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Rosemary’s Pov
“ My cheeks hu – hurt , that’s wh – why I” I try come up with a believable excuse for flinching. His grip on me loosens completely , and a look of guilt flashes on his face.
“I know I apologized for this already but…I am really sorry for hurting you love” I look away from him , trying my best not to rethink what had happened.
“Please forgive me baby…You know I only did it because I love you” he tells me , snuggling his face at the crook of my neck.
Love me? How could he love me and then hurt me – it made no sense.
“I just love you so much that I want to do what is best for you , even if that means putting you in your place” he whispers on my skin , before grazing his tongue on my neck.
Is this what love is? That they love you so much that they will resort to hurting you , just so that you are good? It can not be love ,
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