A lost alpha

Adrian

She was here, i knew that i knew i had to be prepared to see her again, god i have missed her terribly i have lived with the pain of her absences now for years, three exact, the only pain that felt like this was my mother’s death, and the day i left her behind in galleria on our mating ball, but I will not lie, seeing her unmated brought joy to my dark soul and relief, she was still mine…

I knew Lukrezia since i was eight, my mother was a healer of her pack or so i thought for most of my childhood, my story was complicated and my love to her was a the only thing that helped me overcome my pain towards the loss of my mother.

I always thought i was just a normal kid, but i was not that, i was hard to get around i was not following orders and i was as strong as the alpha son spencer, we were close but i felt a strong competition towards him, my abnormal behavior caught the attention of the alpha whom seemed too aware of me and treated in somewhat special way than any other pup

All I knew is that my father was from another pack, a strong warriors who stood for justice, died when a rogue attack the pack, and my mother not wanting to stay in a place without her mate, decided to return to her own pack and rise her son there. But to my dismay it was more than that. 

It was on my 15 birthday that i knew what i was exactly, i shifted to my wolf with spencer and he was as shocked as i was, he went and told his father and he helped calming me down from the crazy emotions i was feeling he held me down to the floor as i was ripping my clothes of from the heat that was burning through my veins and blood that covered by body as my claws ripped my skin open and healed in a second, i did not understand what it was but it was painful, my mother looked at me in shock and i felt she had all the answers for the madness i was in.

It was the following day when I woke up, the alpha stayed with me afraid i might hurt someone, as i woke up he was standing in the corner of my room, his eyes calming and his scent of smoked woods filling the room, i could sense it, smell every scent, but it made no sense i was too young to shift.

He walked to me and held my hand looking into his sleepless eyes, «how are you feeling champ?” He said looking into my eyes, i did not have a reply, but i answered him, "okay i guess" he smiled "get dressed and lets have breakfast. as he opened the door and left the room i heard voices outside, one i recognized as my mother, the other oe was to another woman it was the luna, what was happening ?

I dressed and went down as fast as i could, in the small living room was my mother, Alexandra, the alpha and the Luna, she stood as she saw me, and run over for me to hug, " you  have no idea how worried i was" i was tempted to hug her back but i wanted answers, i let go of her hug and looked her in the eyes, she was sad " I know you want  answers you have right to know who you truly are."

I did not understand what she meant,  what was that she held my hand and walked me to the table, she sat down, the truth was too big to handle. 

"your father was Alpha Rafael Romano, Alpha of the black roses pack, i was his Luna, and you were burn two years after we met, he was visiting for business to the pack." she signed, looking at her hands as she talked, lifting her head her eyes swelled from tears and sadness, my heart thudded he was murdered by his brother, you father and his brother were both alphas, which is something rare to happen, after your father death i was kicked out of the pack and hid my pregnancy from them and came back here"

I could not believe what i was hearing i was an alpha, not just a normal wolf, the alpha did not look shocked of the news, i looked at him «how much did you know alpha?" I asked him, I viewed him as a father and respected him deeply. 

He looked at me and smiled "since the day your mother came crying and beaten up by your uncle" he said his eyes flashing a dark golden color, "did you know my father? " I asked him,  he chuckled, we go way back, since he even met your mother, we trained together and worked together, and when my own father kicked me out for accepting my Luna it was your parents that opened their house to me." the Luna held her husband hand and looked rather sad, she turned her head and looked at me "your father was a great man, we were waiting for you to get of age" there is a lot you need to know and a lot have happened since your father died" 

"When we came back and we found your mother in the pack we did not understand Rafael was a dear friend to us." said the Luna, anger obvious in her voice. 

you will know everything at the right time, now we need to hide your identity, till the right come" he said smiling at me.

I was the lost alpha, and deep within me I wished I stayed hidden, a lot have changed since that, knowing how my life would change after that night and how my faith was intertwined with one princess and how breaking her heart for her safety was destroying me inside.