I knew a test when I saw one.
And right now? I was being tested. The underground auction was successful but Luca and Matteo weren't fools. They might have bought me but they sure as hell didn't trust me. Not yet. Matteo leaves against the wall of the indoor gym, rolling up the sleeves of his shirt, revealing his toned, tattooed muscular arm and a silver bracelet that gleamed under the light. “Like what you see?” He asked, teasing. I ignored him, my eyes sliding over to Luca who sat on a sleek leather chair at the aft end of the room, watching us like a king on his throne. A glass of whiskey held in his hand as he swirled it lazily, he acted like he wasn't interested in what we were doing but I wasn't stupid. He was studying me. They both were. "Fight me," Matteo said simply, cracking his knuckles. I didn’t rise to the bait. I knew what this was. A way to gauge my strength, to see if I was as dangerous as my fake backstory claimed. They thought I was a former soldier—a man who had been discarded, stripped of his honor, sold into slavery. Someone capable of violence, but tameable under the right conditions. I had to give them just enough. Not too much, not too little. If I went too easy, they'd see me as weak. If I went too hard, they'd suspect something. I rolled my shoulders, stepping onto the fighting mat. "Rules?" I asked. A grin slowly spread on Matteo, it was just as dark as his soul. "There are none." Of course not. Suddenly, he lunged. I barely had time to dodge the first blow which was a brutal left hook that would have shattered any jaw if I hadn't missed it by a hair. I counted by landing a quick and brutal strike to his ribs but Matteo barely flinched. He was a masochist, he enjoyed the pain l. A dangerous glint flashed in his eyes. This was more than a test, he had a dark intention. He faked an attack then delivered a brutal kick to my knee, causing me to stagger making Matteo see an opening which he took too fast. Our fists connected. Our bodies collided in a brutal fight. As I fought, I made sure to stay on the defensive to make him think that he was in control but Matteo wasn't satisfied with that. He wanted me on my knees. He delivered another powerful hit to my chest, knocking the wind out of me and slamming me to the ground, hard. The impact jolted my spine. Before I could move or grab my breath, Matteo was on me— straddling me and pinning my worst to the ground. He leaned in close to my ear, his hot breath fanning. “Bow.” I snarled. "Fuck you." He took my earlobe between his teeth, teasingly. “You'd like that, wouldn't you?” My face burned. What?! Luca hummed from the sidelines, sipping his whiskey. Matteo pulled away slightly, allowing me to see his face. His grin widened, seeing my reaction and his grip on my wrists tightened. "You don’t get it, do you?" he murmured. "You belong to us now. And in this house—" he deliberately let his hips down, low enough to brush his hard member against mine. A taunt and a challenge. “—submission isn’t a choice. It’s a fucking requirement." I am not gay. I am not gay. I chanted in my head. In my brief at headquarters, the friend's sexuality was unknown but now, I had a good idea what it was. I clenched my jaw. "I don’t bow." Matteo’s eyes lit up with thrill. Then he held my wrist in one hand and slowly dragged a finger up my arm with the other until he got to my throat and wrapped his hand around it. Tight. But not enough to suffocate me. Not yet. My heart raced so fast I'm sure he could feel my pulse pounding against his palm but I didn't flinch. I refused to give him that satisfaction. Matteo tilted his head. "Luca," he called out, voice dripping with feigned curiosity. "What do you think? Do you think we can break him?” Luca exhaled a slow breath, sipping his drink. "I think you’re enjoying this way too much." Matteo chuckled. "Maybe." His fingers tightened. “But so are you, aren't you?” Luca didn’t answer. But he didn’t tell him to stop either. The silence between us was thick, charged with something… more. Something that I liked but didn't like at the same time. Something I shouldn't like in the first place. Matteo gave my neck one more light squeeze before letting go. I sucked in a deep breath, my muscles tensed and my heart hammering from the close encounter. Matteo leaned down to my ear again, his lips lightly brushing the side of my face as he did. "One day, you will bow," he murmured. "And when you do?" He planted a ghost of a kiss on my jaw. "I’ll make sure you never forget it." He brushed his member against mine once more. Then, just like that, he got off me. I stayed on the ground for a second longer, forcing my body to relax. My body has reacted to him in a way that I didn't approve of. Luca finally stood up from his seat in the corner, setting his drink aside. He walked over to me with slow steps then crouched down beside me. His forest green eyes assessed me. Calculating and interested in me. "You really don’t like to be controlled, do you?" His voice was quiet. Amused. I held his stare, chest heaving. "No." His lips curved slightly. "Good." Then, without another word, he stood up and left the gym. Matteo smirked, giving me one last glance before following him out. I exhaled slowly, pressing my hand to my throat. The mission had just gotten a whole lot more complicated. *** I couldn't sleep. The room they gave me was way too nice for someone who had been bought at an auction to be their slave. It was too nice. Every breath, every move I made was being watched. I sat on the edge of the bed, exhaling slowly, forcing myself to think about anything other than what had happened today. I am not gay. I reminded myself. I needed to stop focusing on whatever was happening and find their weak spots, earn their trust. Get close. My hands curled into fists as determined courses through me. I would end this. I would end them. A soft knock sounded at the door. Before I could react, the door swung open and Matteo walked in. He was dressed in a suit, looking like he owned the world. He leaned against the doorframe, tilting his head slightly. “Can’t sleep?” I didn’t answer. His signature smirk returned like he knew the thoughts plaguing my mind. He got off the door frame and walked inside making me tense up but I didn't move. He got to me, stared at me for a second before sitting next to me, the bed dipping slightly from his weight. I was shirtless. He reached out and gently traced a bruise on my ribs making me suck in a sharp breath. Matteo smiled. “You’re interesting,” he murmured, voice deep and amused. “I haven’t decided if that’s a good thing yet.” His fingers began to trail higher, gently brushing my nipple making me shiver before he finally settled on my jaw. Suddenly, he leaned and pressed his lips against the corner of my mouth. Soft. That was the only word in my mind. It was a kiss. Barely. It was a test. He wanted to know how I would react. A challenge. Then, he pulled away, got up and headed to the door. His eyes flickered to mine, some sort of emotion passing through his. “Sleep tight, Eli.” Then, he was gone. Leaving me in the dark. Heart pounding. Mind racing. Face burning. And the sinking, undeniable attraction settling in my gut.Eli's pov The wind knocked out of my chest. My throat closed up. His eyes were trained on me like a sniper about to take the kill shot. That same Luca who once laughed with his whole chest, who kissed me like I was air after drowning, he was gone. This man standing in the doorway was a Rossi. Born from war. Raised on blood and betrayal. And he wasn’t here for comfort. I opened my mouth, but my voice felt like gravel. “Luca…” “No,” he cut in, walking into the kitchen, bare feet making no sound. “No more dodging. No more secrets.” Matteo stayed silent beside me, but I could feel him watching. Waiting. I could still hear the echo of his words. He’s made you the judge and executioner. The blade he’s holding at our throats. “I haven’t decided anything,” I said finally, my voice hoarse. “I’m still trying to figure out how I became a choice in the firs
matteo's POV I didn’t breathe. He looked at me, something heavy sitting in his throat. His voice replayed in my head. “Silas, he… he wants me to pick who dies and who lives.” The words hung in the air like the echo after a gunshot. I stared at him. Silent. One second. Then two. And finally— “What?” I asked, the word dragged out of my mouth like a blade scraping against stone. Slow. Eli swallowed, his throat bobbing with nervousness. He didn’t look away. “He knows I’ve been… involved. With both of you.” Me and Luca. The Rossi. He hesitated. “And with Ricci.” My stomach twisted. Silas had been watching him. Watching us. That wasn’t a theory anymore. That was fact. “He told me,” Eli continued, “he said… since I’ve planted myself
Matteo's POVHe flinched.Not a big movement. Not enough to scream confirmation. But just enough to confirm everything I needed to know.His eyes locked on mine, and suddenly, the kitchen, the damn house, felt like it was spinning off its axis. I stood frozen, heart hammering in my chest like it wanted to break free and run.He—he—was Giovanni.The boy who used to steal my snacks and hide behind his mother’s skirts.The boy who vanished like smoke when the Morettis betrayed us all.Eli was Gio.“What the f—” I started, but I didn’t get the chance to finish.Eli—no, Gio—lunged across the counter, clamping a firm hand over my mouth. His other hand grabbed my wrist, and his eyes were dark, urgent, terrified and locked on mine.“Shut up,” he hissed. “Please. Not now. Don't let Luca hear.”I blinked, startled. He glanced toward the hallway, his head jerking slightly like he was listening for footsteps.“Is Luca—?” he began.I shook
The conversation died, but the silence that followed wasn’t quite. It was loud. Heavy. Eli sat across from me, his fingers wrapped around the ceramic mug like it was the only thing tethering him to the present. His hot chocolate had long gone cold, untouched since Luca’s words peeled back the past like raw flesh under a knife.I watched him closely.He wasn’t just listening it was almost like… he was remembering. I could see it in the tension in his shoulders, the flicker in his dark eyes, the way his jaw clenched and unclenched like he was chewing on memories that tasted bitter.Who the hell are you, Eli?Something didn’t add up. It hadn’t for a while now. He was former FBI, yes. But his recent behavior has been hinting that he knows something we don't. The air around him always buzzed with something off. Not bad. Not dangerous, exactly. Just... known. Familiar.And now, hearing the name Moretti?He didn’t even flinch when
The mug in my hands was half-empty, the warmth fading with every second. But I was still holding it, like it anchored me to the ground. My fingers had stopped trembling. Barely. My heart, though—it wasn’t so calm.Luca glanced at Matteo, silently asking permission. Matteo gave a faint nod. Then Luca leaned forward, elbows on the table, eyes dark with something that was neither fear nor nostalgia but maybe both.“You want to know about the Moretti?” he asked quietly, his voice steady. “Alright. Here’s what we know.”The air shifted. Slowed. I held my breath.“Once,” Luca began, “there were three great families: Rossi, Ricci, and Moretti. Allies. Brothers in blood and ambition. Together, they were the Circle.”Matteo continued, “The original Circle. Not this patched-up mess that exists now. The old one? That ruled Italy. Not the streets, the entire fucking country. Even the government bowed their heads when the Circ
The world was shifting again.What?Wasn't I awake?Banging fists. Angry voices. The door splintered. Blood soaking through my shirt. I couldn’t run fast enough. Couldn’t breathe.“Gio! Run!”The name echoed.Over and over.Until—“Eli!”My body jerked upright, a gasp tearing from my throat. My hands fumbled against the sheets, tangled and drenched in sweat. I was panting, my lungs burning, like I’d been sprinting through fire.The room was dark, warm. Familiar.Not Marco’s house.Not the orphanage.Not the past.I was in bed, nestled between two bodies, Matteo on one side, Luca on the other. Both were already awake, eyes wide and alert, guns drawn in seconds.“Shit,” Matteo muttered, his voice rough from sleep but sharp with adrenaline. “You okay?”I couldn’t answer.Luca was scanning the room, eyes narrowing. “That scream…” he gla
The darkness came like it always did, slow, creeping, suffocating. I couldn’t remember when I’d fallen asleep, or if I’d even wanted to. The last thing I recalled was lying on my back, staring at the ceiling, Matteo and Luca's arms wrapped around me.But this sleep… it was different.My body felt strange. Smaller. Lighter. My feet pattered against the grass, soft and cool beneath my soles. I looked down and saw small, stubby fingers. Chubby arms. I was… a child.Laughter rang out nearby. I turned to see a boy taller, maybe eight, nine or ten his shaggy brown hair catching the sunlight as he spun in circles with his arms stretched wide like an airplane.“Come on, Gio!” he called, his smile radiant and familiar. “Catch me!”Gio?I ran after him without thinking, my smaller legs wobbling with each step. My breath came in sharp bursts, but I laughed like I actually laughed. That strange, light joy bubbled in my chest like soda, fizzy and wild. The boy was fast, b
Since the interrogation was over, I turned toward the stairs, eager to surrender myself to the comfort of my bed. I could already imagine the soft sheets, the quiet, the escape. But just as I placed a foot on the first step, a firm, calloused hand wrapped around my arm, halting me mid step. The scent hit me before I even looked up—clean, dark musk with a hint of cedar and something uniquely him. Matteo. “Elias…” The way he said my name so soft, broken, almost sad sent a sharp ache through my chest. “Why are you being so… distant?” His voice wavered. “I miss you.” Three simple words. I miss you. He had never said them to me before, not even once. And hearing them now, spoken with such quiet honesty, made my heart clench with guilt. I had been avoiding them. Shutting them out. Pushing away the very people who had bled to keep me safe. Who had step
The house was quiet, eerily still. I stepped inside, the soft click of the door behind me filling the silence. But it wasn’t peaceful. No, it felt… suffocating. Like the air itself was pressing down on me. I could feel the tension, thick and suffocating, wrapping around me like a tight coil. My heart pounded in my chest, my fingers tightening around the ghost of the duffle bag I had hidden earlier. Had they followed me? Did they know what I had taken? The thought of the papers was still heavy in my mind, even if the bag was stashed away in a safe corner for now. I couldn’t let them find out what I had. Not yet. Before I had time to get a hold of my thoughts, the lights flickered on, too bright for the darkness that was there moments ago. I blinked, my eyes stinging against the sudden brightness. I heard them before I saw them—those two devils who’d haunted every inch of my life since I’d first walked into their world. Luca