LOGINSELENA
I take a minute to look around. I'm in an attic bedroom in the same tower as the basement cell. It's actually a nice small space, with French doors that lead to a balcony and little nooks for a desk and a vanity dresser. There's even a tiny bathroom, with a claw foot bathtub, a wobbly shower, a toilet, and the world's smallest sink. I decide to take a shower, and it works surprisingly well. I brush my teeth and put on a black midi skirt with a matching sweater set. I clip my hair back with a gold floral clip, letting some strands inevitably fall. Then I use the colored lip balm Nox once bought me as a Christmas present to stain my lips even more red and make them sparkle a little. I use some of the lip balm on my cheeks and blend it in as natural blush. Then I use some Vaseline on a q tip on my eyelashes to make it look like I'm wearing mascara on my naturally black eyelashes. And that's the extent of the makeup I'm allowed to own. Not that I own anything. Everything I have can be taken away for any reason. This skirt and sweater set are hand me downs designed to make the ruse of me being Nox's girlfriend more realistic. Some of my other clothes were given to me by Luna Margaret so I wouldn't make Nox look bad. Nobody thought of makeup. Why would someone like me need any? Or care about it? Or have any girlish dreams at all? I can't believe Crankypants is my fated mate. I grumble to myself as I put on some sensible kitten heels in black and off-white. It couldn't have been someone nicer? More patient? Someone who liked me? How can I even prove to him we're mates? It's hopeless. There's a knock on the door, and two girls, one with white-blonde hair, the other brunette, both perfect, step into the room with the command of Alpha she-wolves. I've known their kind before. “Can I help you?” I stand up. “We have the chore chart,” the blonde says, smiling. “Since you're the newest, you're on toilet scrubbing.” “Once a week, don't forget. Better start tonight,” says the brunette. “Come on, Amber.” They walk out of my room together after I've signed my name to the chart. Great, toilet scrubbing to look forward to. There's another knock. I open the door to find Crankypants dressed now in a designer pair of jeans and a sweater. “Are you ready or what?” “Do you have a name?” I ask, tired of his bullshit. “Dominic. Didn't you know that? You sure are dumb.” And with that, we're flying down the stairs. “Where are we going?” “I told you, breakfast. Then we'll be going to your first class. Then your next class.” “Wait, ‘we’?” “Yeah, little bird, we. You and I. As long as you're under our roof, you get a chaperone. Me. Your schedule is incredibly boring. Child psychology, early childhood education, teaching literature? How big of a nerd are you? That's rhetorical.” I answer anyway. “I'm just as big a nerd as you are a whiny little bi-” “Dominic!” A girl I recognize as Billie Black waves at us. “Bring the new girl over here!” We go to sit at their table after I grab a banana and Dominic grabs scrambled eggs and sausage. I sit awkwardly across from the girl two of my Alphas–two men I'd had sex with–tried to kill but failed spectacularly. I was glad. I liked knowing Hyde was in jail, and Spader–Spader fucked like a serial killer. He was terrifying and I'm glad he's gone. All of this is running through my head as I eat my banana and stare at Billie Black eating her yogurt. I have so much to thank her for. “Don't be rude,” Dominic grumbles. He's right. “Thank you,” I say to Billie Black. “What for?” she asks, head tilted. “For more than you'll ever know,” I say. Dominic puts his fork down and stares at me. Billie has her mouth open. Finally, she says, “Okay, I'll take it.” I nod and finish my banana. Dominic keeps staring. “What?” I ask him. “Are you real?” he asks me. I put his hand on my arm. “See? You should know, you're the grabby one.” “You can't be real,” he says. “Dom,” Billie says. “Sorry to disappoint you, big guy. If you wanted a fainting maiden, you should have pseudo kidnapped someone else,” I tell him, trying to be nice. “Wait, you guys didn't actually scare her last night like you were talking about. I know you didn't do that,” Billie warns. “It was just a little hazing, my Luna. You know I would never do anything against you.” “I do know you, Dom, and I know Tristan, too. This isn't over. And don't even think of letting her go anywhere without a bodyguard. I'm holding you personally responsible if our enemies attempt to hurt us through this innocent girl.” “With my life, Billie. She'll be protected.” Lunacy splintered into three groups. Ours was the only one trying to make nice with Black Rose Pack. They had other enemies. Enemies that would love to make them look bad. With one last look of sympathy at me, Billie leaves to find her mate, probably to give him a similar lecture. “You sure are a lot of fucking trouble. And don't even think of using Billie socially. If you lie to that girl even once, you'll have me to answer to. If she wants to make friends, you make fucking friends, but you keep your mouth shut.” “Back to being an asshole. Should've known. Your kind never changes.” “My kind?” he asks. “Bullies. You're all the same.” He scoffs at me. “Don’t you have class to get to before you clean some toilets?” I flip him off and walk away. It only took 24 hours of being out from under Nox's thumb for my inner rebel to come out. And she's ready to play.SELENA I'm rounding a corner in the Rock House, looking for the laundry room, when I run straight into Raven. I drop my laundry basket. “Oh, shoot!” I scramble to get my clothes back in the basket before he has time to see my underwear. Unperturbed, he reaches a hand down to me. I accept it without thinking and he helps me stand. Then he quickly puts all my clothes back and stands, holding the basket. “Lead the way, pretty girl,” he says, allowing me to go first. “Oh, you don’t have to carry that…” “But I want to. Are we headed to the laundry?” “Yes, I just have this basket to drop off. Do they really do the laundry for us?” I ask, still somewhat skeptical. “They do. So you won't have to get your pretty hands dirty. We just drop it at the window and it's ready the next day.” We come up to an open office window partition in the hallway. “Hello, Marge,” Raven says to the lady there. “Just dropping off, room 53 in the attic.” He grabs a slip from off the desk and puts my
DOMINICShe's making friends. Spending time in Billie’s dorm room with the girls. Getting presents from Raven (because of course she is). She wasn't supposed to fit in this well.“Tris, I'm at a loss. Billie put a stop to any bullying. Selena stonewalls me about Nox. It's hard to get in her head. That girl is untouchable.”“You'll think of something,” my best friend says. “The hazing went pretty well, and now you can move on to fucking with her head. Plant doubts about Nox. Flirt with her. Be seductive. Do whatever you have to do, I want them broken up. He doesn't get to have happiness when half the shit that went down he was there for.”I rub my hand across my face. I'm sitting across from Tristan at his desk in his office. As Alpha, he has his own command center in the Rock House, and as his Beta I spend a lot of time there.“You have to understand, this girl is different. There's something about her. I can't put my finger on it. She's just…different.”He looks at me blankly. “Diffe
SELENA “Mean Girls or Ghost World? We said no romances, right?” Billie asks me. I point at Mean Girls.It's Classic Movie Slumber Party Night in Billie’s dorm room. She's sent Tristan back to his room for the night, which he seemed reluctant to go to, if resigned. It's me, Abby–who is Dominic's sister–Rachel, Sophie, and two witches named Enid and Agnes. Once the room started filling up with girls in lingerie and kimono wraps, Tristan took off, probably overwhelmed. I know I am. Billie insisted I choose the movie for the night between those two, which have very different atmospheres. I appreciate her thoughtfulness in letting me set the tone for the night. Silly SNL-adjacent teen comedy felt more like my speed.I'm also busy trying to figure out how to approach the witches privately. This has been my first chance at accessing one, and the Brocklemaine sisters are famously powerful.They could help me with my problem.So, as soon as Abby, Sophie, and Rachel are engaged in gossiping
DOMINICIt was when Selena burst into tears that I knew I had to find a different strategy for making Lunacy pay through this girl. I can’t keep bullying her outright, I don't have the stomach for it.I'm really not a bad guy. I'm just in a dark place.Besides, Tristan said he wanted something poetic. Maybe I can manage that without really hurting this girl. I'm not about to get a guilty conscience over separating Nox from any girl. He can't be good for her.“Abby! Hurry up, I'm starving!” I'm eating dinner out with my sister before escorting Selena to her evening English elective. Abby is taking her sweet time getting in the car.“C'mon, Abbs, don't be like this. She meant nothing to us.” Abby's dipshit roommate–one of three, all male, all dipshits–is whining about some miscommunication between them. This happens a lot.I honk the horn.“Okay, Dom! Listen, Rafe, you guys know I'm moving out next week. Fun time is over. Let's just all agree to be platonic friends from now on.”“Abbs,
SELENAIt's not until the next day I discover the second part of the hazing. I'm standing in front of my closet, staring at the clothes I keep hanging up in there. They're covered in white streaks.Bleach or paint, I'm not sure.When I took a shower last night, I got my things out of the dresser. I didn't even open my closet until this morning.“Shit, shit, shit!” I yell, not caring who hears me. I drag my hands through my hair. What am I going to do?I hear a noise behind me and turn around. Dominic is standing in my doorway, key in hand, obviously about to make a point that I can't hide from him or something. He's looking past me at the closet. I grab a dress I particularly liked and throw it at him. It lands at his feet, covered in white streaks.“Are you happy? I don't have any money to get new clothes, so I get to walk around in this shit. I hope everyone enjoys themselves.”Then, embarrassingly, I burst into tears.“Wait, shit, I didn't know about this, I swear–”“Yeah right. Yo
SELENAA fated mate is a dumb concept anyway. I'm still thinking about that while I'm on my knees, scrubbing the toilet in the common room bathroom in one of the towers. At least I don't have to clean all the suites, just the public toilets. Sweat pours down my face. I've changed into a pair of cutoff jeans shorts and a gray tank top. It's particularly hot in this bathroom, so I have the door propped open. I hear someone clear their throat and look up.There's a guy standing there, one of the inner circle here. His hair is long, black, and wavy, and he has a septum piercing. His t-shirt is covered in different colors of paint. He's cute. “Yeah?” I say. “Women's room's across the hall if you want to use that while I'm still cleaning this one. I don't know why they aren't unisex.”He smiles to himself. “I don't need to use the restroom. I'm just wondering what you're doing.”I look him straight in the eyes. “I'm doing my taxes, can't you tell?”He barks out a laugh, like he's startled.







