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I take a minute to look around. I'm in an attic bedroom in the same tower as the basement cell. It's actually a nice small space, with French doors that lead to a balcony and little nooks for a desk and a vanity dresser. There's even a tiny bathroom, with a claw foot bathtub, a wobbly shower, a toilet, and the world's smallest sink. I decide to take a shower, and it works surprisingly well. I brush my teeth and put on a black midi skirt with a matching sweater set. I clip my hair back with a gold floral clip, letting some strands inevitably fall. Then I use the colored lip balm Nox once bought me as a Christmas present to stain my lips even more red and make them sparkle a little. I use some of the lip balm on my cheeks and blend it in as natural blush. Then I use some Vaseline on a q tip on my eyelashes to make it look like I'm wearing mascara on my naturally black eyelashes. And that's the extent of the makeup I'm allowed to own. Not that I own anything. Everything I have can be taken away for any reason. This skirt and sweater set are hand me downs designed to make the ruse of me being Nox's girlfriend more realistic. Some of my other clothes were given to me by Luna Margaret so I wouldn't make Nox look bad. Nobody thought of makeup. Why would someone like me need any? Or care about it? Or have any girlish dreams at all? I can't believe Crankypants is my fated mate. I grumble to myself as I put on some sensible kitten heels in black and off-white. It couldn't have been someone nicer? More patient? Someone who liked me? How can I even prove to him we're mates? It's hopeless. There's a knock on the door, and two girls, one with white-blonde hair, the other brunette, both perfect, step into the room with the command of Alpha she-wolves. I've known their kind before. “Can I help you?” I stand up. “We have the chore chart,” the blonde says, smiling. “Since you're the newest, you're on toilet scrubbing.” “Once a week, don't forget. Better start tonight,” says the brunette. “Come on, Amber.” They walk out of my room together after I've signed my name to the chart. Great, toilet scrubbing to look forward to. There's another knock. I open the door to find Crankypants dressed now in a designer pair of jeans and a sweater. “Are you ready or what?” “Do you have a name?” I ask, tired of his bullshit. “Dominic. Didn't you know that? You sure are dumb.” And with that, we're flying down the stairs. “Where are we going?” “I told you, breakfast. Then we'll be going to your first class. Then your next class.” “Wait, ‘we’?” “Yeah, little bird, we. You and I. As long as you're under our roof, you get a chaperone. Me. Your schedule is incredibly boring. Child psychology, early childhood education, teaching literature? How big of a nerd are you? That's rhetorical.” I answer anyway. “I'm just as big a nerd as you are a whiny little bi-” “Dominic!” A girl I recognize as Billie Black waves at us. “Bring the new girl over here!” We go to sit at their table after I grab a banana and Dominic grabs scrambled eggs and sausage. I sit awkwardly across from the girl two of my Alphas–two men I'd had sex with–tried to kill but failed spectacularly. I was glad. I liked knowing Hyde was in jail, and Spader–Spader fucked like a serial killer. He was terrifying and I'm glad he's gone. All of this is running through my head as I eat my banana and stare at Billie Black eating her yogurt. I have so much to thank her for. “Don't be rude,” Dominic grumbles. He's right. “Thank you,” I say to Billie Black. “What for?” she asks, head tilted. “For more than you'll ever know,” I say. Dominic puts his fork down and stares at me. Billie has her mouth open. Finally, she says, “Okay, I'll take it.” I nod and finish my banana. Dominic keeps staring. “What?” I ask him. “Are you real?” he asks me. I put his hand on my arm. “See? You should know, you're the grabby one.” “You can't be real,” he says. “Dom,” Billie says. “Sorry to disappoint you, big guy. If you wanted a fainting maiden, you should have pseudo kidnapped someone else,” I tell him, trying to be nice. “Wait, you guys didn't actually scare her last night like you were talking about. I know you didn't do that,” Billie warns. “It was just a little hazing, my Luna. You know I would never do anything against you.” “I do know you, Dom, and I know Tristan, too. This isn't over. And don't even think of letting her go anywhere without a bodyguard. I'm holding you personally responsible if our enemies attempt to hurt us through this innocent girl.” “With my life, Billie. She'll be protected.” Lunacy splintered into three groups. Ours was the only one trying to make nice with Black Rose Pack. They had other enemies. Enemies that would love to make them look bad. With one last look of sympathy at me, Billie leaves to find her mate, probably to give him a similar lecture. “You sure are a lot of fucking trouble. And don't even think of using Billie socially. If you lie to that girl even once, you'll have me to answer to. If she wants to make friends, you make fucking friends, but you keep your mouth shut.” “Back to being an asshole. Should've known. Your kind never changes.” “My kind?” he asks. “Bullies. You're all the same.” He scoffs at me. “Don’t you have class to get to before you clean some toilets?” I flip him off and walk away. It only took 24 hours of being out from under Nox's thumb for my inner rebel to come out. And she's ready to play.DOMINIC“It's okay baby, you don't have to do anything until you're ready. Tell us all to go to hell if you need to.”I hold Selena against my chest and wish for the power to make it all go away. I can protect her now, keep her from being exploited, and I will. But I wish it had never happened to her in the first place. The humiliation. The pain. The hopelessness. No wonder she seems untouchable; she's gone beyond this plane to a place where they can't hurt her. She seems untouchable because a part of her is protected from their degradations and nurtured on hope and sarcasm. I see her now.I pick her up in my arms in a bridal carry and take her to the immaculate bedroom. Setting her down on the bed, I sit facing her and pull her into my arms, kissing her warm, soft mouth. She kisses me back passionately, grabbing onto my shoulders as if her life depended on it. I unbutton my shirt and pull it off, then I pull her top up over her head. I thrust my fingers into her soft, thick black
SELENA“Are you ever going to tell me where we're going to?” I ask Dominic, who is packing his suitcase. Mine are ready by the door.“I suppose now is a good time. We are going to Tristan's family's cottage in the mountains, a tiny house meant for just two people to get away to.”“That sounds amazing. Is that why we're taking that giant Jeep?”“We'll need the snow tires and four wheel drive,” he tells me. “But the view is worth it.”I try to imagine snowy mountains, ski lodges, hot tubs, and hot chocolate. It seems beyond my reach. Something I would have never been allowed to go to. But now, it's a special treat from my boyfriend.Bliss like this can't last.But I dive headfirst into it anyway, determined to take advantage of it for as long as possible. All I want is to revel in this love. No more thoughts of the outside world, outside pressures. Just Dominic and me, together in our nest.So that's what I plan to do for the next week. It's Fall Break, and we have all the time in the w
DOMINIC“Selena,” I whisper. We're lying in her bed. She's awake with her eyes closed. I'm leaning over her, caging her with my arms.“Yes, Dominic,” she whispers back.I nip at her neck. She makes a small moan. “Only two days until our vacation. How do you feel about that?”Her eyes open and she smiles wide. “Pretty damn good.”“And the party tonight?”“As long as I have my shadow, I'll be feeling fine.”I smile down at her. “You couldn't get rid of me if you tried.”“Promise?” she asks playfully.“Always.”Now that Selena is mine, every day brings an opportunity to cherish and support her. Ever since she told me she had been kept as a slave and forced to work for scraps, I've been hyperaware of her emotional state. I've come to realize just how much her life has changed in such a short time. Living with us in her attic bedroom has been her first taste of freedom. The friends she's made here–Billie and the girls, Raven–are the first friendships she's ever had. She must be very emotio
SELENAThe Autumn Equinox approaches, and with it, the party everyone's been talking about for weeks. Will–or The Phantom, his stage name–is notoriously good at throwing parties. I'm sitting eating lunch with Billie when I find out more from the source himself.“My Luna, you look beautiful as ever,” he tells Billie before she kisses him on the cheek.“Sit down with us,” she tells him. “Selena's been asking about your parties. She's not a fan of partying in general, but yours are different.”The boy with the tiny star tattooed on his cheek looks at me sympathetically. “Mediocre parties can be loud, draining, and cruel,” he says, voicing the exact thoughts in my head. “My parties are more like special events. Everything is designed to give the attendees the best possible experience. We have safety protocols in place for alcohol use and consent. There are no dark corners where a girl could get hurt. Everything is carefully monitored and orchestrated into a collective experience of euphor
DOMINICAfter my fit of melodrama, it wouldn't have surprised me if I scared Selena off for good. But here she is the next morning, laying in my arms, her soft skin bare against mine. The sun shines down through the balcony doors and spreads across her face, giving her an ethereal halo. I love to watch her sleep.I took out one of her abusers last night.One down.What happened to Selena is unthinkable. That anyone could take this precious omega girl and harm her the way she's been harmed fills me with rage. I'll find a way to fight every single one of them, and take the whole rotten system out. That's why I've sent a message through the mindlink to Fleming to set up a secret meeting. We need to strategize.And it's time the pack knew who I was fighting, and, to a certain extent, why.Which was something I was preparing to bring up with Selena, when she beat me to it. “I want to tell Billie what happened to me. Maybe even the whole Omega Project,” she says on waking up. Like she's b
SELENADominic is out on the balcony, naked except for a pair of boxers, staring out into the pre-dawn mist. I go to him, pulling on a red silk robe as I go.“Dominic?”He jumps, but he doesn't turn to look at me. I touch his bare muscular back and the flesh twitches.“You shouldn't be out here,” he says to the trees. “I'm not fit company.”“What's wrong?” He glances at me, almost as if that's the most he can handle. “I ruin everything I touch, you know. You'll wish you had any mate other than me. Maybe you'll even reject me in the end. I'm a failure.” He finally looks at me. “I almost got Billie killed.”He turns away from me, looking out into the forest surrounding the Tower. He does it like he can't handle looking at me while he finishes.“I was supposed to be looking out that night, ready for anything. I was the one who was protecting Billie that night. And I had my back turned, and it all happened so fast. They tased me. Shot me full of wolf's bane. I went down. They got Tristan







