LOGINThey dragged her away, and Damon didn’t look back. Her voice didn’t follow him. Her scent didn’t linger.
The bond he’d felt faded into the cold night. It was as if she had never existed. Good. He stepped into the empty hall, his expression unreadable, and his pace unhurried. The doors shut behind him with a dull thud, sealing off the noise–the whispers. Shutting out the mistake. A slave. His mate. His jaw tightened. The thought barely formed before he crushed it. No. He had rejected her. That was the end of it. His wolf stirred beneath his skin–restless, irritated. He caught himself remembering the weight of her against his chest. Beneath her filth, was citrus. Faint. Wrong. His wolf leaned towards it. He didn’t. Her skin. Soft. It growled. Damon’s eyes darkened. “Never again,” he muttered. Whatever had happened in that maze… whatever weakness had made him hesitate - it meant nothing now. She meant nothing. He had a war to win. Casting the slave from his mind, he focused on the dispute that followed him. His beta, Ralph, and the elders were arguing. Tired of their bickering, he turned. “You had one job,” Damon said. Eli, one of the elders, bowed. “Alpha, please, we did not know it would turn out this way. The goddess cannot be predicted or manipulated.” “One simple task.” Damon stepped closer. Implacable irritation filled his eyes, but his voice remained calm. “Maybe I should throw you in the dungeon.” Eli frowned. “The goddess gave you the power and strength to defeat every enemy you faced…” “You think the goddess is the reason we left our brothers to die in the mud? You know nothing.” “Victory comes at a cost.” Damon almost laughed. He knew the cost of victory. He had paid the price all his life. “You both served my father,” he said, stepping closer. “That’s the only reason you’re standing here.” Silence fell. “But I am not him. He trusted you.” His gaze hardened. “Look how that turned out for him.” Edgar, the second elder, gasped. “Alpha… w-what are you saying?” He shook his head and rubbed his sweaty palm under his cloak. “Only the two of you can speak to the goddess.” Ralph cut in. “We trust your word with absolute faith. But after tonight…” He moved from where the elders stood to Damon’s side. “It’s either the goddess has made her first mistake… or you have. And we know which is more likely to happen.” Immediately Eli’s head shot up. Still, he barely looked the alpha in his eyes. “We have done nothing but serve the alpha. Our duty is not a simple one and yet we do it perfectly. The alpha sensed the slave, as the goddess proclaimed.” Damon said nothing for a moment. Then– “What next?” His skull throbbed. This was becoming a waste of time. For the past year, battle after battle stole what little peace the night offered. Returning was supposed to bring peace. But here was–arguing with old men about their precious goddess. “W-we don’t know for sure. But we can—” “I don’t care what you do.” His voice cut through the room. “Find another.” His eyes sharpened, making the elders swallow. “Someone worthy.” “So it’s true?” The voice came from the doorway. “An omega… our alpha.” All eyes turned to the door. Rosalind, the third elder and healer of the pack, stepped inside with a bow. Damon didn’t relax–but he didn’t dismiss her either. Rosalind had been in the war with them. For a year she catered to his men. She was the only elder he trusted because she had proved her worth and understood the loss they faced. Also, after his parents passed, she had raised him - and kept his secret. “You have forty-eight hours.” His attention snapped back to the elders. “I beg you Alpha. Defying the goddess… is not advised. She won’t tolerate her gesture being revoked or ignored.” “I will not take a slave as my Luna!” A rumble pushed through the walls. Edgar fell to his knees, and Eli followed. Shaking to their bones. The war had made Damon's temper shorter and nastier. He didn’t want the elders to see just how close he was to snapping. “How long?” Damon ignored them. Ralph unfolded the letter again. “The next full moon.” “Seven days,” Rosalind said. “What happens then?” “The battles begin,” Ralph replied. “Every alpha chosen to fight for Alpha King will attack. Without a Luna… Damon is disqualified.” “Something is wrong. You sound worried. If he’s no longer a candidate isn’t he exempted from the battles?” Ralph passed her the letter. “There’s only one rule.” Rosalind’s expression changed as she read. “No… they can’t.” “Every Alpha must have his Luna to take the throne,” Ralph affirmed. “Everything else…” He looked at Damon. “Anything goes.” Silence. “They’ll come anyway,” Rosalind whispered. Damon let out a low, humorless chuckle. “They always do.” He didn’t need to read the letter. Whether he claimed a Luna or not - they would come. And he would fight. For his people he always did. But without a Luna… None of it would matter. Ralph turned to pour himself a drink. “Our pack is undefeated and every alpha hungers to be the one who destroys us.” He took a glass to Damon. “Who destroys our alpha.” They all understood. Only his Luna could make him a contender. Damon’s gaze dropped to the elders still kneeling. “On your feet.” They obeyed instantly. “Go to the goddess,” Damon said. “Ask for another.” “A-and if she refuses?” Damon snarled. “Then you join the slave.” He turned before they could speak again. His beta and Rosalind followed. By the time their voices rose–he was already gone. Their time had begun to run.This must be another nightmare.I thought I had misheard him.The silence around each second expanded, and nobody moved to fill it.Skylar had gone very still against the wall.Several guards had glanced toward Damon with the instinct of people checking whether the thing they were witnessing was about to require them to do something.Slade continued before anyone could interrupt.Somehow, I found it hard to breathe.He offered details. Small, specific. A river with a particular bend. A village set into the hillside. A field of yellow flowers that apparently appeared every spring on the slope above the houses.None of that awakened my memory. I simply stared, frozen.He went on.A colour I had supposedly loved as a child.A scar near my left shoulder that he described vividly.A nickname. Two words. Soft. The kind of name someone gives a child they are fond of.I pressed my fingers together at my sides and tried to feel something.Recognition. A surface memory. Anything at all.Nothing
The morning felt steady for the first time in weeks. Birds chirping, wind howling softly against a sunny day. If I were a day old, I’d say this was a lovely day. But I wasn’t and every day I remained in Silvercrest was a day of survival and far from lovely.Reports and supply disputes and patrol schedules had Skylar across the table from me. A cup of tonic in her hand and a clipboard in the other. She delivered on the pack bureaucracy that made the endless paperwork almost bearable.“This enforcer,” she said, holding up a report without looking at me, “has filed a complaint about the eastern rotation for the fourth consecutive week.”“Is he wrong?”“He’s completely right. That’s what’s annoying about it.” She set it down. “Write the adjustment.”I wrote the adjustment.The morning continued just like this. And honestly, it was my favorite part of the day. Spending time with Skylar and being useful.I threw myself into it with the focused energy of someone using work to avoid thinki
Damon’s study was dark, except for the fire casting shadows against the walls.He removed his jacket, set it aside, and stood at the desk for a moment. Silence settled around him. His wolf preferred the thought of hazel eyes and ebony, wild hair. He preferred war.Lately, his wolf won.Pulling his fingers through his hair, he paced and shoved his fingers deep into the roots until his hair was wild again.Why did she question everything? He kept pacing.And why did he tolerate it? After minutes of trying to cage the forbidden thoughts that had tormented him for weeks, he paused. A thundering sound dragged through his chest.The pain in his ribs registered properly for the first time since the confrontation in the eastern corridor. Someone had tried something small and fast during the political banter. Thankfully, Aurora had excused herself to use the ladies’ room. For some reason he didn’t want her around… violence. He chuckled suddenly, as he poured himself a drink. If you reall
The journey back was quiet, at first. Just the dark road and the sound of the vehicle moving through it and the wind blowing against the wheels and windows. I leaned my head back against the seat and looked at the ceiling, allowing myself to be tired for the first time since morning.Outside, the trees swayed in the dark. The estate’s silver banners had disappeared behind us long ago. Silvercrest was still an hour away.The silence stretched. Heavy with the weight of everything the evening had asked of both of us.It made me wonder about the man sitting in front of me. Despite the distance he kept between us, he seemed to fill every corner of the car. He looked absolutely terrific in formal suits. His usually untamed hair had been pushed back neatly, exposing more of his blue eyes. There was something unearthly in them. It made me want to know what he was thinking. I tried to focus on the trees, but it was impossible to. Each second made the space between us smaller. If I focused
We arrived at the estate faster than I had expected. Apparently, it was one of Damon’s family estates, and I saw immediately why it had been chosen for the gathering of the most powerful alphas.It was built to make everyone feel the same thing.Small.Ancient stone, the colour of something that had been standing long before any of the packs currently existed. Towers at each corner, silver banners hanging from the highest points — neutral territory’s mark, belonging to no pack, claiming no allegiance. Guards at every visible entrance from at least four different packs, identifiable by their insignia, moving around each other with the professional courtesy of people who had been told to cooperate and were doing so ruefully.The estate’s windows were lit. Even from the road I could hear the gathering, many powerful people in formal proximity, conversation layered over conversation, the clink of glass, the undertone of politics dressed as pleasantry.We arrived late.Every eye watched
There was a shift in the air the next morning. The alpha’s home came more alive. Every corridor drifted with a new urgency, servants carrying things from one room to another, guards rotating more frequently at each wing. Documents were being sealed and organised in the study. Travel arrangements discussed in voices just low enough to be official.It seemed the whole pack was preparing to be seen.And I was a part of the preparation that required the most work.Caia arrived at my quarters before I had finished breakfast.She came with two assistants and an armful of ceremonial garments. Her expression belonged to someone assigned a task beneath them.“We have two hours,” she began, setting the garments across the chair with precise hands. “The other Lunas will have been preparing for gatherings like this their entire lives. We don’t have the advantage of time so we’ll have to be efficient.”We?As though we were in this together, I thought. Annoyed. Then I set down my cup, stood, and
Being Luna changed the air around me before it changed anything else.I noticed it the morning after the ceremony. The pack moved differently when I walked through it.Small things.People gave me more room when I passed. When I bowed in greeting, they bowed lower without meeting my eyes. Some eve
They dressed me like I was something worth presenting.Three pack women arrived at my quarters before dawn with their arms full — a ceremonial dress the colour of moonlight, silver thread worked through the fabric in patterns I didn’t have the knowledge to name, shoes that fit like they’d been made
The union ceremony was not a wedding. Everyone kept saying that as though it made things better. Nobody had asked me if I wanted this. I honestly hadn’t thought it would go this far. I passed their tests. I expected a ruling, maybe a gathering with the elders and a few witnesses before I was off
Border control was not what I expected.When Skylar offered me a job I was excited to do something. It was getting tiring sitting in my room, hearing too many voices or none at all. Silvercrest’s border stretched across seventeen miles of mixed terrain – forest, ridges, river crossings, and a stre







