I wasn’t sure why he moved until I felt his hand caressing my body, making its way to the track pants I was wearing.
“I want to see and touch all of you. If you’ll let me.” Stephen explained, pulling back from the kiss as his fingers just started to dip below the elastic band.
Biting my lower lip, I nodded. I want Stephen to keep going. I want him to touch me. I want to touch him too.
He smiled, pressing his lips to mine again as his hand dipped into my pants. I groaned into the kiss, hips arching as his fingers found their way between my legs.
I furrowed my brow because it felt okay but not quite good. I know Stephen’s never done this either, but I can’t tell him what I want or how I touch myself. Not that I would if I could speak. That’s way too embarrassing.
‘Well, I’m not too embarrassed. Stephen should learn what we like.’ Faith snorted, nudging forward. I didn’t stop her as she took just enough control to reach down and guide his fingers to where I like and to move how I like.
Stephen didn’t mind as he followed my lead, kissing down my neck. “Amelia…” He groaned my name, nipping at that spot on my neck again, sending a shiver through me.
I gasped as his finger slipped inside me. He was cautious in his movements, exploring as he tried to find a way to finger me that I liked. And soon, he had me gasping, panting, and grunt-moaning as the pleasure was building.
“Cum for me, Amelia.” Stephan groaned as he kissed down my body.
Who would have thought I’d find such a crude command hot. But it was enough to send my inexperienced body over the edge. I wanted to yell out Stephen’s name, but I couldn’t. I don’t even know what you’d call the sound I was making.
As I slowly came down from the orgasm, I realized Stephan had not only stripped my pants off but taken off his too. My eyes almost instinctively moved to look at his cock.
Unless you count a few movies I’ve seen with sex scenes, I don’t have anything to compare to. Sure I’ve seen males naked in my pack, but they weren’t erect, and I wasn’t about to mate with them. I gulped a little, trying to think about how that’s supposed to fit inside me.
“Don’t overthink. If we both start overthinking, this is going to go all wrong.” Stephen chuckled nervously as he put one of the condoms on.
I gulped again and realized how close we really are to doing this. “Are you okay with continuing? We can stop.” Stephen questioned, probably seeing how worried I was.
I shook my head. “Okay, that didn’t make anything clear. Do you want to keep going?” He questioned.
Taking a deep breath, I nodded. I don’t want to stop. I said I was ready, and I know I am. I can’t let my fears get in the way.
Stephan breathed a sigh of relief as his lips found mine again. It wasn’t as smooth as they make it seem in movies or books. But we got there. I grunted in pain as he filled me.
“I’m sorry… I know I can’t make it not hurt. But it will get better. And when it does start to feel good, that’s when we can mark. I’ve always been told it’s best to mark during sex.” He apologized while telling me what to expect.
I nodded, tentatively rolling my hips. It still hurt a little, but Stephen was right. The pain faded, and soon all I was feeling was the pleasure he was giving me. But there was something at the back of my mind.
A howling of pain, I know it’s not me, and it’s not Faith. And it’s obviously not Stephen or Conway.
So who’s howling like their world is ending?
‘Maximus.’ Faith whispered.
I blinked, realizing she must be right. Maximus is feeling everything Stephen, and I are doing. I feel bad for him though I hope Ignazio is withering in as much agony, if not more than I was.
‘I’m sorry, Maximus. It isn’t anything against you. But Stephen is a better man than Ignazio. He will love and cherish me as a mate ought to. I pray that you find peace from what Ignazio has done to you.’ I whispered, not sure if he could hear me.
‘I’m sorry I wasn’t stronger. I’m sorry I couldn’t stop Ignazio from hurting you. This chosen mate better treat you well.’ Maximus answered, his voice cracking in pain.
I never wanted to hurt Maximus. It isn’t his fault Ignazio is a terrible person. I hope he finds peace when Ignazio dies. And I hope that death is soon and quick for Maximus’s sake only.
“You need to reject him, Amelia. I’m going to mark you.” Stephen instructed, panting against my neck as he kissed where his mark would be.
I tried to focus on saying the words through the link. ‘I, Amelia Grace Furlan, reject you Ignazio Ugo Grimaldi as my mate and my Alpha.’ I shouted the words as firmly as I could, and as if Stephen knew I’d done it, I felt the sharp sting of his canines sinking into my neck.
I groaned, my head listing to the side as my body fluttered between pain and pleasure. Closing my eyes to try and grasp everything happening, I saw Maximus and Ignazio.
Ignazio was on the floor in an almost fetal position screaming and howling in pain, ripping at his flesh. Maximus was howling in pain. He looked so weak. I felt sorry for Maximus, but only for Maximus.
‘Forgive me, Maximus.’ I whispered as the vision faded and the bond I’d felt click that day fizzled out, and something new started to form.
Soon all I felt was warmth and love wrapping around me like the ultimate comfy blanket. This… It’s Stephen and Conway. It is their feelings for Faith and for me. This is what a bond should feel like.
‘Oh wow. This is incredible. I didn’t think it could be like this.’ I thought as Stephen sighed, licking the blood from my mark.
“Your voice sounds as sweet and beautiful as I imagined. No clue what you said, but it was beautiful. Now mark me to complete our bond.” He encouraged, offering me his neck as he slowed his rhythm of thrusts.
I gasped as I realized the half bond meant he could hear me. He can hear me! There’s so much I want to say to him. Even if my thoughts were in Italian, he still heard me.
‘You can do that later. Mark Stephen, and let’s have another orgasm.’ Faith encouraged looking more like herself now that our bond to Ignazio was broken.
No more second-guessing, I leaned forward, biting into his neck. His groan filled my ears as he picked up the pace of his thrusts. And just as Ignazio and Maximus had faded away when he marked me, I started to see Stephen and Conway but in their shared headspace.
‘I am going to love you the rest of my life.’ Stephen smiled at me as our bond completed. My heart felt like it was going to explode. Or maybe it wasn’t my heart as I pulled back from marking him to groan in pleasure as I climaxed in time with him moaning my name.
We were both breathing heavily as he leaned his forehead against mine. ‘It may be soon to say it. But I love you, Amelia. And I’m so happy the Goddess brought me to you.’ Stephen used our bond to speak his honey words.
“I… I think I love you too. Or it might be the orgasm talking. I’ll let you know in the morning.’ I giggled, embarrassed.
‘I feel the same. I can’t thank the Goddess enough for bringing us together.’ I sighed, touching his face. If she wanted to make up for pairing me with the worst mate ever, she outdid herself with Stephen.
He smiled, giving me a tender kiss. We both groaned as he pulled out, moving to lay next to me. ‘ I’m going to throw out the condom, but I’ll be right back to bed.’ He promised as he moved off the bed.
I sighed, wiggling on the bed to get under the blanket, watching his naked backside as he walked across the room, throwing the condom into the trash bin. Then smiled as I watched him walk back, his cock flaccid now but still impressive to me.
‘Stop looking at me like that, or we’ll ever get any sleep.’ Stephen teased as he climbed into the bed, wrapping me in his arms.
We slept like this at the hospital. Unlike at the hospital, we’re both naked and under the blanket together. My whole body tingled with a warm buzzing from our skin-to-skin contact. I sighed, taking a deep breath. ‘You smell like cinnamon rolls.’ I whispered, making sure to use English.
He chuckled, nuzzling into my hair and neck. ‘And you smell like rainier cherries. Perfect and delicious.’ I smiled, closing my eyes falling asleep exhausted and content in his arms.
I’m pretty sure the only reason I could fall asleep at all was exhaustion. When I lost Lexia, I thought life was basically over. And if not over, I would be living a half-life. After all, what kind of happiness is out there when you don’t have your mate?Amelia may not have been the mate fated for me, but she is my mate now and forever. Our souls are joined, and nothing will ever change that.I am never letting anyone hurt her again. Be it physically or emotionally. I’ll throw down with anyone that tries.She’s far too sweet, and I know she’s too delicate for the way people have treated her under that hard shell. The scars of her past run deep and may never go away.All I can do is be here for her and love her. To sho
I can’t remember the last time I slept this well. Even before finding out Ignazio was my fated mate, I didn’t sleep well. I was too scared to sleep. Worried about Ivan and crying, missing my parents.Yet as I open my eyes, I realize I slept the whole night, and given the sun’s position through the window, I may have slept in late. I frowned, sitting up rubbing my eyes, confused.‘Where is Stephen?’ I questioned, feeling panic, anger, and disappointment to find he wasn’t in the room and his side of the bed was cold. I’ve seen enough movies and read books about guys ditching a girl after sex.‘Stephen’s our mate, he marked us,
We didn’t stay at Ivan’s cell much longer. He kept giving me this look that said he would rip my head off and use my skull as a coffee mug. It was more than a bit weird to be talking to him for Amelia.I was more than a little relieved when Beta Alexander showed up. “Hey, you two. Visiting time is up.” He called out, gesturing for us to leave with him.Amelia frowned, looking torn as she looked from me to her brother. I sighed and looked at Beta Alexander. I don’t think I have the clout to be asking favors, but if it makes my mate happy, I’ll owe the Beta heir.“Beta Alexander. I will understand if you deny this request. But I want you
Stephen was right. Captain Darren did not look happy with getting glitter shot at him. I don’t blame him. Though at its core, the gesture was very sweet. The Bloodmoon wolves wanted to show their support and congratulate their Captain on his mating to the Alpha heir. There are far worse things people can do to you and claim it was in good fun. Like that time Ignazio and Gastone ran my clothes up the school flagpole and said it was just a joke. Or when Zelma and some other she-wolves decided to douse me with olive oil and then throw feathers at me. They’d laugh their heads off at me and take pictures. But when Ivan showed up, they were all ‘it was just a joke’ and apolo
I honestly can’t begin to imagine or comprehend how much Amelia has been through. I probably never will fully know. But I do know she’s the strongest person on this planet. ‘She’s amazing. That’s what our mate is.’ Conway stated as I watched her sleeping, head on my shoulder on our flight. I’m not sure how my family will take the news that I have a mate. I mean, I know mom wanted me to find someone. Though I think she was hoping more along the lines of a second chance fated mate, which is ridiculous. I know my mom will love Amelia, but I also know she’ll be worried we jumped the gun in being chosen mates so quickly.&nb
I’d been so nervous about how his family would react to my past. My stomach was in knots. Even the aroma of the meal Signora Walterson cooked turned my stomach. Thankfully I didn’t have to tell the story. It had been hard enough to write it to tell it back at the hospital in Incubi. I don’t know if I could do that again. I’d thought hearing about Ignazio would affect me more. He had been my mate even if neither of us accepted it, and I broke the bond to be with Stephen. I’d thought something would twinge for Faith or me. I was relieved when Stephen told me Ignazio was dead. But all I felt was rage. Rage at what he’d done to me. But I didn’t feel pain or loss. Does that make me a bad person? As soon as Stephen finished telling his family the story, I braced myself for all the questions. But what happened wasn’t something I’d considered a reaction. Without a word, Signora Walterson had pushed out of her chair and rushed around
‘It’s okay, Amelia. My understanding is that things get wild during heat. That’s why our pack has a rule that mated couples are put on quarantine during heat. So we’ll stay here until your heat is over.’ Stephen assured me, hugging me as we stood in the middle of the one-room cabin. I nodded, leaning into his embrace, feeling that urge already trying to boil to the surface. ‘I really hope there aren’t a lot of heirlooms here. I would feel terrible if we broke anything.’ I frowned as I looked around the quaint space. Stephen chuckled, placing loving kisses on my neck as he unzipped my dress. ‘No heirlooms to break.’ He assured me as the dress slipped to the floor. We spent the next week in that cabin, rarely bothering to get dressed. Even though Signora Walterson did bring us clothes when she dropped off supplies and, with some embarrassment of her own, a large box of condoms. After my heat was finally over, we returned to the Walterson family ho
When Alpha André offered Amelia the role of Gamma, I won’t lie, it scared me. Her accepting it meant I had to move and leave everything behind. I didn’t want to move, to uproot my life. It’s utterly selfish of me, of course. And I realized it when I looked at Amelia. When I saw how excited she was to represent her family and pack. She’d done exactly what I was afraid of. She left her only family behind to be with me in a foreign country. She uprooted her life and came all the way to Oregon for me. If she could do that for me, I sure the hell can do that for her. If anyone deserves a rank in a pack, it’s my mate. She was born to be a Luna and lost that chance. I would be a total asshole and a failure as a mate if I tried to take away this opportunity for my own insecurities. I won’t be alone. I’ll have Amelia. I know Darren, not like a friend, but I know him. And he’s who I’d be working with, so it won’t be so bad. I’m sure my