He was supposed to be a pawn. Now I want to make him my king. Eli thought freedom meant escape. But freedom is just another illusion when the devil himself wants you. Trapped between the violent love of the men who broke him and the dangerous allure of the man who owns his next breath, Eli must choose: return to the past that nearly destroyed him… or surrender to the enemy who might ruin him in ways that feel a little too good. Lies. Lust. Power. Obsession. In this game, love isn’t pure. It’s deadly. Elias Carter willingly walked into hell. He sold himself to the Rossi Mafia under the disguise of being a victim when in actuality he was an FBI agent. He planned on taking down the devil, Luca Rossi the Mafia boss, from the inside out but things take an unexpected turn when Luca suddenly becomes interested in Elias and so did his second in command, Matteo Marino. One saw something pure he wanted to tap into and the other saw something pure that he wanted to ruin. Elias becomes entangled in their brutal games, burning touches and whispered threats that set his body on fire. A bond which should have never existed, began to bloom. The truth is exposed and Elias is faced with two impossible options: destroy them or become one of them. Now, his past wants him dead. His future belongs to the people he was meant to destroy. And his heart? It was never his to begin with. He was now trapped in a world where love wasn't soft, it was war. And he lost.
Lihat lebih banyakPain.
It wasn't the kind that faded with time. It was a deep, raw and utterly ripping kind. The type that seeped so deep into your skin then settled in your bones. The kind that alters your brain chemistry and makes you question your own sanity. That was how I felt right now, shackled in the cold, hard dimly lit basement. I had expected this, planned for this. But nothing had prepared me for them. The door creaked open and the thick scent of colony and gunpowder that could only belong to one man filtered into the room. Slow deliberate footsteps echoed against the stone floor. I didn't lift my head, I didn't need to because I already knew who it was.. Luca Rossi. The man I had been sent to destroy. The man who now owned me. “Still breathing?” His voice was as smooth as silk yet as sharp as steel as it carried authority. The metal cuffs dug into my wrists, it kept digging further into my already raw wrist, blood dripping lazily down my arm. My shirt was gone as well— it had been ripped off my body hours ago leaving my bare chest exposed to the cold. My knees ache from kneeling on the concrete floor for so long. I was so close to snapping. But I didn’t. I couldn’t. I clenched my jaw, tilting my head slightly, taking a deep breath then exhaling.I wasn’t going to give him the satisfaction of an answer. The sound of another pair of footsteps filled the air, this time heavier and filled with confidence. It could only be one cruel person, Matteo Marino. Luca’s best friend and right hand man. The man that has broken me and continues to break me. I felt him before I saw him, the heat radiated off him in waves as he crochet in front of me. He reached out, tracing a calloused finger over the bruise forming on my ribs. I didn't flinch, even when he pressed down so hard that it made me groan. “Fuck, I love that sound,” Matteo murmured, voice as sharp as predator and filled with lust. “Don’t you, Luca?” Luca hummed in agreement. “It's fantastic. Such a sweet sound from a brat.” Matteo’s finger began to trail down until it got to the waistband of my slacks. He rubbed his finger lightly above my happy trail, teasing me. I stiffened at the touch, my breath seizing. This made me lift my head. He smirked. “You tense up like that every time I touch you. I’m starting to think you like it.” I drew in a sharp breath, meeting his gaze with fury blazing in mine. “Go to hell.” His smirk widened. “Darling, I’ve lived there my whole life. You? You’re just getting started.” I felt Luca walk up behind me, his aura dark and commanding. Then, his long, strong slender fingers weaved through my sweat damp hair and yanked it back. Pain exploded through my scalp, making me hiss but his grip didn't loosen. “You were sent to infiltrate my family,” Luca said, his tone almost sounding bored, like my betrayal was merely an inconvenience rather than a personal offense. “You lied, schemed, pretended to be one of us. And yet, here you are.” His grip tightened to the point where I felt like he was going to rip my scalp from my skull but it felt oddly… pleasuring. I knew what they wanted. Submission. They wouldn’t get it. “You can kill me,” I said. “But I won’t break.” Matteo laughed, a low feline sound. He sounded like I had just given him the most pleasing challenge of his life. “Oh, sweet pretty boy,” he purred, tracing his fingers along the edge of my jaw, forcing me to look at him. “You’re not here to die, certainty not. That would be far too easy.” Luca's hold on my hair loosened then he did something I never expected. He tilted my head to the side, granting him access to my exposed throat. The air shifted to someone more… sensual. Then, he pressed a slow, deliberate kiss on my pulse sending a violent shiver through my body. Not from fear. Not from pain. But from something else. Something far more dangerous. Something forbidden. I bit the inside of my cheek so hard that I drew blood. Matteo chuckled again. “See, Luca? He’s already learning.” Luca pulled away, his face finally coming into view. His lips curved slightly, a ghost of a smile. “You’re going to be a good boy for us, Elias.” Not a request. A demand. His tone held a promise— a promise of something dark and twisted if I don't comply. Finally, for the first time since I stepped foot in their territory, I felt fear. It slithered down my spine, colder than the basement itself. I was scared because I wasn't sure if I was more afraid of what they would do to me— Or the part of me that wanted to let them. This was a game of control. A game I wasn't sure I was winning anymore. A game I wasn't sure I wanted to win.Eli's povThere are days when the world feels too loud, too fast — a constant rush of shadows and sounds. But not today.Today, everything is quiet.Not silent. Just… calm.I stood by the window of our estate’s upper lounge, Silas curled in my arms, his head resting gently against my chest. His tiny breaths puffed out in soft, even waves, little fingers wrapped around my shirt like he was afraid I’d disappear if he let go. My heart clenched. He didn’t know just how many times I had once wished to vanish — and how now, with him, vanishing wasn’t an option anymore.“Are you crying again?” Matteo’s voice floated in from behind, amused and just a bit accusatory. “You’ve become soft, amore.”I didn’t even turn. “And you’re just realizing this now?”He came to stand beside me, his hand brushing over Silas’ back, then settling at my waist. He sighed, soft and dramatic as always. “I miss the days when you glared at everything.”
Eli’s POVOne year later…I never thought the sound of crying would become something I adored. But here I was—half-asleep, mismatched socks on, shirt inside out, bottle in one hand and a very wriggly, very loud, very perfect four-month-old in the other.Silas Ricardo Rossi—our son.I still remember the mission like it was yesterday. We were supposed to retrieve stolen cargo in the outskirts of Milan, nothing out of the ordinary. What we found instead was an abandoned safe house with scorch marks on the wall… and a baby in a bassinet, wide-eyed, cheeks flushed, wrapped in a navy blue blanket with a tiny lion embroidered into the corner.He looked at me and didn’t cry. Just stared. As if he knew me.Matteo had nearly passed out. Luca stood frozen. And me? I walked forward like I’d been pulled by a string straight into his orbit. He grabbed my finger. I was a goner.Convincing them took le
Eli’s POVThe second the doors opened, everything around me blurred except for them.There they were.My beautiful, loving husbands. Men feared by the world but loved by me. Men that I had never wished nor prayed for and get God has given them to me because he knew that I needed them even without asking.My perfect men.Not just Mafia dons, no. That title didn't matter to me. They were simply mine.My feet moved before I even told them to. The room was silent exclusive the soft melody of a beautiful violin in the background. The guests watched as I walked on. They weren't much because we didn't want a crowd. Just our closest family. People we trusted. People who’d fought beside us. Who knew our chaos and still chose to stand with us.In the past year which we have used to rebuild ourselves, I had one to know a lot of new, friendly faces that meant just as much to me as I was to them as they watched me walk to my hus
Eli's pov I had never paced this much in my entire life.The room was quiet except for the gentle hum of classical music playing from a speaker in the corner. Everything was pristine—white lilies in tall vases, silk curtains shifting softly from the morning breeze sneaking through the opened window, a neat table full of gifts and cards. It was all beautiful. Breathtaking, even.And yet, I couldn’t stop moving.My reflection stared back at me from the big corner mirror as I stood in the middle of the room—shirtless, dress pants on, my bowtie hanging undone around my neck like it was just as confused about how this morning was supposed to go."You're going to peel the floor out," Luca said from the doorway, his voice warm with amusement. He looked like hell and heaven at the same time in his tux which was black and perfectly tailored, with a silver pin on his lapel that matched mine and Matteo’s. His curls were a l
Luca’s POVThe kitchen still smelled like burnt flour and too much vanilla extract. The lights were dimmed, casting a golden glow across the marble countertops. Matteo was beside me, wiping frosting off the edge of the stove, still chuckling under his breath. I leaned against the island, watching Eli where he lay curled up on the couch, a throw blanket draped over his legs, his chest rising and falling softly.“He passed out mid conversation,” I murmured, voice low so it wouldn’t wake him.Matteo glanced at Eli, his laugh softening into a smile. “He tried. God knows he tried. But once he sat down… it was over.”I couldn’t help the warm pull in my chest. Eli’s hair was a mess of curls, frosting clinging to the edge of his jaw where he’d missed a spot. His lips were parted, the faintest breath whistling out, peaceful and relaxed. He looked… safe. At ease.I walked over and knelt by the couch, brushing a strand of hair out of his face. “He l
Eli’s POVI didn’t expect to feel this light.After that intense showdown at the Nocturnal, I thought I’d carry the tension on my shoulders for the rest of the week. But as we walked out of the cathedral, shoulder to shoulder, with the cold night air wrapping around us like a second skin, there was something undeniably freeing in having said everything we did.We’d faced the Circle—every threat, every stare, every subtle insult—and we didn’t just survive, we left them speechless. That wasn’t just about pride. It was about reclaiming power. For ourselves. For our family.And tonight, we were going to celebrate.“Alright,” I clapped my hands together as we stepped into the kitchen, “how about we make a cake? A real one. From scratch.”Luca looked up from the glass of wine he was already sipping and raised a brow. “You? Bake? Do you know the difference between baking powder and baking soda?”“I know one makes it rise. The o
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