LOGINEric Winter controls everything around him with obsessive precision: businesses, contracts, people… and most of all, his own emotions. To him, relationships have always been simple. Desire. Clear rules. No room for attachment. That’s exactly why the contracts exist. Stevan, on the other hand, has spent most of his life surviving. By day, he endures an abusive boss inside the multinational company where he works. At night, he takes jobs he never imagined he’d accept just to keep paying for his sick mother’s treatment. Quiet, insecure, and far too used to swallowing humiliation in silence, Stevan has never believed he was the kind of man someone would truly choose. But everything changes the night Eric finds him in a VIP room. What should have been just another proposition quickly turns into something dangerous. Because Stevan doesn’t respond to Eric the way other men do. And for the first time in years, Eric loses control of himself. Between lingering stares, restrained desire, and rules breaking one by one, the two of them become trapped in a relationship that was never supposed to go beyond the limits of a contract. The problem is, some feelings don’t obey clauses. And Eric realizes far too late that maybe he doesn’t just want Stevan’s body. Maybe he wants all of him.
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“Your mother is going to need additional dialysis sessions.”
The doctor said it with the same detached tone someone might use to confirm an appointment time, not like he’d just split my life open. He kept talking after that. Kidney function. Test results. Percentages. Numbers.
None of it really landed.
Only one thing did.
The insurance wouldn’t cover it.
“They’d have to be paid out of pocket,” he finished, already stepping away from the bed.
I nodded because that’s what people do when they have no idea how to respond.
The second he left the room, the silence became unbearable.
I worked at a branch office for a multinational company in Omaha, Nebraska. The pay was decent. Normally, it would’ve been enough. But my mother’s medical bills had already blown past anything I could realistically handle.
And no matter how hard I tried to think of a solution, every possibility felt thin and unreachable.
All I could do was look at her lying there, so fragile in that hospital bed, and feel utterly useless.
She looked too small somehow. Like the illness had been quietly stealing pieces of her while I wasn’t paying attention.
But when she looked at me, she still smiled with that same gentle calm she’d always had. Like she was the one trying to comfort me.
Then she asked the impossible.
“Don’t worry about it, sweetheart. We’ll continue with the treatments we already have. I don’t want you drowning in debt because of me.”
The words cut straight through me.
She didn’t know how badly I was already drowning.
The weight of everything pressed harder every day, crushing me under the constant realization that I still couldn’t give her what she needed. I had to find a way. Fast.
By the time I got back to work, my mind was a storm of numbers, dead ends, and desperation.
I didn’t know where to start looking.
I just knew I couldn’t afford to fail anymore.
The company allowed me to accompany my mother to her appointments.
I always submitted the medical documentation afterward, and since she had no one else besides me, they approved it without much trouble. At the very least, it was something I could still do for her. I refused to let her sit alone in hospitals while her body slowly betrayed her.
The moment I walked into the office, I saw my boss.
Instant disgust crawled under my skin.
The man was revolting. A parasite feeding off everyone else’s work while pretending the success belonged to him. Every time upper management praised our department’s efficiency, I knew exactly where that praise should’ve gone.
To me. To the team.
I was the one building reports, organizing demands, and fixing disasters before they exploded. Meanwhile, he spent most of the day hidden inside his office, feet up on the desk, collecting “favors” he barely even bothered to hide anymore.
Because everyone in that company understood the rule.
Sleep with him, or forget promotions. Forget raises.
It didn’t matter if you were a man or a woman. His bed was the shortcut for anyone desperate enough to climb higher.
And people like me?
People who refused?
We stayed exactly where we were. Working harder every year while being rewarded with absolutely nothing.
I stared at the closed door to his office and slowly exhaled.
Three years.
Three years without a single raise.
Maybe with more money, I could afford my mother’s treatments.
Even knowing exactly what waited for me behind that door, I decided to try anyway.
For her, I would do almost anything.
Just not what he wanted from me.
“Excuse me, sir,” I said as I opened the office door and stepped inside.
He looked up at me with a smile that instantly turned my stomach and motioned for me to come in. Then he stood, walked to the door behind me, and locked it with the casual ease of a man who’d done it countless times before.
Fucking creep.
“Glad you’re here,” he said, his hand settling on my shoulder for a second too long. “Are those reports finished? The president’s visiting the branch the day after tomorrow, and we need everything ready.”
He returned to his desk and sat down across from me.
I forced a polite smile before answering.
“Yes. I’ll leave everything on your desk before I head out. But… actually, I came to ask you something else.”
His expression shifted immediately. One brow lifted with interest, and his gaze lingered over me far longer than necessary.
“Of course, sweetheart. Tell me.”
I hated when he called me that.
The disgust was immediate, crawling beneath my skin like something dirty I couldn’t wash off. I took a slow breath, forcing my voice to stay steady.
“I’m dealing with some financial problems because of my mother’s health. I wanted to know if there’s any possibility of a raise.”
The second the words left my mouth, his smile changed.
Slow. Crooked. Predictable.
Don’t stand up.
The thought hit me almost like an instinctive warning as tension slowly tightened through my body.
But like always, he ignored me.
He got to his feet and walked toward me slowly. Without a shred of hesitation, he slipped an arm around my neck and pulled me closer while his other hand dragged down my chest. That same disgusting smile spread across his face.
“We can discuss it, sweetheart,” he murmured, tracing a finger from my collarbone down toward my stomach like he already knew exactly how far he could push.
A shiver ran through me. Immediate. Involuntary.
Before his hand could move any lower, I grabbed his wrist and looked him straight in the eye, my disgust impossible to hide.
“I’m not doing this with you, and you know it. I’m serious about the raise. I work hard for this company.”
My voice sounded almost too controlled for someone seconds away from snapping.
He didn’t like that.
He pulled away sharply, like touching me had suddenly stopped being entertaining, then returned to his chair. The look on his face now was pure contempt.
“I’ll see what I can do,” he said flatly. “But you’re not the only person around here who works hard.”
It took me a second to process the nerve of that response.
Anger surged through me fast. Hot. Sharp. Dangerous.
Before I said something that would cost me my job, I turned around and walked out of the office.
I couldn’t lose that job.
Not now.
I dropped back into my chair, still burning with frustration. I wanted to say everything I’d been swallowing for the last three years, but I forced myself to stay quiet.
It wouldn’t matter.
It never did.
The second I sat down, my phone buzzed against the desk. A message from Diego.
Hey! I’m bringing my friend to lunch with us. I’ll wait for you downstairs. Bye!
I rolled my eyes.
That idiot never asked if I was free or even wanted to go. He just made decisions for both of us and expected me to follow along.
Still, there were only five minutes left until lunch break, and honestly, refusing didn’t feel like an option right then.
EricI wasn’t entirely sure whether I would regret letting him leave or asking him to stay. Only time would give me that answer.“You want to know why I pulled away?” Stevan stopped but didn’t turn around. “Isn’t that what you came to find out?”I took two steps forward, gathering the courage to put into words what I had already thought a thousand times.“Because I don’t recognize myself anymore, Stevan,” I began, and he turned, facing me. “Because what I said that day, in that office, wasn’t entirely a lie or just a provocation.”I sat on the arm of the sofa, as if the weight of saying those words out loud was too much.“With you, nothing works the way I planned or the way it should, and that has been clear to me since the first day, when I kissed you at the club. My brain was screaming that it was a mistake to insist on having you, while a
EricThe penthouse fell silent when Vivian left. I stood near the window, whiskey glass in hand, looking out at Manhattan without really seeing anything. She had spent more than an hour here, and I had spent that time trying to focus on what she was saying while my mind kept insisting on going somewhere else.That was becoming an inconvenient pattern.I took another sip, rested my shoulder against the cold glass, and let the silence of the apartment receive me the way it always did. Normally, that silence was enough. It was what I needed after a full day of meetings, decisions, and people wanting something from me.Today it felt empty in a different way.It had been like this since the morning I behaved like an idiot—defending Stevan in the meeting without being able to control myself, then cornering him against the desk with a provocation that served no purpose other than getting closer to him, and then ending up sending him away when I realized how much control I was losing.After t
StevanThe taxi smelled of cheap vanilla air freshener, and New York traffic was the same as always—a silent war of horns and sudden brakes that I had learned to ignore over the last few weeks.My mother sat beside me, looking out the window with the expression of someone seeing everything for the first time. She was still weak, her movements slower than I would have liked, but there was a different color in her face today. Something I hadn’t seen in months.“It’s a noisy city,” she commented, without taking her eyes off the window.“It is,” I agreed.“But beautiful.”I smiled, looking at her. She was here. She was leaving the hospital with a medical discharge, a stable chart, and an entire team monitoring every detail of her treatment. I should have been completely relieved.And I was. Only there was something else occupying space in my chest that wouldn’t let me feel the relief the way I was supposed to.It had been more than a week.Twelve days, to be exact, though I wouldn’t admit
EricThe city never slept. From where I stood, leaning against the glass of the penthouse, Manhattan glowed restless even at that hour of the morning—just like my mind and my heart. There was a discomfort inside me for continuing to do things differently with Stevan. He had been pulling first times out of me since the moment I adopted contracts as a way of relating.The glass of whiskey turned slowly between my fingers, the ice almost melted. It was nearly four in the morning. I couldn’t sleep, and now I was here, practically having an existential crisis. Which never happens.In the guest room, Stevan slept deeply. I had stayed beside him until a few minutes ago, watching his chest rise and fall, his messy hair on the pillow, the faint marks I had left on his skin—and I never stayed.I never slept beside them. Never stepped into the shower for a shared bath. Never felt this absurd need to touch just to confirm he was still there. And yet there I was, breaking every one of my own rules
I glanced at Diego. For a split second, I had the uncomfortable feeling that he’d read every silent word I hadn’t dared to say out loud.“If you were up for it, we could straight-up auction off your virginity,” he blurted, nudging my shoulder with a grin, clearly amused by his own idea.I nearly di
We pulled up in front of a private club.The place instantly set off every warning bell I had.Diego greeted the bouncers at the door like old friends—too comfortable, too familiar—and we walked straight in. The club wasn’t open yet. A few staff members moved around the main floor, adjusting lights
I grabbed my things and got up.I needed to clear my head, and somehow Diego always helped with that.When I stepped outside, I spotted him leaning against a brand-new BMW. I’d never understood how he managed things like this. He wasn’t rich. At least not officially. But somehow, luxury always seem
I grabbed my things and stood up. I needed to clear my head, and Diego, as always, had a way of making that easier.I headed downstairs and spotted him leaning against a shiny new BMW. I never understood how he pulled it off. He wasn’t rich—at least, not on paper—but he’d always lived surrounded by
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