Mag-log inLogan POVIt starts on the ice, because of course it does.The rink feels colder than usual — crueler. Every stride slices, every breath scorches on the way in. I’m skating like I’m trying to outrun a ghost, and I already know which one.Her voice keeps replaying in my head.You don’t get to be jealous.I fire the puck so hard it screams off the boards.Coach’s whistle cracks through the air. “SHAW! Are you skating or trying to commit homicide on the ice?”“Just skating.”He barks a laugh. “Bullshit. Get your head right or go hit a punching bag before you break someone’s ribs.”I dig harder. No thinking. No feeling. Just pain until everything numbs.Cole glides beside me, annoyingly steady. “You wanna tell me why you look like you’d fight your own shadow?”“Drop it.”“Great. He’s in denial mode again. My favorite version.”If I answer, I’ll punch him, so I don’t.By the time practice ends, my lungs feel like they’re bleeding and it still isn’t enough.I rip my gear off in the locker r
Harper POVThe sorority hallway hums with Friday-night life — curling irons sizzling, perfume clouds, girls laughing about outfits and heartbreak like neither can kill you.It feels like background noise to someone else’s world.My world is one heartbeat from ripping open.I shove our room door closed too hard. The sound cracks through me like something breaking.Lila looks up from her bed, legs crossed, laptop open, brow furrowing. “Whoa. That is the sound of a woman who has had a day. What happened?”I don’t ease in. I don’t breathe. I go straight to detonation.“Logan Shaw,” I spit out, “is the most infuriating, ego-drunk, oxygen-stealing disaster of a human being on this campus.”Lila blinks. “Okay, wow. We’re coming in at, like, DEFCON One. What did the hockey menace do now?”And that’s all the permission I need.“He cornered me after class today. Accused me of dating Ryan Brooks. Like he has any right. Like I need his holy approval to talk to a guy in public.”“What?”“And — oh
Harper POVThe lecture hall smells like coffee, chalk dust, and too many lives moving forward without hesitation.My notebook is open in front of me, but the lines blur. Professor Keene is talking about demand elasticity — a concept I normally love — but today it may as well be ocean noise.Because all morning, all night, one text sits like a live wire in my chest.Maybe I like when you come find me.I hate how my skin reacted to that.I hate how my breath caught.I hate how I read it three times like it meant something.I hate most of all that I believed, for a single dangerous second, it wasn’t a game.A high-pitched laugh cuts through the room. Someone joking with friends. Normal life.I adjust in my seat, force my hand to stop shaking, and tell my pulse to calm down.Do not look for him. Do not give him space in your world.Too late.I feel his presence before I see him — back row, right side, in his usual seat. Logan Shaw, hoodie sleeves shoved up, jaw tense, pen tapping against
Logan POVCampus mornings are supposed to feel quiet.Fresh.Simple.Today the cold air feels like a slap I deserve.Hood up, backpack slung low, I cut across the quad toward my 8AM lecture. My head feels cracked open—like I didn’t sleep at all, just replayed six stupid words on loop:Maybe I like when you come find me.I should never have sent that.Makes it sound like I feel something.Makes it sound like I meant it.I shove the thought down, harder than I should, and push into the lecture hall.The room smells like coffee and regret. I drop into a seat. Stare at the board. Pretend the blur of numbers means something.It doesn’t.Five minutes in, Cole slides into the chair beside me, hair a mess, hoodie thrown on like someone dared him to get dressed.“You look like you fought a bear,” he whispers.“I slept.”“You sure? Because you look like sleep filed a restraining order.”I grit my teeth. “Drop it.”He smirks, satisfied. “Hits different when the insomnia’s emotional, huh?”I don’
Harper POVThe night air hits harder than I expect — crisp and biting, the kind that steals heat and forces honesty.If cold could shock common sense back into me, I’d welcome frostbite.It doesn’t work.My heels snap against the pavement, echoing in the quiet stretch between Greek Row and the athletic houses. Leaves skitter across the sidewalk like they’re running from something too.I can relate.Every step away from the Ice House should make it easier to breathe.Instead, my chest feels tight, heart knocking around like it’s looking for an exit.Logan’s voice still threads through me, low and dangerous, the memory almost warm against the cold:You really shouldn’t look at me like that.Maybe both.I shouldn’t like that I heard desire under the annoyance.I do.And that’s the problem.I wrap my coat tighter — armor against air, against him, against myself.Then the Ice House door bursts open behind me. Music explodes into the night. Laughter. Someone yelling “dude, get off the table
Logan POVThe Ice House is too loud when I get back from the rink.Bass rattles the floors. Laughter ricochets off the walls. A girl squeals somewhere upstairs—the sound of someone pretending she wants to be caught.Typical Thursday night.I drop my gear bag by the door, kick off my sneakers, and stretch the stiffness from my legs. The drive from the rink wasn’t long, but it’s enough to make the ache settle deep.The air reeks of beer, cologne, and whatever perfume clings to the puck-bunny parade.Chaos wrapped in neon light.It used to feel like home.Now it just feels like static.I cut through the hall. Marco’s half-buried under a girl in one of our jerseys. Zack’s filming until I glare at him. By the time I reach the kitchen, another couple’s tangled against the counter. I look away, jaw tight.Welcome to the Hartwell Playground.The fridge light blinds me when I open it. I grab a beer, take a long pull, let the cold bite settle somewhere under my ribs.Then—“Didn’t think







