[ Rain Anderson ]"You're going to regret it for rest of your hell life Rain Estella Anderson.I am suggesting you leave the alter and make a wise choice."The most dangerous voice floated into my ear.Each word dropped it's own kind of most venomous poison.Warm tears rolled down from my eyes , luckily my face was hidden under the transparent veil which supposed to be worn by my sister .For a bride,her wedding day with her life partner is the most awaited moment but I was dying every passing second.My whole world crashed down and the scary possibilities of what future upholds for me gave a havoc to my anxiety."Please repeat your vows after me."Priest's voice stirred the feelings inside my heart."I do.."He said in a firm cold voice at the end of the traditional vows."Rain Estella Anderson,do you take Nicholas Edward Blackwood as your lawfully wedded husband?"The priest asked me this time.I dared to glance at his face,the most handsome face ever for an ordinary girl like me but his s

( Rain Anderson Blackwood )"Don't pretend to be a dotted wife Rain when we both know what a woman like you are called so don't make me use the term for you."His words keep ringing in my ears.I can't lie of being fine and ineffected by his harsh words.It hurts,it hurts like someone stabs my heart with a hot iron dagger and twist it inside my chest to rip my heart in shreds.He thinks me of a gold digger who can go to any extent just to maintain a high profile lifestyle.Fresh tears roll down my eyes involuntarily though I try my best to push them back.I hate the sympathetic stares I received from the houseworkers.I am not a charity case.I don't deserve such low humiliating treatment from my husband.I can fight for my dignity but do I really able to do this?"Mrs. Blackwood please open the door."A gentle female voice comes from the other side of my bedroom's door followed by a knock.I quickly wipe my tears using a tissue paper and use my fingers to comb my disheveled hairs.I can't sh

[ Rain Anderson Blackwood ]"Don't talk to anyone."I can get only this message by the way he has been giving me warning glares occasionally while his two best friends leave no chance to crack silly jokes or ask about my opinion on random topics.I mostly give them short answers because I am too conscious and scared at the same time seeing his stony expressions.Clearly,he is trying to surpress his anger and it's not good for me at least."Mila made this chocolate fudge?"Mason takes another spoonful of the chocolaty dessart on which I silently nod my head in affirmation, by the informations Elle gave me earlier in the afternoon about the house staffs,I learn Mila always makes the sweet dishes."Do you cook Rain?"Xavier asks me out of blue."Yeah I love to cook whenever I feel bored or my Dad wants to eat Indian food.I mostly cook Asian food and Chinese and Indian food are my favorite to cook."I reply with a sense of joy as I talk about one of my few hobbies."Really?"Both Mason and

[ Rain ]I haven't seen or felt his presence in the house for the next two days, for some reasons, it is good for both of us to keep our distance maintained. He loathes my existence on the earth and I...like a silly teenger girl, my heart yearns for a glimpse of his handsome face which turns cold like iceberg when he sees me.Rainard, like he promised me over the phone two days ago, he never showed and honestly, I thanked the Almighty that he didn't come or the rift between I and Nicholas will never be erased.Right now, I have nothing particular to do as all the house chores are taken care by the house staff. They do not let me even fetch a glass of water and I grow to feel like a useless furniture sitting idle in a big haunting house.The sweet smell of roses in the beginning of autumn soothe my aching soul. The mild breeze playing with my hairs locks and giving me some moments to think about my future as Nicholas' wife and a Blackwood. It's a huge responsibility that had been impos

[ Rain ]I don't remember when I fell asleep after Elle helped me to walk back inside my room and treated my bruises. She insisted me on eating something but I refused. Nicholas' blank face appeared in the back of my mind whenever I try to close my eyes.His coldness broke me to my dead end.I woke up by a panicked Elle who was summoned by the Devil himself to help me in getting ready for the press conference. I too lost my shit when I looked at the watch, it showed eight thirty in the morning and I was supposed to be present before the conference starts.I am wearing a rose gold midi dress with quarter sleeves and a deep halter neck. It fits me on my curves but I've seen Roselie carrying more bolder dresses elegantly and the look of adoration in Nicholas' eyes for her and here I am, nothing but a nervous wreck."How do I look, Elle?" I ask Elle who has been assisting me with the dress and the accessories as she knows better about the Blackwoods and their standard."You're looking lik