LOGINJake's POVSomething was wrong with Emma. I could feel it.Friday morning, she was quiet. Distant. Not excited. Terrified.I tried talking to her. She brushed me off. Said she was fine.But she was not fine.Afternoon came. I went home early. Found Emma in the bedroom. Paper in front of her. Writing."What are you doing?"She jumped. Covered the paper. "Nothing.""Em, what is that?""Just... nothing. Forget it."But I saw the heading. Written in her handwriting."Reasons Jake Shouldn't Marry Me"My heart sank. "Can I see that?""No. It is stupid.""Please."She hesitated. Then handed it over. Looked away.I read the list. Each line breaking my heart more.Lied for 8 years. Caused custody battle. Not educated enough. Poor background. His family hates me. Brought scandal to his business. Not from his world. Kept his son from him. Will eventually disappoint him. Not good enough. Never will be.I sat down heavily. She had written fifteen reasons. Fifteen ways she thought she was inadequat
Emma's POVI knew the proposal was coming Friday.Should have felt excited. Nervous in a good way. Happy.Instead I felt dread. Heavy. Suffocating.All my insecurities surfaced at once. Could not stop them.I was not from his world. Jake was wealthy. Sullivan family had money going back generations. Private schools. Country clubs. Connections.I grew up poor. Single mom. Welfare sometimes. Scholarship to college was my only way out.We did not belong together. Not really.And I hid his son for eight years. Lied. Kept Alex away. Could he really forgive that? Truly?Or was he just saying the right things because we had a child together?I did not finish my degree originally. Dropped out when I got pregnant. Only went back later. Years behind where I should have been.Jake had MBA from top business school. I had degree finished at twenty-seven while working full time.His family barely tolerated me. Margaret was trying now, but for how long? How long before she reverted? Before everyone
Jake's POVEmma left. Went to Sarah's. Said she needed space.I stood in our empty apartment. Confused. Panicking.Friday was tomorrow. Proposal night. Everything planned. Rink rented. Photos printed. Ring in my pocket.But Emma was gone. Shutting down. Pulling away.And I did not understand why.I called Sarah. "Is Emma there?""Yes. She is upset. What happened?""I do not know. She thinks I am hiding something. Which I am. But not what she thinks.""Jake, you need to talk to her. Really talk. She is spiraling.""Can I come over?""Give her tonight. Come tomorrow morning. She needs to calm down first."I barely slept. Kept checking my phone. No messages from Emma.Morning came. I drove to Sarah's house. Seven AM. Too early but I could not wait.Sarah answered. "She is in the guest room. Go easy."I knocked softly. "Emma? Can I come in?"No answer. Then quietly: "Yes."She was sitting on the bed. Eyes red. Had been crying."Em, what is wrong? Really wrong?""Nothing. I am fine.""You
Emma's POVJake was hiding something.I noticed it gradually. Small things at first. Then bigger.Hushed phone calls that stopped when I entered the room. Sneaking away to text someone. Checking his phone constantly.Meetings he would not explain. "Just handling something. Nothing important."Working late at the office without me. We usually worked together. Now he made excuses to stay behind.My insecurity activated immediately. What if he was having doubts about us?Marcus's words echoed constantly. "He will never forget what you did. That stays with a person."Maybe Jake was pulling away. Realizing he could not fully trust me. Reconsidering our future.The pregnancy complicated things. I was seventeen weeks now. Showing. Emotional. Vulnerable.Perfect time for my brain to convince me everything was falling apart.I tried to ignore it. Told myself I was being paranoid.But the secretive behavior continued. Got worse.One evening, Jake said he had late meeting. Would not be home unti
Jake's POVThe ring sat in my desk drawer. Hidden. Waiting for the perfect moment.But I needed more than just a ring. I needed a plan. A proposal that meant something.Not generic restaurant proposal. Not predictable beach sunset. Something us.I thought for days. Where did we begin? What place held meaning?Then it hit me. The ice rink where we first met. Summer hockey camp. Eight years ago.We were both counselors. I taught stick handling. She managed registration.I saw her across the rink that first day. Could not look away.That was where it started. That was where it should continue.I made calls. Rented the rink for private session. Expensive but worth it.Timing mattered too. I pulled up old calendars. Found the exact date we first went on a date eight years ago.April twenty-third. Three weeks away.Perfect.Details next. How to make it personal? Meaningful?Photos. Our journey in pictures. From summer camp to now. Print them. Display them around the rink.Alex needed to be
Emma's POVThe message appeared Tuesday evening. Social media DM. From Marcus Chen."Saw Jake at jewelry store. Looked like he was ring shopping. Congrats if that's where you two are headed."I stared at my phone. Ring shopping? Jake was looking at rings?We had not discussed marriage seriously since Alex asked about it months ago. Just vague "someday" conversations. Nothing concrete.My immediate reaction was panic.Not because I did not want to marry Jake. I did. I loved him. Wanted forever with him.But marriage felt enormous. Permanent. Terrifying.What if I was not ready? What if I failed at being a wife like I failed at everything else?What if marrying Jake meant he could leave more easily when he realized I was not enough?Irrational thoughts. Anxiety talking. But real nonetheless.Marcus's message continued. "Can we grab coffee? I never apologized for that scene in college. I was a jerk."Coffee with Marcus. My ex-boyfriend from eight years ago. The one I used in the fake bre







