Today is Monday. Exactly 3 months after the party. I barely remember what happened after calling the shots. I was dancing, having a great time until... those eyes. Damn, those eyes are the last thing I remember. I just can't remember what happened next. How did I get to see those eyes and... It's something else I felt that morning. Like my own body was cheating on me. I smelt another scent on me, feeling something was missing already.
I was confused so I started to think that it must have been a dream until I saw my lips. The side part of my lip was scratched and I could feel a slight pain there. That made me a question, what happened that night?? Why was I feeling that way? NOT to mention the rose I found on the side my bad with a note on it " Thanks for coming". I don't understand what happened after that party. I keep hearing voices. I interrupt my thoughts when I heard my mom's voice coming from the kitchen.
" Cercy, how many times have I told you to clean that terrible mess in your closet?"
" Momm, I promise this time I will clean my room, but first I have to go to school, so please help me find my uniform. I can't stay outside today. I have a super important exam at 9:30 am."
" Since when did you start caring that much?"
" Ok, mom no kidding. Just leave it, I found it."
I grab my bag, kiss my mom and start running to school. My mom is the most precious person to me. She is one of my best friends. This can be bc I was born when she was 18, and she grew up with me. My dad is super cool. He supports me and my ridiculous dreams. You know, he even let me drive the car when I was 10, mom was so angry. What about school? Trust me, I try. I like science subjects and hate English. Why should I learn English when I speak it?? Most of the time I am out of the class but no problem, my mom has managed to keep a good relationship with the' witch ' aka "the teacher". That's the way we all call her at school.
So, here we go again. New year, same stupid faces of all the girls I hate. I can't believe that Leticia(my ex-boyfriend's GF) has a new i phone and a new car. OMG. Am I the only one with the same care and the same
phone? Ohh, shit!!" Cercy, you still alive?? Where have you been? I haven't seen you since the last party we were together!"
"Leticia, you can stop the irony. We live in the same neighborhood. I bet you are tired of seeing me. So, how is it going with Deny? I hope he is out of depression, knowing he is still with you??
Stupid bitch.I just want to kill her. I can't believe she is in the same class as me.
" Cerc, where have you been girl?"
Icy my bestie. All the guys at the school want to be with her. She has a perfect body and a perfect style. Maybe, my style isn't that good, but I like it. XXL's clothes are so cool. I can't believe I let Billie Eilish get under my skin.
"I am right here. I have missed you too. So how has it been going with the modeling?? Have you won any price yet?" - I asked.
"Good, not bad. I am shooting for the vogue this Friday. I hope this will help me be more popular."
"Don't worry. You are the most beautiful girl I have seen after Kristen aka Rob's gf ."
"Cerc?!," - she replied
"Ok, just kidding. She is a different chapter. So are you ready? First-class and first exam. I am so nervous.
Good, I forgot to take my lucky rock. It's all my mom's fault. She made me lose my mind. Should I call my dad?""Ej, Cerc it is okay. We are going to make it, even without the rock."
"Icy, have you talked to Rob? I can't find him. He said that we must meet him at the front door. I'm waiting for him. Goo!
Don't wait for me. I'll be there in time, promise" -I said."Hurry up? I don't know what excuse to use again?!" - she replied.
I was waiting for Rob at the front door and suddenly I saw a guy. Handsome as fuck, right. Shut up.
I looked into his eyes and as he came in, something was different. Idk, what happened to me. I froze, and it was like I was in a dream. Something about his eyes... I felt like I had seen those eyes before. Somewhere... Then I see Rob calling my name. He came next to me." Rob, finally. Where were you? We are late."
"I am so sorry!" - he replied.
"So, what was that thing you wanted to tell me? I'm curious?"
"We have time for that, don't worry." - he replied.
First-class... Chemistry. My favorite. It's a new semester so we had to change the class this time. I heard some new students came in this semester. Curiosity is hitting you, girl. Hey, don't talk when not asked.
I sat at the same table I sit at every class when...
" Hello everyone! I am Klaus, your chemistry teacher for the time being. These are the new students we are welcoming this semester. Say hi everyone?"
Crabs, it's the guy we saw outside, handsome face, Cerccc!!!! What are you saying? You have lost it, girl, over some guy you don't even know yet. GATHER YOURSELF UP. Don't look at him. Do you mean to stare like a crazy woman? That's it I'm not looking anymore. You wish.
" This handsome young boy is. LIAM MERIC. He is one of my best friend's sons so keep him company. I am sure you girls won't mind that." the teacher said.
" Of course, we don't mind Ms. Klaus." some of the girls replied.
" Okay, then. Liam finds a place and sit. Make yourself comfortable. "
" Okay then... Can I sit next to that girl.., over there? " Liam said.
He was pointing at me,... I guess. You dumb bitch. Of course, it's pointing at us. Say something, he is fuckingg talking to you. Ohh God I forgot. Now breathes... 1..2..3. Now can u speak, hello??
" Sorry, are u referring to me? "
I look around just to make sure." Yeah, I want to sit here," Liam said.
"Why?" I reply shortly.
" Because... I like this place, that's why."
I saw him as he gave me a devilish smirk and came towards me." You can't sit here." I quickly reply also putting one hand on the chair to show him that is not available.
" Cercy, anyone sitting there?" the teacher asked.
" Well... Now I don't know what to say it will be... Soon"
" Then it's settled. Liam goes to sit next to Cercy. I am sure she will be very pleased to have you there."
"Butt... Ms. Klaus..!" I say.
I notice Liam coming closer as he sits down and holds a hand to greed.
" Hey, I'm Liam... Nice to meet you."
I look at his hand for a while STOP LOOKING, JUST TOUCH IT ALREADY and decide to give him my hand too. Wait... I know this feeling, this touch reminds me of someone. As I feel his hand my eyes are staring at his. Those blue eyes, deep as the ocean, I know these eyes now. From when I closed my eyes at that party. I am sure now. I feel my hand shaking and quietly place it back in my pocket. I hope he didn't notice.
" Hi, I am Cercy... Nice to meet you."
" Same," he replied.
" I feel I have seen u somewhere... Hopefully, I am not wrong," he said.
" That's not possible, besides if I had met you, I surely would have remembered you," I Say.
You are lying to yourself right now. You feel it don't you. You know who that is so stop playing dumb.
And so what? What if I know. Do you think I am gonna stand and tell him... Hey, look it's me. The girl from the party who kissed you without knowing your name or even... I am not someone who goes around kissing people. I am going to sound like an idiot... So no. I'm going to keep playing dumb.Let's see how long are we going to play this game then.
I was hoping it wasn't all a dream, but even if it was one, I wish I could stay like this for a while. Maybe in the morning, I wouldn't feel so empty and lonely inside. Maybe this could fix my broken heart, maybe seeing him in my dream was enough or maybe... chasing stars means falling into space.I opened my eyes, my head still resting on the pillow below. I was just gazing at the sight in front of me. The gorgeous man, lighted by the moon, holding his son on his shoulder, saying sweet things in baby language. That little thing looked so good on him.I could still make some differences. From the side, I was looking. He looked more of a man. Wider shoulders, sharp jaw, and I would say a scarier look on his eyes.., the oceanic eyes I would spend hours looking at before going to sleep. This time it was different. He had changed the last year.Even though I was scared that even if I spoke everything I had in front of me would decipher, I still believed and took a deep breath to say the ne
" I'm leaving you home but I'm staying here on weekdays for sure. Just make sure to tell your parents... I'm sure they won't get mad at you"" Yeah... I'll just sleep at the moment. And I'll find a better time and tell them."" Okay. Be safe"" Bye"After Rob left I went straight to my room and dialed Liam's number again. Maybe this time he would pick it up. I needed to tell him this.I dialed it once or twice but still no response. I decide to leave a message for him. That's what I'm gonna do every time I'll come from my doctor. Maybe one day he will listen to these messages and feel all the stuff I felt.Hey Liam,It's Cercy again. I have some big news for you today. I'm sure you would be so happy about this if you were here. I'm pregnant Liam. And it's a boy. Like I wanted. You remember that day when we were talking about kids and you told me you wanted a girl first... Well, it's a boy. And he is so little. Inside of me now, growing little by little. I had my first appointment toda
After 3 months:" Princess, are you ready?" I hear Rob call my name from behind the door." Yeah, a minute, and I'm done!"It's graduation day. The school year is finally over. It's been three months since I last heard from Liam. I sent him a lot of voice messages the first month, cause it still hurts that he left that way..., but still no response. Maybe he doesn't even use that phone anymore.. Or maybe Sam is right. Maybe he forgot about me. I still wish he would come back and explain everything. I would forgive him, even after everything I've been through after the breakup.I couldn't stop crying and my family thought I was going through depression. I lost a lot of weight lately and cut almost everyone from my life, except Rob. He has been standing all the time with me, helping me out, and even made me leave my house back then. He planned a trip to the east side of the town. He has been a very good support and a wonderful friend these times and I have done nothing to deserve that
Circ,My mate, my love, my beasty girl,I never thought someone would make me smile and laugh as much as you do.. until I saw how much you could make me sad and empty at the same time. Maybe it's love..., maybe it's heartbreak. Or maybe it's because I fell too hard.Never thought I would be able to love or to be loved. Never thought I would love a person so much, to do anything for her not to get hurt. We spent some time together... It's deep in my memory... It's gonna live with me forever. I've lived some of my best moments with you. And you know we even thought about kids' names. I wish we could live all the dreams we had. I wish I would be the one to hold your hand at the alter.. Or when you're giving birth.. Or even when we're taking care of a baby throwing up...I started dreaming again thanks to you Cerc. I believed I could have a happy ending. I got used to your morning kisses or the way you spelled my name to make me angry. I got used to your vanilla skin next to mine.. Or wat
~ Cercy ~I was running through the school halls, trying to find Liam, but he was nowhere to be found. I also tried to reach him through the phone but it went straight to voicemail. I checked the parking lot as well, but his car wasn't there anymore.I was just leaving the girl's bathroom when someone grabs my hand. I turn around to see Rob's smiling face wave a hand at me." Hey Rob, what's up?"" Hey, princess"" Look," we both say at the same time. Then an awkward smile appears on both of our faces. " You go" he then says." Okay," I nood and exhaled a deep breath. " I know that lately, we haven't been spending a lot of time together... But after I said those things to you... I felt like. I was playing with your feelings. Like I didn't care about you... Or our friendship. And I do. I want to be with you, Rob. And love you as a friend... "" Cercy, I know. I told you from the very beginning that if this didn't work we would still be together... With each other... As friends.
" I think I heard you moaning.... Some moments ago. I thought you were with a guy or you have sexual dreams, chica"" Mom, the hell you saying?"Do you think I need that." As you can see noone is here" I say gesturing at the room"" Good" she says and turns at me. " Get down, we're having breakfast... And call Liam as well"" Okayyy momm, just goo"I wait for mom to leave the room and put a crop top on and a pair of leggings to check on Liam." Babe, you ready..." I searched the room but he wasn't there. I thought he'd be here after he left.." Behind you" he whispers at my ear." Where were you?""Around... Since you throw me away from your room"" Stop playing the kid.. And let's go get breakfast.. We have school."We head downstairs and eat breakfast to leave for school. Liam takes the car keys but throws them at me immediately, just when I give him ' the look'. He knows me very well." Why do you go to school anyway? " I ask him." Do all vampires go to school?"" They don't.." he