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CHAPTER 105: I Just Stood There

Penulis: Donna Sheldon
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-06-29 15:49:35

I pulled into the front of my apartment, engine humming softly as it settled into silence. The rain had started on the drive back—just a few drops at first, lazy taps on the windshield like the sky hadn’t made up its mind yet. But by the time I turned the key and stepped out, it was full-on weeping.

I stood there.

Door open. One foot out. The other still in. Like if I didn't make a move, time would just pause for a bit and give me some fucking room to think.

Eventually, I stepped out and shut the door behind me. The rain hit my shoulders immediately, soaking through my shirt like the universe was trying to make up for the past few weeks all at once. I didn’t move. Just stood there, staring at the apartment in front of me like it was the first time I’d really looked at it.

Nothing fancy. Just an average, forgettable place with a squeaky hallway light, and an elevator that jammed especially when you were in a hurry. I'd never given it much thought before. It was just a place to cras
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Captain has the whole world on his shoulders right now he just needs time to breathe no point in making yourself sick
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