Lira (POV)
The door groans open, grinding against the stone floor, and the torchlight spills in with a piss-colored yellow hue that slices across the room like a blade. I don’t lift my head; instead, I let them look. Let them see what they made.
“Still breathing,” one of them mutters, his voice thick with something between awe and disgust. “This bitch doesn’t die easy.”
“She’s not supposed to,” the other replies, his tone casual, like this is just another tedious chore. “Alpha wants her to remember, wants her to feel it. Over and over until she submits.”
They step closer, and I can smell them—sweat, unwashed leather, and the reek of men who get hard from hurting things.
The first kick lands in my ribs, a bone cracks sharply, and pain flares in my lungs. I grunt, but I don’t scream as my head jerks to the side, causing the silver collar to dig deeper into my skin as a new trickle of blood slithers down my neck, leaving a warm, thin trail.
The second kick hits me right in my gut; the chains rattle as my body swings forward, then back, and the cuffs grind against the bone of my wrists. Blood splatters against the floor, merging into the pool with a soft slap.
I laugh. It’s a low, broken gurgle—but it’s real. I spit blood onto the boot of the one closest through torn lips.
“Missed a spot,” I rasp with a sinister chuckle. His fist slams across my face hard enough to make the world explode in white. My jaw shifts wrong. Blood fills my mouth like wine. Tears burn the edges of my vision, but I refuse to let them fall.
“Still got a mouth on her,” one sneers. “Maybe it’s time for another cleansing.”
I snort, a wet, snarling sound, and spit thick, red-streaked saliva onto his boot. It lands with a wet slap, gleaming like rust in the low torchlight. “Better hurry,” I rasp, voice raw but laced with mockery. “I’m starting to like it down here.”
My words are met with another kick, but this time to the thigh. I barely feel it anymore, though; it’s just background noise like the distant drip of blood over the hum of the wolfsbane in the air.
“Get her up,” the second one grunts, his voice cold and bored.
A loud clunk follows as they unhook the chains from the stone wall, and my arms fall limply to my side. One of them grabs the chain to my collar and yanks with a fierce tug, jolting my body forward. I stumble and fall to my knees. He gives another sharp tug that sends me sprawling, limbs collapsing like a puppet with its strings cut.
“Don’t worry, sweetheart,” he breathes against my ear, fingers fisting in my hair. “You’ll be brand new when we’re done.”
“You think you’re tough guys now?” I hiss with a crooked smile.
One of them slams my head into the wall, and my vision flashes a bright white while my ears ring loudly. Warmth. Blood.
I laugh again, loud and unhinged. It bubbles from my throat like madness, sharp and manic, mixing with the blood I half-swallow. One of them raises his fist again, fury darkening his face, but the other catches his wrist before it lands.
“Later,” the quiet one mouths, nodding toward the corridor.
The furious one doesn’t look away. His eyes bore into me like he wanted to rip me apart molecule by molecule. Instead, he yanks the chain so hard my head jerks to the side, my neck snapping with force. We move.
The corridor is narrow and lined with old runes. Some are worn away, but some are still slick with fresh offerings. The stench of iron and incense curls through the air like a thick fog. The cleansing room is close now; I can practically feel it making my skin crawl. Of course, they would have their favorite subject in the closet to the room.
They slam me down onto the altar like I’m meat at a butcher shop, and I stare at the ceiling. There’s a rune etched above the altar—ancient, pulsing, watching. I’ve seen it in my dreams, soaked in fire. It’s always been there. I just forgot.
The slab is freezing against my bare back, the stone slick with old blood that they don’t bother to clean after each session. They attach my chains to the side of the slab, locking my arms above my head, and my bones grind, but I smile through clenched teeth.
“Ready for round three?” One of them taunts, picking up a blade. It’s ritually carved but dull; it’s not meant for precision but more for pain. Just the sight of it would’ve had me begging weeks ago. Now?
I raise my chin. “Better start carving,” I spit.
I brace myself, ready for the blade to make contact with my skin, but the door creaks open. Then the scent hits me—familiar, intoxicating, and wrong. The smell of amber and cold ash follows a power that presses into the room, making my stomach turn. Something claws deep within me, not my wolf. Worse, something wounded that still knows his scent like a curse; it never finished whispering.
Draven.
Lira (POV)The trees begin to thin, just enough to see the sky between their ribs.Twilight bleeds soft across the branches, dulling everything to bone-blue and silver. But I don’t need light to know what waits ahead. I can smell it.Smoke. Tannins. Old soap clinging to worn wool. The faintest edge of singed fur. All of it layered in a way that isn’t fresh. It’s not a fire burning now—it’s one that never fully went out. One that lives in walls. In clothes. In breath.My stomach turns. Not hard. Just enough to make my stride falter for half a second.Kael slows behind me. I don’t hear it in his steps—he doesn’t make any. I feel it in his breath. Just a beat of air pulled short.I don’t turn.The tether pulses once between us. Not urgent. Not angry. But... off. Warped in the way scent gets after too much blood has dried on the same stone.There’s a village up ahead. I see it now—low huts, wood-smoked and sagging in places, clustered tight like they’re bracing against the wind. A single
Kael (POV)The fire is out, but she still glows.Not with heat. Not with light.With something older. Something that doesn’t belong to her, but clings like it does.Lira sleeps twisted near the hearth, breath fogging in thin bursts, her body curled around the ache in her leg. Her face is slack, her lips slightly parted, and she has a smear of ash on her cheekbone. But it’s not the blood or the bruises that hold me still.It’s the mark.The spiral burned beneath her collarbone hasn’t faded. If anything, it’s brighter in the dark—glowing just faint enough to make it worse. Faint enough to be real. Not a scar. Not healed. Still living in her skin like it wants to speak.I don’t reach for it.I watch it.Trace it with my eyes, the way I would a ward I don’t understand.It pulses once.I feel it in the tether.And for a breath, I’m back there again— In the Queen’s war room. Her seal still wet on parchment. My mate’s voice behind me, ragged and screaming. Ash in my mouth. Blood on my b
Lira (POV)Morning doesn’t come. It bleeds in slow, gray and heavy. The outpost feels hollowed—emptied of something we didn’t see leave.Light doesn’t arrive. It seeps. Cold and dull and gray. I sit up slow, not rested—just... not unconscious anymore. My back aches from the floor. My leg’s worse—stiff with dried blood and something grinding beneath the skin. The fire’s long gone, just coals now, dull and bruised. Kael hasn’t moved from where he sat. Not asleep. Not exactly awake. Just… still. Watching the door like it might start breathing.We don’t speak. But the tether stirs faintly when I shift—warmth brushing against my ribs like it’s checking I’m still here. I ignore it and push myself upright, palms pressed to stone that feels too warm in places again. Wrong in a way that doesn’t leave bruises, only questions.We don’t stay long.Kael rises first. Rolls his shoulders like he’s shaking off something heavier than frost. He doesn’t offer to help. Doesn’t touch me. But he waits—jus
Lira (POV) The tether thrums behind me, and I hear the slow creak of Kael sinking down near the doorframe. Not inside. Not quite. Still guarding the threshold. His presence presses against the edge of the ruin, heavy as a storm cloud that hasn’t made up its mind. I don’t thank him. He doesn’t ask for it. I lean toward the hearth and press my hands against the stone—just to stay upright. It’s cold. But not dead. I move deeper on instinct, dragging my hand along the stone. The wall feels strange beneath my fingers—warm in places, pulsing in others. I find a mark near the hearth. A carved sigil, deep and soot-streaked, hidden beneath rot. I press my palm flat to it. Something under my ribs flinches. The tether tightens—sharp, sudden. He felt that. I pull away. Near it, a scrap of charcoal still clings to a slat of wood nailed to the post. A drawing, childlike, almost faded into nothing. A wolf. A handprint. A name that’s been rubbed away until it’s just scratches. And beside i
Lira (POV)The snow swallows Kael’s footsteps faster than I can follow them.I drag my weight through the trench he leaves, my feet scraping where they should be stepping, half my balance riding on fury and frostbitten adrenaline. My thigh feels like it’s been stitched together wrong. Every time I put weight on it, it sings. Sharp, bitter music through torn nerves and cracked bone.We don’t speak.I don’t ask where we’re going. He doesn’t offer.The trees begin to thin—just slightly. Enough that the silence changes. Less suffocating, more… watchful. The air here feels wrong in a different way. Not blood wrong. Not Pit wrong.Older.I feel it first in the tether. A twist. A pull. Not from Kael. From the place.It’s up ahead—a shape hunched beneath a drooping slope of earth and snow, half-buried in ash and roots. At first, I think it’s just another ruin. Then I see the stonework. The arch. The symbols burned into the exposed beams—barely legible under rot and time.The symbols don’t jus
Lira (POV)The blood on the snow isn’t mine—not all of it. But it steams like it knows me. Like it wants to crawl back into my skin.I wake mid-shift, my body bent wrong, bones caught between what I was and what they tried to make me. My spine arches halfway into something feral, and its angle makes my vision split. One side is red. One side is black. My teeth are still too long for my jaw. My hands end in claws that don’t belong to this shape.I taste copper on my tongue and ash in the back of my throat. The moon’s gone, but its burn still crawls across my skin like frostbite under the ribs.The snow beneath me is packed with footprints—mine, Kael’s, something else. It’s blood-crusted and scorched where I thrashed. I don’t remember stopping.My chest heaves once, twice. Then, the tether pulls tight.It doesn’t tug like a leash.It pulses—warm and wrong—inside my sternum like a second heartbeat. Not just around me, not even beside me. It’s in me. It’s laced through my ribs, snared in
Kael (POV)She’s not screaming anymore, not because the pain stopped but because it claimed her.The snow around her is steaming. Her skin is splitting in places it shouldn’t. The silver in her scars pulses like a curse trying to crawl out. Something not wolf-born. Magic that tastes wrong tastes old. Not feral, not divine.But familiar.Blood Queen.The Wilds recoil like they remember what bled from her line the last time it rose.I stand motionless, staring at her eyes, which beg not to be taken by it. My wolf thrashes inside me, not out of fear or pity but understanding.It’s not her magic that’s breaking her, but the way it was forcefully given and awoken—the way it never asked.I step to the edge of the circle, and the wards hiss against the air like they know what’s next.I let go. I let the shift take me.It doesn’t hurt, not for me. It slips over me like breath into my lungs as my shoulders roll wide, bones extend, fur black as soot spilling over my skin, swallowing scars and f
Kael (POV)I smell it before I see it.The Wilds shift around us, something so subtle that most wouldn’t notice. The trees stop breathing, and the winds go still. Frost curls across the ground in shapes too deliberate to be natural, feathered like fangs dragging through powder.Somewhere behind us, the birds go silent mid-call, even the crows.She doesn’t stir yet, but I can feel it in the tether. Tightening.I climb the ridge alone; snow crunches beneath my boots, and my breath mists slow and steady. But it’s not the cold that makes me pause; it’s the weight in the air. Heavy, ancient, like the forest is holding its breath, waiting for something old to wakeThe moon crests the trees; it’s full and as red as spilled blood. “She’s going to change,” I murmur, my voice flat.Not a question, not a hope, but a certainty carved in bone. This isn’t her first shift, but this is her first Blood Moon since her magic has woken. That’s different and worse.Shifters born of blood feel the pull and
Kael (POV)She wakes like she means to kill me.No warning. No breath. Just violence.Her fist slams into my shoulder before her eyes even open. Solid hit. Good form. Would’ve floored someone weaker.But I’m not someone weaker.She lunges. Snarling. Clawing. The tether snaps taut between us. Her nails rake my chest. Blood beads. I don’t stop her.Her bite’s still weeping on my shoulder. My ribs bruise where her elbow landed. I let it happen. Let her write fury into my skin like a vow.She knocks me against the hearth. Stone bites my spine. Doesn’t matter. She needs this. Needs to fight something she can touch.I let her—for a second.Then I move.She doesn’t expect fast. Not from someone built like a wall. I flip her. Press her into the stone. One knee pins her hips. One hand on her wrists. The other—The other waits.She thrashes beneath me. Teeth flashing. Elbow jamming into my ribs.Doesn’t matter.I don’t blink. Don’t speak.Let her scream. Let her spit in my face.I can take all