This game. I was losing.
My days usually started with brutal training. Matteo wasn't going easy on me— not that I expected him to. His strikes were always fast, powerful and relentless, designed to bruise skin and break bones. I took it all. I had to. But what I didn’t expect was the way he pushed boundaries. Teasing touch on my exposed body, brushing his hand against my member, sliding his knee between my legs and brushing his lips against my skin while Luca watches from the sidelines with a drink in hand, always. He was always watching. For what? I didn't know. And I didn’t know if I was passing. *** After training one day, I was shoved into a shower but not alone. Matteo, who was drenched in sweat, stepped in after me like he owned the place. No. Like he owned me. Peeling his shirt off his body and looking amused by my reaction. “What are you doing here? "You’re stiff," he said, ignoring my question, his eyes flicking over my body. No shit. "There's a lot of tension in his muscles," Luca murmured from the doorway, arms crossed. "You should help him with that, Matteo." I stiffened and Matteo smirked then his hands were on me. “Relax, I'm only here to help.” Drifted to his lips as he spoke. The lips that have been making me restless all week. Lips that I shouldn't even be thinking about. Heat. That’s the first thing I felt. The heat of his body as he stepped behind me, the heat from his breath fanning my next. He gently touched my shoulder then he began to massage my shoulders, gently kneading the flesh beneath his fingers. My body reacted against my will and my toes curled from the feeling of his hands. He was performing a miracle with them. Matteo chuckled, his thumbs pressing into a tight knot between my shoulder blades. "Tense as hell," he murmured, his lips brushing my ear. I swallowed hard. I didn't like this but, I didn't want it to stop. I felt blood rushing to my lower region as Matteo pressed his body against mine. His hard chest came on contact with my back and something hard pressed against my— My eyes flew open as I realized what it was. “Shh…” he murmured in my ear as he pressed further into me, a slow, deep, alluring sound escaping from him. Heat bubbled up with me and my heart hammered against my chest. I hated it. I hated that my skin was burning where he touched me. Hated that my breath was coming faster. I hated that I was getting more aroused and wanted to hear more of that sound from him. Matteo’s fingers slid lower. Slow and teasing. He was testing the waters, he wanted to see if I would stop him. I wanted to, but I couldn't. He gently rubbed my nipple between his fingers, instantly making me breathless. “Good boy.” Oh God. He went further down until it got to my hard aching member. His fingers brushed it barely, making my hips buckle and a soft moan escaped me. Matteo hummed. “That's it.” I closed my eyes and sighed as he continued to brush his fingers against my slightly. I wanted him to touch me fully but I wasn't going to ask. His lips brushed against my shoulder, not really a kiss but one of his teasing touches. I felt like I was going to explode from the pent up arousal in me. "All done," he murmured. “What?” I whispered. “All done.” Matteo said with a dark chuckle before stepping away from me. I stumbled a bit from the lack of contact and support from his body making Luca chuckled from the doorway. “You're no longer tense.” I lifted my head to look at them and that was a bad idea because Luca was watching me with his predatory gaze. Slowly, he smirked. And that’s when I knew one thing. I was completely fucked. **** The rest of the day continued like that. Small touches. Lingering gazes. Gentle brushing of lips against my skin. All I wanted was to be away from them. At lunch, Luca passed me a drink, his fingers deliberately touching mine for a moment too long. At dinner, Matteo leaned in too close, his breath fanning my neck as he reached for a bottle of wine. By nightfall, my entire body was on fire. I was overstimulated and frustrated. I didn’t know if it was anger at the fact that I was being harassed or something else. Something that I was trying to deny. And that terrified me. *** Later that night, I stood in my room, hands gripping my dresser so hard that my knuckles turned white and my breathing was hard. This was the control I had heard whispers about. They were controlling me without really laying their hands on me. Their powers were clawing into my mind. I closed my eyes. This was a mission. A game. And I wasn’t going to fucking lose.Eli's povThere are days when the world feels too loud, too fast — a constant rush of shadows and sounds. But not today.Today, everything is quiet.Not silent. Just… calm.I stood by the window of our estate’s upper lounge, Silas curled in my arms, his head resting gently against my chest. His tiny breaths puffed out in soft, even waves, little fingers wrapped around my shirt like he was afraid I’d disappear if he let go. My heart clenched. He didn’t know just how many times I had once wished to vanish — and how now, with him, vanishing wasn’t an option anymore.“Are you crying again?” Matteo’s voice floated in from behind, amused and just a bit accusatory. “You’ve become soft, amore.”I didn’t even turn. “And you’re just realizing this now?”He came to stand beside me, his hand brushing over Silas’ back, then settling at my waist. He sighed, soft and dramatic as always. “I miss the days when you glared at everything.”
Eli’s POVOne year later…I never thought the sound of crying would become something I adored. But here I was—half-asleep, mismatched socks on, shirt inside out, bottle in one hand and a very wriggly, very loud, very perfect four-month-old in the other.Silas Ricardo Rossi—our son.I still remember the mission like it was yesterday. We were supposed to retrieve stolen cargo in the outskirts of Milan, nothing out of the ordinary. What we found instead was an abandoned safe house with scorch marks on the wall… and a baby in a bassinet, wide-eyed, cheeks flushed, wrapped in a navy blue blanket with a tiny lion embroidered into the corner.He looked at me and didn’t cry. Just stared. As if he knew me.Matteo had nearly passed out. Luca stood frozen. And me? I walked forward like I’d been pulled by a string straight into his orbit. He grabbed my finger. I was a goner.Convincing them took le
Eli’s POVThe second the doors opened, everything around me blurred except for them.There they were.My beautiful, loving husbands. Men feared by the world but loved by me. Men that I had never wished nor prayed for and get God has given them to me because he knew that I needed them even without asking.My perfect men.Not just Mafia dons, no. That title didn't matter to me. They were simply mine.My feet moved before I even told them to. The room was silent exclusive the soft melody of a beautiful violin in the background. The guests watched as I walked on. They weren't much because we didn't want a crowd. Just our closest family. People we trusted. People who’d fought beside us. Who knew our chaos and still chose to stand with us.In the past year which we have used to rebuild ourselves, I had one to know a lot of new, friendly faces that meant just as much to me as I was to them as they watched me walk to my hus
Eli's pov I had never paced this much in my entire life.The room was quiet except for the gentle hum of classical music playing from a speaker in the corner. Everything was pristine—white lilies in tall vases, silk curtains shifting softly from the morning breeze sneaking through the opened window, a neat table full of gifts and cards. It was all beautiful. Breathtaking, even.And yet, I couldn’t stop moving.My reflection stared back at me from the big corner mirror as I stood in the middle of the room—shirtless, dress pants on, my bowtie hanging undone around my neck like it was just as confused about how this morning was supposed to go."You're going to peel the floor out," Luca said from the doorway, his voice warm with amusement. He looked like hell and heaven at the same time in his tux which was black and perfectly tailored, with a silver pin on his lapel that matched mine and Matteo’s. His curls were a l
Luca’s POVThe kitchen still smelled like burnt flour and too much vanilla extract. The lights were dimmed, casting a golden glow across the marble countertops. Matteo was beside me, wiping frosting off the edge of the stove, still chuckling under his breath. I leaned against the island, watching Eli where he lay curled up on the couch, a throw blanket draped over his legs, his chest rising and falling softly.“He passed out mid conversation,” I murmured, voice low so it wouldn’t wake him.Matteo glanced at Eli, his laugh softening into a smile. “He tried. God knows he tried. But once he sat down… it was over.”I couldn’t help the warm pull in my chest. Eli’s hair was a mess of curls, frosting clinging to the edge of his jaw where he’d missed a spot. His lips were parted, the faintest breath whistling out, peaceful and relaxed. He looked… safe. At ease.I walked over and knelt by the couch, brushing a strand of hair out of his face. “He l
Eli’s POVI didn’t expect to feel this light.After that intense showdown at the Nocturnal, I thought I’d carry the tension on my shoulders for the rest of the week. But as we walked out of the cathedral, shoulder to shoulder, with the cold night air wrapping around us like a second skin, there was something undeniably freeing in having said everything we did.We’d faced the Circle—every threat, every stare, every subtle insult—and we didn’t just survive, we left them speechless. That wasn’t just about pride. It was about reclaiming power. For ourselves. For our family.And tonight, we were going to celebrate.“Alright,” I clapped my hands together as we stepped into the kitchen, “how about we make a cake? A real one. From scratch.”Luca looked up from the glass of wine he was already sipping and raised a brow. “You? Bake? Do you know the difference between baking powder and baking soda?”“I know one makes it rise. The o