholds for me gave a havoc to my anxiety.
"Please repeat your vows after me."Priest's voice stirred the feelings inside my heart.
"I do.."He said in a firm cold voice at the end of the traditional vows.
"Rain Estella Anderson,do you take Nicholas Edward Blackwood as your lawfully wedded husband?"The priest asked me this time.
I dared to glance at his face,the most handsome face ever for an ordinary girl like me but his stony eyes seemed to throw daggers at me.
With shaking body and quickened heartbeats I finally said the two words which were going to bind us together.
"I do."
I took a sharp intake of breath.
"I pronounce you as man and wife.You may kiss your bride now."The priest declared.
I squeezed my eyes shut.I could feel my veil being uncovered slowly.Warm breath touched my forehead and I felt his thumb pressed on my head .For the moment I dared to open my eyes only to regret as his red furious eyes met with mine.
He tilted our faces in a angle that if someone see us from afar,they would imagine us kissing hiding from others' eyes,which in a sense looks romantic.
The hall echoed with the clapping and hooting from the guests who witnessed our mismatched union.
"Welcome to the hell Mrs. Blackwood."A malicious smirk tug on the corner of his lips.
I cursed myself for agreeing to this marriage charade.I am married and that I know my dream of a fairy tale life is officially over.
I chuckled.How ironically the world assumed it was Roselie who was suposed to be introduced as Mrs. Blackwood.
He took a few steps back and climbed down the alter.
Mrs. Sofia Blackwood,my new mother in law helped me to walk up to match his pace in order to save us from rumors.I could feel her comforting hands running over my back.Definately they were saved from a complete humiliation as well.
I became everyone's knight in shining armour!
But in reality I was the damsel in the distress.
"Its time for us to take leave with the new couple John,we have to prepare them for the reception specially my son."My father in law's words pulled every single string of courage inside me.
I saw with my peripheral vision that the father-son duo had a glaring competition.
I was going to enter in the lion's territory where no one would be there to save me from his wrath.
"Nicholas sorry is a very small word for the damage that my daughter has done to our families but I know it is you whom she betrayed and disrespect.I am really sorry in her behalf but I gave you my wisest child ,my Rain,my treasure.She will be always there for you.You can expect loyalty without any return from her.I have only one request.Please keep her happy."my Dad pleaded to him in a very slow and defeated tone.
"I am glad I receive apologies from the people who caused me my life,my happiness.Tell me what have I done wrong to you all?"Nicholas's temper rose that his high pitched yelling depicted .
"Nick behave yourself.He is your father in law.Accept the truth as soon as you can that Rain is your wife now so start a fresh life with her."Mr. Blackwood's hard command echoed in the air.
"I hate you two as well Mom Dad seriously,you find Rose's replacement in Rain.Wow!Somebody can learn excellent business skills from you."He chuckled sarcastically.
My heart sank more.Our parents were practically worsening my upcoming miseries.
"Pull your crying self together and behave once you step outside this house.You can cry for the rest of your life when we reach at my house."Nicholas said agitated .
House!His house means a prison where I was going to be kept.I tried my best to stop the muffles to prevent increasing his annoyance .He was hell upset as he warned the driver to speed the car above the normal limit.
The three hours reception was the only time I had left to enjoy my leftover happy moments with my friends and my Dad as my mother was busy flattering her new son in law,who seemed to burst on anyone at any moment.Thankfully,Mr. Blackwood cut short the duration of party giving an excuse of our supposed honeymoon.
The most painful moment for me to leave my parent's house to start my married life.I cried bitterly over the shoulder of my Dad,who had a hard time to control his own tears.He assured me to have faith in the God and the my love for Nicholas.He knew about my crush on Nicholas since the moment I saw him at our home.
Soon the car reached in the outskirts of the city where only rich strata of society dwelled.The car entered in one of the most beautiful house painted in all white.I was awstruck by the beautiful lawn,flowing marble fountain in the middle and a huge carved wooden door.
He jumped out of the car without asking me to follow him.I slowly gathered my heavy wedding gown and stood at the entrance of his house like a lost child whether to step inside or wait for his permission.
"Do you want me to spread rose bedded carpet for you to enter Your Highness!"He gritted his teeth.
I hurriedly walked inside the big living room.My eyes roamed around the marvelous structure but I wasn't excited an ounce.This was going to be my castled prison.I didn't trace a single soul other than us in a ghostly large house.
He stopped by the black marbled staircase and turned to me,"Come quickly so I can show you your room.I don't want you to wander around me all the time."He said and started climbing up the steps.
I lagged behind him.We passed through the hallway of the first floor when he opened one of the many doors thus I realised it was the last one in the row.
"This is your room my room is last from here.Do not ever dare to come across my path until I want you to Clear."He pointed his forefinger at me with his sharp gaze piercing a fearful warning in my heart.
"I want vocal answer Rain.I do not like when someone shows disrespect towards me."He roared clearly hating my lack of response.How could he expect me to become all obedient and submissive wife bend on his feet.
My morals and dignity are higher than he can predict but right in the moment I decided to remain silence not wishing to start my married life with an ugly argument.
"Do you hear me?"His angered voice resonated on the four walls.
"Ye..yes.."I fumbled terrified by his slowly turning stormy eyes.
"Good for you but don't feel happy that I leave you tonight from your punishment.Come on dear wify we have all our life ahead it is just the beginning and your husband is not that cruel.Sleep well god knows what tomorrow holds for you."He laughed devilishly and dashed out of the room closing it with his full force.
And the last dam of my patience broke.I collapsed on the cold floor.I cried and cried until no tear and strength left in my fragile body.
Destiny played a very bad joke on me.I never imagined my life would changed drastically in no less than few hours.
I brought my knees near my chest and zeroed my eyes on the ceiling blankly.No one could be blamed for my misfortune.I chose this path and I had to walk on the thorns that were spread beneath.
I can't loose my hopes.There is always a light at the end of the darkened tunnel.I need to stay stuck to my firm determination if I desire to win my husband and heal the wounds that my own sister gave to his innocent heart.
I didn't realise when I slept after crying for hours in the lonely room.It was the warm sun rays penetrating through the half azar window panes on my face.I tried to blink my eyes a few times to adjust my burning eyelids in the natural bright light from sun.
My body ached if someone hit me with a bamboo cane due to sleeping on the cold floor.I had still worn my wedding dress which now started suffocating me so lazily pulled my aching body on my numb feet and went in the direction of the single door beside the closet guessing it would be the bathroom and my prediction was right.
The bathroom was in a similar size of the one at my own house laced with all the modern facilities and women toiletries.I guess Mrs. Blackwood arranged everything beforehand.
There were huge mirrors above the washbasins.I caught a glimpse of my reflection in the most honest thing in the world,the mirror,which always shows you what you are.
The girl looking back at me mocked at my broken self.I foolishly sacrificed myself on the alter for baseless reasons,I love him and having this golden chance to claim him as mine,I decided to go against my principles.
I wiped my swollen eyes deciding to fight for my love,for him when the large stone on my finger mocked back at me just like my soul and mind.
"I'll make you fall for me by the fall of the year Mr. Nicholas Blackwood."
I promised myself.
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( Nicholas Blackwood )"Why Roselie why?"I chugged the empty bottle of whisky on the hard floor causing it to shatter into tiny pieces scattered on the floor mocking back at me as the reflection of light through them blinded my already blurry vision.The heartache is unbearable.Though,the marriage was arranged by my parents,I fell in love with the beautiful blonde with the most mesmerizing green eyes.I still remember our first meeting after our parents fixed the arrange marriage between us.I met her at a restaurant when she was coming out of there with her sister,who is now my imposed wife and her friends.I can't forget her red cheeks when she shyly looked down as we bumped and fell on the floor,with her upon me.The crowd cheered of us and that was the moment,I discovered the purest emotions call love.I let a woman slipped into forbidden terrotery of my heart for the first time only to realise my mistake that love is a fool's paradise.I left no stone unturned to make her feel spe
( Rain Anderson Blackwood )"Don't pretend to be a dotted wife Rain when we both know what a woman like you are called so don't make me use the term for you."His words keep ringing in my ears.I can't lie of being fine and ineffected by his harsh words.It hurts,it hurts like someone stabs my heart with a hot iron dagger and twist it inside my chest to rip my heart in shreds.He thinks me of a gold digger who can go to any extent just to maintain a high profile lifestyle.Fresh tears roll down my eyes involuntarily though I try my best to push them back.I hate the sympathetic stares I received from the houseworkers.I am not a charity case.I don't deserve such low humiliating treatment from my husband.I can fight for my dignity but do I really able to do this?"Mrs. Blackwood please open the door."A gentle female voice comes from the other side of my bedroom's door followed by a knock.I quickly wipe my tears using a tissue paper and use my fingers to comb my disheveled hairs.I can't sh
( Rain Anderson Blackwood )The evening has rolled on.I spent most of the day lurking aimlessly in the huge mansion.Why do people build such grand house for only two or three persons to live.I do love this house but for me it's useless to spend a huge amount of money just for pomp and show.A home is built on the foundation of love,care and respect for one another.I texted Candance for her advise on the dresss I want to wear for the dinner though he didn't ask me to be present but as his wife and the mistress of the house,it is my duty to attend the guests but a part,in fact each active cell in my brain says it's a horrible idea.I deny it's constant warnings and decide to go with my heart.Never give up on him.I recall Elle's words.Two hours later,I am finally ready in a decent navy blue knee length midi dress much to my own comfort though Candy snorted angrily on me for selecting a 'grandmother's dress' for the very first dinner as Mrs. Blackwood but I decided to go with my own
[ Rain Anderson Blackwood ]"Don't talk to anyone."I can get only this message by the way he has been giving me warning glares occasionally while his two best friends leave no chance to crack silly jokes or ask about my opinion on random topics.I mostly give them short answers because I am too conscious and scared at the same time seeing his stony expressions.Clearly,he is trying to surpress his anger and it's not good for me at least."Mila made this chocolate fudge?"Mason takes another spoonful of the chocolaty dessart on which I silently nod my head in affirmation, by the informations Elle gave me earlier in the afternoon about the house staffs,I learn Mila always makes the sweet dishes."Do you cook Rain?"Xavier asks me out of blue."Yeah I love to cook whenever I feel bored or my Dad wants to eat Indian food.I mostly cook Asian food and Chinese and Indian food are my favorite to cook."I reply with a sense of joy as I talk about one of my few hobbies."Really?"Both Mason and
[ Rain Anderson Blackwood ]"Yeah a wife who took her sister's place to dig on my money Rain Anderson."He jerks me with such force that I stumble and fall on the sofa behind me.His words hits me like sharp arrows but I let them bleed my heart.He's heartbroken and our parents forced us to tie an wanted knot."Don't show me your pathetic face again.You may be my wife in the eyes of the world but inside these four walls, we are nothing but two strangers forced to live together under the same roof thanks to that bitch Roselie."He spits venom from his mouth.I wipe my tears and slowly raise on my feet.The man is doing nothing other than crushing my dignity under his shoes."I am your wife, Nicholas and it gives me right to do my duties as your wife whether you like it or not.Please give us a chance."I plead him but the man is practically steaming anger."Wifely duties.."He chuckles sarcastically," You know you're sounding very funny right now.When I simply clear this little misconception
[ Rain ]I haven't seen or felt his presence in the house for the next two days, for some reasons, it is good for both of us to keep our distance maintained. He loathes my existence on the earth and I...like a silly teenger girl, my heart yearns for a glimpse of his handsome face which turns cold like iceberg when he sees me.Rainard, like he promised me over the phone two days ago, he never showed and honestly, I thanked the Almighty that he didn't come or the rift between I and Nicholas will never be erased.Right now, I have nothing particular to do as all the house chores are taken care by the house staff. They do not let me even fetch a glass of water and I grow to feel like a useless furniture sitting idle in a big haunting house.The sweet smell of roses in the beginning of autumn soothe my aching soul. The mild breeze playing with my hairs locks and giving me some moments to think about my future as Nicholas' wife and a Blackwood. It's a huge responsibility that had been impos
[ Rain Anderson Blackwood ]"Come here and eat the dinner with us. We need to talk on an important matter."For a moment, I can't believe on my ears, did he really ask me to have my dinner with them when pure hatred is clearly dripping from Blackwood siblings' expressions."Are you planning to stand there and starve us?" This time, Nicole hisses in a low tone. Her eyes are shooting daggers at me.I am wondering now why she hates me so much? I mean Nicholas' hatred is justifying but what did I do to earn hers? Nevertheless, I take slow steps in the dining table's direction, still not matching their disdainful stares.I drag the farthest chair and about to sit but he stops me."We're not going to murder you, Rain. Come here and sit beside me. As I said, we need to talk and your silly behavior isn't helping much." Nicholas says in a deep voice but I can't miss how he's trying to refrain himself from shouting on me.Perhaps, he's cautious of a child's presence in the same house and she'll
[ Rain ]I don't remember when I fell asleep after Elle helped me to walk back inside my room and treated my bruises. She insisted me on eating something but I refused. Nicholas' blank face appeared in the back of my mind whenever I try to close my eyes.His coldness broke me to my dead end.I woke up by a panicked Elle who was summoned by the Devil himself to help me in getting ready for the press conference. I too lost my shit when I looked at the watch, it showed eight thirty in the morning and I was supposed to be present before the conference starts.I am wearing a rose gold midi dress with quarter sleeves and a deep halter neck. It fits me on my curves but I've seen Roselie carrying more bolder dresses elegantly and the look of adoration in Nicholas' eyes for her and here I am, nothing but a nervous wreck."How do I look, Elle?" I ask Elle who has been assisting me with the dress and the accessories as she knows better about the Blackwoods and their standard."You're looking lik