Nate
Sitting on the bed, and thinking about what I just said to myself in front of the mirror. Coming to this conclusion was not easy, there are so many things that imply, but it is very clear. It's no use hiding it from myself, Will came into my life and settled in my mind, and also in my heart. This is a fact!
I think about the times I turned Mali away, because I thought about Will and the possibility of kissing him, during the shooting of scenes for episode five, and how completely thirsty I was for a kiss from him that day. I think about how weird I felt, thinking I did something wrong, and I happen to remember what I heard from my uncle Khalan, that he would never stop loving his husband, who is in Japan on business, because society thinks he can not.
My uncle is right. I was wrong. Will made me see that it
NateI had an intense night, my mind seemed to collapse. I just thought about what it would be like to meet him, and tell him everything, and what would he say? Thinking about all this, I barely slept, I got up early so I could get to the recording set as soon as I called and he didn't answer me. Will arrived late, something he doesn't usually do. I tried to approach him but I didn't succeed, he just ignored me the whole time. Unfortunately that was my reality for the next two days, I tried to get closer, and he would always make something up, and walk away after recording.Today we have recordings of some important scenes for the series. Thirasak will confess to Wanchai that he doesn't want to be a fake boyfriend, but the real one. We spent the entire day at Chulalongkorn University, but specifically in the Facu
NateHis gaze is confused, in fact I can't believe I even had the courage to say it in front of everyone on set, and before any reaction from Will, P'Tan scolds me once more.— Sorry to inform you, I liked your improv, but that's not what's in the script, Nate!I look in his direction, a little lost.— It's not that...— Alright, let's redo that last part!The scene was redone without the "I'm in love with you, Will!" As soon as it was over, I went to talk to the director to clarify my “distraction” in the recording, and the errors
NateWill made me walk through that pile of stalls looking for the one we bought Pad Thai. We sat in the same area of tables as the other time. At our table the menu was the same, the highlight this time was the meat skewer, and the way he eats it is making me impatient.— You don't eat like that, Will!— What's the problem? I like it that way, I take the pieces one by one and eat!— Because you eat straight from the toothpick!— Oh Nate, how boring you are! He says and brings his fingers to his mouth, and gently licks them one by one. That's
NateYour lips are extremely soft. A tender, soft kiss. My tongue wanders through her mouth as I wrap my hands around her neck, and our kiss becomes more intense, my heart pounding a mile a minute. Will lets go of my lips, our breaths are labored. I open my eyes, and I face his intense and hot gaze at me, I smile slightly at him, who pulls away a little.— What's it? — I askat him, as I watch the nothingness in front of him.— Nothing.— Nothing? And are you like this?— Is nothing!—
NateAfter all of Wanchai's act of finding Thirasak injured in the dressing room, we sit side by side on the couch, he holds a handkerchief, and pretends to be cleaning my wounds.— Who did this to you?I make a pained expression, lift my head and stare at him.— The same group. Just because their girlfriends like my Instagram posts. What a stupid reason!— Have you ever been hit before? — I shake my head in the affirmative, and he continues. —
Nate— I'm the man of your life, Nate! The one who with a simple kiss, makes you hard! — He says and I look at him in disbelief. I must be dead for this kid to tell me that, like this to my face, inside my house, and I don't punch him.— Respect me, Will! — I say, and throw another pillow at him.— Oh, that one hurt! You take everything I say very seriously, I was just kidding you gross!— I'm already starting to get annoyed
NateThe big moment to go up to the stage arrives, I look at him who watches me with a questioning expression.— Where are you going?— I go to the stage. Please don't go away! I'm going to sing, and I want you to see me!On the way to the stage, I feel butterflies in my stomach, my hands sweat a lot. I climb a few steps, smile at the musicians, pick up a guitar intended for me that one of them hands me, thank them and approach the microphone, and I see Will's curious eyes on me.— Good evening everyone! I'm Nate Naetang, and today I want to introduce you to a song I wrote inspired by some
Will— Even if I gave him my number, and he was interested in me, the question is, is he Nate Naetang? I say and get even closer to him. — I answer: No! And do you know who Nate Naetang is? He's the guy I'm completely in love with!— Truth? Didn't that guy catch your eye?Sometimes I think Nate is too insecure. It is not possible for someone who has had so many love experiences, especially with women, to behave like this. From the start I was clear about what I feel, and he acts like a jealous fool who doesn't believe what I say. I know I sometimes joke about things too much, but I only do it because I know he likes it.— Are yo