Chapter 53

Dimitri and I haven't spoken since last night happened. Specifically, Dimitri has been ignoring me. While I am glad that he saved me from being mortified by not reminding me that I let him fuck me with his fingers—him, who I am supposed to hate, I don't like that he is ignoring me.

I should welcome his disinterest since it makes my game of hating him easier, but I don't. It makes me feel a hollow in my chest, a gnawing. My wolf is down and anything that affects her affects me too.

As usual, we made our usual morning greetings and ate breakfast together. Then he called Gavin to come give me a ride to the training complex with the excuse that he had other plans only for me to find him in his office, going through some files with Seraphina. Not a hint of a swirl of anger reckons in me at that scene when I entered his office.

I don't confront him because I found the pride I lost yesterday. He doesn't even look fazed that I caught him red-handed for lying to me and I don't push it. I als