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The call ended with a definitive click.
Receiving the news that my daughter would be returning to me marked the end of an era. The end of an arrangement with my estranged child calling Moscow her home. Sixteen years had come and gone, and now she would come "home" to me.
Fuck.
I shook my head slowly, my mind numb and hesitant. Adjusting was imperative in my line of work. Usually, I could roll with the punches.
But this?
I grimaced, unsettled with this change.
Masha was coming here, to my turf, my rule, my kingdom.
It just didn't sit right with me. I couldn't see it going well.
Fuck it all.
While the anticipation of her arrival in New York City where I reigned as the boss of the Marcelli Family should've felt like a new beginning, my enthusiasm was slow to come.
Idle and vacant, I sat at my desk, staring at the opposite wall as I let the news sink in. No excitement came with the prospect of my absent teenage daughter returning to me. This state-of-the-art building in the center of the financial district wasn't her home. I had my late wife, Olga Volkov, to thank for that. I also had her to thank for the fact that I didn't even feel like Masha's father after not seeing her once, in the flesh, all her life.
There wasn't much I could be thankful for from the wife I had been forced to take thirty-two years ago. She'd protested the arranged marriage to me, a rule my father struck as his dying wish. That proclamation he'd issued on his deathbed had chained Olga to me, and me to her. And she'd used every second between our wedding and her death to resist being my wife.
Good riddance.
But Masha wasn't someone I could dismiss as easily.
"All these years..." I muttered to myself as I swiveled idly in my chair.
Since the moment my daughter was born—no, since she was conceived—I hadn't been present in her life. Olga visited me as requested, mistook me for a guard she wanted to fuck, flew home to live with her parents, and realized she was pregnant. That was how remote I was from my daughter.
I'd never known Masha as a baby or a child. Never met her or spoke to her. Pictures and a verified paternity test were sent to me in the beginning, but other than that, Olga banished me from Masha's existence.
Her parents did, bitter that their daughter had been forced to marry me, not Niko Popov.
Thinking of the sneaky bastard, I rolled my eyes. Then and now, I had few reasons to care for the asshole. Generations of rivalry and no trust wouldn't be changing the shitty connection we had anytime soon, either.
Back when I took Olga as my wife, I hadn't troubled myself with how the Volkovs wanted her to marry into the Popov family. And I didn't lose sleep about anything to do with Olga now. I'd ceased thinking about her since the moment she left me the first time, living across the country and despising the fact that I was alive.
Now, though, this news of Masha returning had to matter. She was coming "home" whether I wanted her to or not.
Sixteen years.
It felt like a lifetime, but it wasn't. All those years had come and gone with her over there, under the guardianship of the Volkovs since Olga killed herself three days after Masha was born. All that time, I'd been here, in the city I ruled, taking the Marcelli family to new heights of power and wealth.
Sixteen fucking years. And now I was expected to just take her in.
Masha was a distant memory to me. A minor thought tucked into the back of my mind. Yet, she'd soon be an inconvenience very much in my face.
Almost two decades of distance between us had been no doubt filled with criticism, judgment, and insults. Masha couldn't be coming here willfully or with glee. Olga hadn't lived with me as my wife. She'd been encouraged to go home since she'd done her duty by marrying me.
Honestly, it turned out fine for me. I didn't have to deal with her and she let me raise our first-born. That was the only reason I could ever be grateful to her—for my son. For the mere action of consummating her marriage with me, the marriage forced upon us by our fathers, she had given me my son.
With Gunsyn, I ran this city. In him, I had a legacy and a future to look forward to.
But Masha?
She was nothing more than a mistake, relocated to live with the Volkovs so they could poison her against me. Until now.
I groaned, rubbing my face and wishing I hadn't taken that call right then.
Masha wouldn't be my legacy after the years of her grandparents telling her how awful I was. Masha wouldn't contribute to my success after all that time of being brainwashed to loathe me, just like Olga had.
EstinaI opened the door as quietly as I could and entered. A maid was still seated there in a chair, watching over her. Smirking at the maid dozing, her head hanging to the side as she, too, couldn't manage to be awake in the middle of the night, I approached Masha.Her bruises would fade. The cuts on her skin would heal without much scarring. But the damage was inside. She was traumatized by her capture. She was heartbroken and lost without a family to support her.But it's not my fight.I was taxed enough with fighting to survive in the aftermath of ever crossing paths with her father.Prioritizing her care couldn't be my mission. I cared. I wanted to be here to see her smile and reconcile with Anatoli and Gunsyn and everyone in this building. I just couldn't do so without sacrificing my life and my happiness.It's not my place.Reaching over to tuck her loose hair back off her face, I sighed and tried to wall off the emotions that watching her gave me. Already, I was compromised.
EstinaA deep, stabbing ache in my shoulder blade jarred me from sleep. Wincing as I came to, I tried to lift myself off the floor. I'd passed out after Anatoli came in me, his dick twitching as he filled me with his cum. That was twice now that he'd left me unconscious, fucking me until I passed out."Ow..." I whispered it in a low groan as I turned my head to see if he was gone.The bedroom was empty, as I suspected it would be."Of course he isn't here," I muttered to myself before hissing again at the pain.Falling asleep on the flat floor wasn't the most comfortable position. Lying with my arms up, the way they'd fallen after I collapsed like a filthy, wanton whore on my hands and knees for that bossy criminal, wasn't an ideal way to relax.I hadn't intended to pass out, though. I hadn't intended to cave to him and this stupid desire he stoked in me, either."Of course, he's not here," I muttered again, pissed at myself at the fact that I had been betrayed again.Not by him. Nope
AnatoliShe leaned back against me, delirious. I took her hands in mine, wrapping my fingers around her slim wrists as I lined my dick up to pierce into her. With one hard thrust, I pushed all the way in. I dragged my dick over her pussy walls, so slick and tight. I yanked her hands down against her stomach, as if I could use her own arms as a way to brace her in front of me.On our knees, with my cock lodged deep inside of her, she cried out. Flinging forward, she nearly fell to the carpet. If I didn't have a hold on her hands, almost hugging her back to my chest, she wouldn't have stayed up."You want me to fuck you, Estina."She shook her head. "No. I want—"I pulled out as I shoved her forward. Once she was on her hands and knees, I leaned over and drove into her again.Her sweet moans filled the air."You want this," I told her, gritting my teeth through the pressure to come.She thrust her ass up toward me, rocking back to get all the friction she could.Holding on to her hips,
Anatoli"No." Estina turned from me, shifting her head lower to avoid my kiss.I didn't wait to follow her. Before, I thought it would make the most sense to give her space. Now, I realized that was my mistake."I can't..."I gritted my teeth, annoyed that she'd try that line again with me."Can't, or won't?" I growled as I reached for her. Snagging her upper arm, I forced her to face me again. As she spun, she crashed into me. Her hands rose up, planted on my chest. Her breasts smashed between us as I gathered her in a tight hug. With the lift of her sudden inhale, surprise clear in her bright eyes, she parted her lips.I didn't wait. I couldn't. Feeling her warm and supple as she gasped at my mouth covering hers undid the panic, fury, and worry that I'd struggled with since she'd dared to take off. Every second of her being gone was agony, and I was impatient to find my way back to her.Her protest was muffled as I sealed my lips to hers. Or maybe she was trying to reply to the hars
EstinaOf all things Anatoli could've said to me, that stung the most.What was I thinking?I hadn't been.Living in his house and witnessing the brutality of his world pushed me to survival. Not thinking, not being smart about this. I left earlier with no other goal than to escape. Getting the hell out of there was my motive.The car pulled up to the entrance of his building again, though, and it relieved me and depressed me at the same time.I was back. It was like I'd never even left, the time had passed so quickly. My attempt at leaving him had failed, and I was right back where I'd started.This time, as I was guided out of the backseat, I had to carry a lot more baggage with me.Fearsome nightmares replayed in my mind. I'd only been away for hours, but too many atrocities and gruesome images had come to me during them.Being smacked around by the cop when I refused to treat those criminals. Then being taunted and teased, warned of how they'd rape me and share me like a shiny new
AnatoliI didn't have to ask who.Pushing to stand, I sought my nephew's face for more clues. "Gone? How? How the fuck is she gone?" I didn't hear any alarms. If anyone dared to trespass, this entire building would've been locked down.She left. That was the only other answer.I gripped the front of the guard's jacket, furious. "How the fuck did anyone let her go?""She lied," he answered. "She said she was hurrying to get supplies for Masha."The urge to roar my frustration remained bottled up inside me. Red-hot anger consumed me, making my heart race again."Before I could check, she ran off. We gave chase but lost her," the guard said."He raised the alarm, though, and I was in the control room to see where she ran," Sergei said. "I ordered one of the men who are undercover near the hospital to look out for her." He indicated for me to follow him, and I did."She went to the hospital?" I scowled. "But she didn't need any fucking supplies." I had all we needed here. Except her."It
AnatoliEstina glanced up at me and Martin, frowning. "I didn't see her last night, either. She sometimes comes to the library when I'm in there looking for a book."Fuck.I called out to the guards to check the property. Men ran to the elevator while some went to the stairs. More of them headed to
AnatoliThe night I caved to my desire for Estina, I told her not to deny how much we wanted each other. In the next couple of days afterward, it seemed like we were both dancing around it.Her insistence to leave was a thorn that pricked at my side, but the looks she couldn't hide contradicted her
EstinaWhen I woke up the next morning, the first thing I noticed was the soreness between my legs. Anatoli had made me come twice last night. Both times were such intense releases that I didn't have the energy to get up afterward.Alone in the bedroom now, I sat up slowly. Sunshine filtered in fro
EstinaOur lips collided. Meeting in the middle with a sordid and brutal kiss, I forced her to feel the truth of what neither of us wanted to say.This draw linking us like this wasn't just chemistry we refused to address.This deep desire that lurked beneath the surface wasn't the result of the he







