CLARA
“Connie! Can you give it back?” I gasped, reaching for my purse. The sudden movement pulled at my chest, making my heart pound erratically. I gripped the chair for support, cursing under my breath. Damn heart issues… Connie only grinned, throwing my Chanel purse behind him when I tried to reach for it again. “Why don’t you just go away, sicko? You’re an ugly witch with ugly hair!” I forced a nervous laugh as Connie yanked my hair, glancing around the school hall for some help but none came. The only reason I was here was because my fiancé, Lucas, had asked that we attend the parent-child event for his eight-year-old nephew, Connie, as his parents. His biological parents passed away three years ago. From here, we could go try on wedding dresses, which I was excited for. But as Connie’s tantrum dragged on, I refused to let him ruin today. Even when he kept pinching my arms discreetly, running back whenever I reached for him. Before I could actually lose my mind, Lucas finally appeared. Relief flooded me—until I noticed who was clinging to his arm. Ella—aka his sister-in-law whom I was sure was secretly in love with him. Connie’s eyes lit up. “Aunt Ella will be my mommy, not you, old witch!” And then he bolted right into her arms. I took a deep breath and then smiled widely at Lucas when our eyes met briefly, but my breath hitched as they walked past me like I wasn’t even there. No greeting. No acknowledgment. Nothing. I turned just in time to hear Lucas introduce himself to the teacher. “Good morning. We’re Connie’s parents. Hope we’re not too late.” My chest tightened and I had to breathe through my mouth, agitation triggering my heart issues. What was going on? I rushed forward, pulling Lucas away hastily. When he turned to me with a hard, imploring look, I whispered harshly, “What are you doing with her? What do you mean you both are Connie’s parents, wasn’t that supposed to be us?” “It’s not a big deal, Clara. It’s just pretend, it’s not like we are actually married. We’ll talk later.” I dragged him back again when he tried to leave, feeling like I would combust anytime soon, “If you didn’t want me here, all you had to do was ask me to meet you up at the stylist’s for the wedding dress fittings and not asking us to go from here.” “Please, do that. Go, I’ll be busy for a while.” He barely glanced at me and still in shock, my hands loosened around his arm and he walked right back to Ella. Connie tugged at my arm now, “Ms. Clara is really the best nanny ever! Right, Daddy?” I froze. My mouth went dry as I waited for Lucas to correct him. “Yes, she is.” His deep voice was calm, unreadable. “Sit down, Connie.” Shock slammed into me. “Lucas, what the hell is going—” “We’ll talk later,” he muttered again, eyes unreadable. “Go home, Clara. You’re not needed here.” The words punched the air from my lungs. He’d asked me to be here, and now, he was dismissing me like an outsider. Ella smiled softly, but I could literally see the ulterior motive in her eyes. Other parents kept gushing about how Lucas and Ella looked so good and compatible as a couple. “The little boy looks so much like his mommy!” Connie beamed between them, basking in their attention. I stood on the sidelines, a mere shadow. I wanted to leave, but Connie still had my bag. I found him at another table, alone, rummaging through it. I reached for it, but he clutched it tighter. “I just wanted to see what was inside. Do you have any cool stuff to show my friends?” My patience snapped at once, and I yanked the bag from his grip and walked out. Lucas just asked me to wait for him at the stylist’s, yet again because of Connie who was also the reason he had postponed this fitting exercise multiple times, for various trivial issues. My condition didn’t allow for stress like this, I thought to myself as I walked to my car. Once I was inside, Mom’s call came in. I picked up, my expression still sullen. “Hello, baby! Uh, are you okay?” The moment she asked, I let everything spill out—the event, how Connie had been so mean to me, Ella’s lying act, and the way Lucas could not stand up for me. She said nothing for sometime before muttering, “I hope you haven’t taken alcohol or anything that might complicate things? We’ve waited for twenty years for this, we can’t mess it up.” “I know mom, it’s just… I love Lucas. He’s the one man who has taken a chance on me despite my disease.” Digging into my bag, I pulled out my heart pills, popped one into my mouth, and swallowed. The moment it hit my throat, it felt like fire erupted inside my throat and I started to cough violently, barely hearing mom ask, “Clara, what’s happening, baby?” I opened my mouth to reply but I just ended up in another violent coughing fit. What the hell? Was this pepper? In my tablets? “Baby, can you talk to me?” Mom’s worried voice called out over the cell phone. I tried to respond, but I couldn’t. My tongue burned, while my throat felt paralyzed. I fumbled for my water bottle and took a desperate gulp—only for the sharp burn of vodka to flood my senses. My eyes flew open. No. Someone had tampered with my medicine. Someone had spiked my water. My vision blurred. My fingers trembled. I clutched the phone. “I—I don’t feel right,” I croaked. Mom’s voice rose in panic. “Clara? Sweetie, where are you? Tell me right now.” My lips barely formed the words. “Brimstone… Elementary.” “I’m on my way. Stay awake, Clara. Stay with me.” The world tilted and I felt my phone slip from my grasp. Then everything went black.LUCAS I was almost shoved to the floor by Zayn who barreled into me with force, making me step aside a bit. My eyes were locked on Clara's scared, big brown ones as my chest squeezed. At first, when I had seen the huge writeup, I allowed myself to be excited for a minute alone, and then I stopped to think about the circumstances that got me here. She had called Zayn for help, not me. It only meant she was expecting Zayn—all this was for him. She had given her answer to him.. she was going to marry him. And it stung. She was dressed in that little to nothing silk dress and her hair in that playful bun, barefooted, for him. Her skin was greased adequately and I could smell her sweet, rosy scent from here. Her face was spotless, natural and beyond perfect. Would they go to the bedroom after this? I would fuck her after this. No, I would take her to her room and make love to her… properly thanking her for saying yes to an idiot like me. Maybe this was right. I did not deserv
CLARA "Oh God, this was such a dumb idea." I slapped a hand over my face but Nora just stood there, laughing. I glared at her. "It’s not!" She threw her hands in the air and went about arranging the balloons for the umpteenth time. "This is a little dramatic, yeah, but not dumb. I mean, I can already see his face when he gets over here. The fear first, trying to know what's up with you and then the shock and then the joy." "Saying yes to Zayn is the right thing. Right?" I said again, just to make sure. Nora chuckled. "Cross my heart. Lucas is your ex. Your vomit. We don't go back to our vomit." She flashed me a smile, then returned back to arranging the setup, even if I thought everything was in place already. The living room looked like something out of a dream actually. I couldn’t lie, even with the nerves bouncing in my chest, I had to admit it was beautiful. Nora had done her thing! The balloons were mostly cream and blush, floating gently over the fireplace in a soft a
ZAYNI was just finishing up a long-ass appendix removal that shouldn’t have taken more than an hour when I noticed my phone buzzing nonstop on the metal tray beside me. It wasn’t supposed to be in the OR with me, but I’d broken that rule a long time ago. Surgeons who followed every rule were either dead or boring.The second I peeled my gloves off and reached for it, I felt my gut twist. There was two missed calls and one text from the assassin I had sent to Lucas's. For him to text me and call hours later, meant two things—Lucas was either dead, or he barely escaped death.I hoped it was the former. The text was an image which I opened at once.“What the hell…” I whispered, stepping back from the sink, staring hard at the screen. It was a finger. A literal, bloody, disconnected, freshly-cut-off finger.Not even cleaned up. Just… there. Sitting in someone’s palm like a damn trophy. You would know the person who did this was an unprofessional, ie, Lucas.No text underneath the messag
LUCASThe next few nights, I was heading to my basement to go beat the shit out of this guy.To explain; the motherfucker had tried to kill me. He walked into my house with the intention of shooting me dead, just like that. It was not in the least brave of him to be here. It was only quite stupid, and such a pity also, that he was going to lose at least one limb just like that.There was a kind of stillness that settled in a house after midnight, when even the ghosts had gone quiet and the walls forgot how to echo. That was when I preferred to do things like this—when the rest of the world had shut down, and the line between justice and revenge blurred into silence.I was not a killer, but hell, people in this world made me yearn to be one. To teach a few lessons.I walked down the basement steps slowly, not out of reluctance, but with measured calm. He was exactly where I left him—tied to a steel chair bolted to the floor, wrists restrained with thick leather straps, ankles cuffed ju
CLARAI stared at the screen for a second after the call ended, still struggling to catch my breath somehow.I ran my fingers through my hair, took a long breath, and walked back to the bed—back to Zayn, who was now sitting up shirtless with that look on his face, that unreadable one that somehow still managed to say a hundred things at once.“Took your time,” he said, voice low and sharp. “Did lover boy enjoy the background music?”I blinked, confused for a second until I saw the smirk tug at his lips. “Seriously?”He leaned back on his elbows, eyes following me as I climbed onto the bed again. “You were breathless when you picked up, Clara. Anyone with half a brain would figure out why. I’m sure Lucas isn’t stupid.”“It wasn’t like that,” I muttered, dragging the blanket over my legs, suddenly cold.Zayn scoffed. “Oh? Then what was it like? You ran out to take his call like the world would end if you missed it—”“It’s late, I thought he needed something, Zayn.”“And you needed priva
LUCASThe sun was setting outside the tall windows of the hotel suite I’d chosen for the meeting—neutral ground, quiet, discreet, the kind of place where ugly truths slipped out behind polished furniture and espresso-colored curtains. I sat at the far end of the private room, one arm resting lazily on the back of the couch, the other swirling dark liquor in a crystal glass I hadn’t yet tasted. The silence was not uncomfortable for me. I had lived long enough with shadows to grow familiar with waiting. But the man who stepped into the room at exactly 6:15 p.m. was not cut from the same cloth. His eyes scanned the room warily before they landed on me, a flicker of hesitation surfacing just beneath his stiff, buttoned-up exterior. Dad was a polished man, well-practiced in charm, the kind that stood behind podiums and smiled at cameras while his rot festered in secret corners. His wife paid his bills and kept his name up there, only for him to treat her like shit behind her back.Not th