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Chapter 64

Author: ambivertgirl
last update publish date: 2025-09-10 23:06:35
Irene

I don’t even know how to hold myself together. The flood of emotions crashing through me is too much, too big to name. My chest aches, my hands tremble against him, and I can barely breathe. Alexei is not my first mate... but these emotions... this feeling of finding your mate is something I am living for the first time... All my first beautiful emotions are connected to Alexei, making them even more special.

Back then, I thought I understood what it meant to be bonded, but that understand
ambivertgirl

I will try my best to complete this story in this week, but no promises. It is a struggle to write... struggle to think... a part of me is gone and now I feel lost.

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Santia
I’m sorry to hear of your loss- sending up prayers...
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Deb Warren
Take your time.. all of us will always wait. I am so sorry again for your loss. I am a doggy mommy and know all to well how hard the loss of your fur baby is. They are our children. ...️...️
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Mz Melanin_Queen
amazing update. However, you are dealing with a loss that we can only sympathize with. take your time, breathe, and try to process the change that will come from losing her. we will be here, awaiting those amazing updates. again... my condolences
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