Xander's POV
Edrian’s eyes had lingered too long.
That single look, the hurt that flared and then dimmed into something more raw, had branded itself in my mind.
He hadn’t said a word when he met Amber sprawled in my sheets, panting, still trying to claim what she thought belonged to her. He didn’t shout, didn’t accuse, he just… looked.
His wolf’s whimper had carried to mine, faint but sharp, a knife under the skin.
And then he left.
I had ordered Amber out afterward, snapping at the way he talked to Edrian. I am the only one who could treat him badly.
Disgust curled up in my throat at the way she had spoken to Edrian. She thought it was power, what we shared. It wasn’t. It was a performance. A shield.
If Edrian believed I didn’t care, then maybe I could believe it too.
But his eyes haunted me.
So when Kael arrived that morning, sweeping into the council chamber like he owned it, the last thing I expected was for my half-brother’s smile to hook directly toward Edrian.
“Who’s this?” Kael asked, voice smooth as oiled steel. He lounged in his chair, his dark hair spilling over his forehead, his eyes gleaming with the same wolfish sharpness our blood shared.
He was dangerous, always had been.
My mother’s shame, my father’s mistake, but my father kept him around like a shadow, never too close, never too far.
“This,” Amber purred before I could speak, her hand sliding possessively onto my shoulder, “is Edrian. The Alpha King’s… little charity project.”
Her smirk made bile rise in my throat.
Edrian bowed stiffly.
He was learning, but his movements were still too unpolished for court. His eyes stayed lowered, but I caught the faint twitch of his jaw.
He hated her words, but he swallowed them.
Good.
Better anger buried than aired in front of Kael.
Kael’s gaze lingered, too long, too intent.
“Charity project?” His lips curved, wolf-scent leaking sly amusement. “Funny. He looks more like temptation.”
My wolf snarled before I could stop him.
Feris surged, snapping in my chest, his hackles raised. The sound was low, guttural, half-growl, half-warning.
Heads turned at the council table.
Edrian’s eyes flicked up in surprise, meeting mine for the briefest heartbeat. His wolf stirred, answering. The pull nearly crushed my restraint.
Kael noticed.
Of course he noticed. He never missed blood in the water. His smile deepened, slow and poisonous.
“Ah… I see.”
“See what?” My voice was ice, meant to cut.
“That your tastes,” Kael said lazily, leaning back, “are as reckless as ever, brother.”
Amber bristled beside me.
“He has me.”
Kael didn’t even look at her. His eyes stayed on Edrian, drinking him in like a predator circles prey.
“Yes. And yet…” He tilted his head, wolf pressing against his skin. “Not all hunger is satisfied with scraps.”
The chamber went still.
Edrian shifted uncomfortably under the weight of Kael’s attention. His hands curled into fists at his sides, Berry, his wolf became restless, growling beneath his skin. I felt it. I always felt him.
Kael’s game was clear now. He didn’t want Edrian, he just wanted me to break. He wanted to test the edges of my control, to see how far my wolf could be pushed before I snapped.
And damn him, it was working.
“Edrian,” I said sharply, colder than I meant to, “fetch the reports from the war council. Now.”
He bowed quickly and left, though not before his eyes caught mine again, hurt flickering through the thin mask of obedience. My chest tightened, but I forced the feeling down. Better him hurt by me than devoured by Kael.
The chamber door closed behind him.
Kael’s chuckle was a blade across my spine.
“Oh, brother… you’ve got it bad.”
“Watch your tongue.”
“Or what? You’ll deny it? Deny what your wolf just did?” His grin widened. “You can’t. He’s your mate.”
The word cracked through me like lightning. Amber gasped, the courtiers murmured, but all I saw was Kael’s face, smug and knowing.
“You don’t know what you’re talking about,” I said flatly, though my fists were clenched so tight my claws pierced skin. Blood slicked my palm.
“Oh, I know,” Kael said softly, almost gently. “I always know. That bond...” he tapped his chest, mockingly over his heart, “... it stinks on you. Desperation. Want. Fear. You’re choking on it.”
“This is absurd! My chosen mate is Xander, not that boy.” Amber hissed.
Kael finally turned to her, eyes flashing with cruel amusement.
“Your mate? Sweetheart, don’t flatter yourself. You’re nothing but a leash around his neck, and we both know he’s ready to snap it.”
Her face went white.
“Enough.” My voice thundered, wolf bleeding through, shaking the chamber walls. Courtiers scrambled, heads bowed in submission. Amber shrank back, biting her lip but saying nothing.
Kael only smiled, calm in the storm, as if he’d achieved exactly what he wanted.
“You’re losing, brother,” he murmured. “To your wolf. To him. To me. And when you do, I’ll be there… smiling.” Then he stood up and left the chamber.
Later, when I found Edrian in the archives, sorting scrolls with shaky hands, I said nothing. I only stood in the doorway, watching him. His back was tense, his movements precise, like he was holding himself together by sheer will. He didn’t look at me.
Feris prowled inside me, restless. He wanted to go to him. To touch. To claim. To prove Kael wrong.
But I turned away instead.
Because Kael was right. I was already losing.
Xander's POVBy Morning, the storm had stopped, and it left the forest raw and dripping. My body, still aching from last night, but what is even worse than the body pain is the truth that burned into my skin raw. I had fucked himEdrian.Not as a master. Not as a captor. Not as the Alpha disciplining a stray, but as a man starved, undone by his own hunger.And I hated myself for it.I walked ahead of him as we rejoined the hunting party, every muscle stiff, every step deliberate. I didn’t look back. If I saw his eyes, I’d falter. If I caught his scent, wild, sharp, still stained with mine, I’d break again.How dare you turn your back on him? Feris prowled inside me, restless, snarling.“Will you shut the fuck up?” I growled back at him.Mate, Feris growled like the animal he is, voice thick with rage. Ours. You denied him once. You’ll not do it again.“I will deny him as many times as I can.” I shot back at him. “We cannot afford any weakness.”Weakness? Feris thundered inside me. It
Edrian’s POVThe announcement of the royal hunt came with the clash of bronze horns. Their echo rolled across the courtyard like thunder. The gathered warriors straightened in unison, eyes bright, spines stiff, as the herald unfurled the crimson scroll of decree.“The Royal Hunt will commence under the blessing of the Crown. By tradition, chosen warriors will enter the northern forest at dawn. The quarry—stag, boar, or whatever the fates send, will determine the worth of our pack.”The crowd murmured, eager, pride swelling in their throats. The royal hunt wasn’t just about game; it was about survival and proving loyalty. Men came back with kills, bloodied and triumphant, or they came back in shame. To be selected was an honor. Refusal was unheard of.I was opposite the courtyard, partly in the shade of the stone pillars. “Edrian.”My body froze, this was something only warriors did, i was no warrior, I had been whipped, mortified, beaten to pieces on more occasions than I could remem
Amber's POVThe candlelight reflected on the mirror and I saw myself in it. I examined the curved line of my painted lips, the dark kohl smudged to the point where it made my eyes sharper and hungrier. Men were always simple to master, lips, hips, a well-placed sigh but Prince Alexander Veyrion was a man built of steel and fire. He wasn’t supposed to bend. Not to me or to anyone else.Yet I’d seen it, the crack in his armor. The way his eyes followed that boy. That dirty mongrel who dared walk these halls like fate had not spat him up in the dirt. Edrian.My teeth clamped, my heart contracted. He was nothing. Less than nothing and yet Xander’s gaze lingered on him in ways that it never lingered on me.I dipped two fingers into the little jar on the vanity. Sticky crimson paste stuck to them, and smelled just a little of roses and copper. Witchcraft. The type that went through the women in my bloodline, wrapped beneath silk sleeves and glittering rings. The world required a woman t
Xander’s POVMy room walls had never been as small.I walked round in front of the fire, my hands rolled into fists, and the heat within me was more warm than the fire itself. My wolf, Feris, tore at my flesh impatiently, insistent, clamoring to get that single thing I had promised to deny him.Edrian.He could be found everywhere I went in this god-damned palace. His scent was still in the corridors, and it is maddening, spiced woodsmoke, salt, something raw and unskilled that could never be matched by the most exalted in the social circle. He followed me like a curse, into my lungs with every breath, till I was drunk on him.And now he had the audacity to stare at me the way he did at the banquet. Hurt. Accusing. Like I had betrayed him by letting Amber touch me.As if I owed him anything.The chamber door creaked open. I didn’t have to turn to know who it was. His presence hit me before the sound, his heartbeat, his scent, the way Feris surged toward him with a feral snarl of recog
Edrian's POVThe banquet hall was a jeweled cage.Golden chandeliers filled the air with light and polished marble floors, courtiers in silks and velvets swirled there like peacocks in disguise. The big tables creaked with the burden of roasted meats, sugared fruit, and jeweled goblets of wine. Music was coming out of one corner where minstrels played the lute, and under the music was a continual under pitch of whispering, hungry, cruel, and always watching.And there I was in the midst of it all, bearing a golden tray like the servant they would have had me be.The palace seamstress had dressed me in better clothes than I had ever possessed, dark tunic, trousers, boots polished to a shine and yet, no matter how finely the cut, the tray itself had a way of reminding me how it was, in their eyes, that I was indeed a slave only dressed up as a man.Every whisper followed me as I moved between nobles. “That’s him,” one woman murmured, hiding her smirk behind a jeweled fan. “The stray t
Edrian's POVThe chamber was too quiet.This was the first thing I noticed as I was waking up. Silence was as oppressive as any chain I had ever had on my hands, and nothing broke the silence but the crackling of the fire on the other side of the room. There was smoke and cedar burning in the air. I pulled back to avoid the shadows, lost, and then hissed quietly as the aching of my ribs brought me to my senses of where I was and what had happened.The training grounds.The blows.The taste of blood in my mouth.And then… Berry, my wolf. The memory of his roar still thundered in my bones. For years, I’d thought he was gone because he never talked to me or even take charge of my body. Yet, here in DarkMoonCrest, he started talking to me and when the world closed in, he had broken free—terrifying, magnificent, and unstoppable twice. For a moment, I had not been the beaten slave cowering before the whip. I had been something else. Something more.But the weight of shame returned quickly.