Camilla
Bleak. Blank. My mind went blank. I wondered why. Well, Stephano freaking Maddens was phoning me. I couldn't think properly. I could barely breathe properly, my knees became shaky, my palms were sweaty, my stomach burned and my heart ran a mile. I was freaking out!
“S-Stephano Maddens,” I let out.
"Hey, sweetheart," he said, his voice diced with sarcasm, the same tone that used to make my skin crawl. "Long time no talk.”
The only coherent string of thought that my mind could form was, "W- Why are you calling me?" I asked, my voice shaky. I couldn't even tell when I said that out loud. My heart pounded in my chest, and a cold sweat broke out on my forehead. I felt like I was going to faint.
"W-why are you calling me?" I repeated, trying to keep my tone neutral despite the anxiety threatening to overwhelm me.
"Oh, come on," he said, his time condescending. "Don't play dumb. We're old friends, aren't we?"
I could almost see the taunt behind his words, the way he was trying to manipulate me. We were never friends, not in the way he implied. He was my tormentor, my bully, and I knew he reveled in my discomfort. What on earth did he want from me?
"I...I don't know what you want," I said, trying to keep my emotions in check.
"Aw, poor thing," he said with fake sympathy. "You're still so jumpy. I just wanted to see how my favorite high school project was doing."
Favorite high school project? The way he said it made my skin crawl. He knew exactly what he was doing, pushing my buttons, testing my boundaries. I felt a shiver run down my spine as I realized he was enjoying this, that he was getting off on my discomfort.
"I'm doing great," I lied, trying to keep my voice steady.
I clutched my purse with a death grip, my knuckles white with tension, I was desperate to know why Stefano was calling me. Why was the devil, himself, contacting me after all these years? I couldn't believe I had once had a crush on this heartless man in high school. I couldn't believe I had once thought he was charming and attractive. Now, I saw him for the devil he truly was.
"Oh, well, as you might have heard," he scoffed, "Pfft! Of course you've heard! That I recently acquired an asset. And now, I'm the head of your pathetic little boss' firm." His words were like a knife to the stomach, rubbing salt in the wound.
I had been sad when Elvis told me about losing the firm, but it hurt even more to hear Stefano say it. It hurt even more that he rubbed it in my face. I couldn't imagine the pain Elvis must have felt when he heard those words. I thought about the countless hours he had poured into building that company, the sleepless nights, the sacrifices he had made. And now, it was all gone.
I was pretty certain that he simply saw it as an opportunity to line his own pockets?
“Or to prove to Elvis that he’s superior and better,” my mind countered.
All of this, just to prove a point!
I took a deep breath and tried to compose myself, but my heart was still racing, and my palms were still very much sweating. I couldn't believe I was still reacting to him like this, after all these years. I needed to get a grip and remember that I was no longer that vulnerable high school girl. I was a strong, capable woman, and I wouldn't let him get under my skin. But as I listened to his gloating, I couldn't help but feel the anger and hurt I had once felt. How could he be so cruel and heartless? And why was he still affecting me like this?
As I spoke, my voice trembled slightly, and I couldn't help but think that I was being too audacious. My mind raced with a million different scenarios of Stefano firing me on the spot. “Okay, what does that have to do with me?" I uttered, my throat tightening with fear.
"Oh, it has everything to do with you, Camilla," Stefano said. "You work for me now."
"No, I work for Elvis," I corrected him, trying to keep my voice steady.
Stefano chuckled. "Wrong, Camilla. You work for the firm, and now I own the firm. That means I own all of its employees... including you, Camilla."
My heart sank, and my jaw dropped. "You don't own me," I protested, trying to sound brave.
Stefano's laughter sent shivers down my spine. "Don't I, Camilla? I think I do. And soon, you'll realize that too."
The only audible sound was the unsteady rhythm of my breathing.
"Now relax, Camilla," Stefano said. "I just thought you might be interested in knowing that your days of being a doormat for your incompetent boss are over."
My breathing quickened as I tried to process his words. What was he planning to do? Was he going to fire me? The thought sent a chill down my spine. I couldn't imagine anything more terrifying.
I took a deep breath and forced myself to speak, my voice still shaking slightly. "What do you want from me?"
"Nothing," Stefano replied, his tone smug. "I just wanted to let you know that things are about to change."
As he chuckled, the sound chipped on my nerves like nails on a chalkboard. I was breathing hard and slow, trying to calm my racing heart. I felt like I was on the verge of a panic attack.
In my mind, I was screaming, "What do you want from me?! Just tell me already!" But I couldn't get the words out. I was frozen in fear, unable to move or speak.
Stefano's silence was oppressive, and I knew I had to say something. "Okay..." I stammered, trying to sound calm. "Thanks for letting me know, I guess."
"See you at work tomorrow, Camilla," Stefano said, his tone groggy. "Just remember, I'm always watching."
The line went dead, and I was left standing there, shaking and sweating. I knew I had to pull myself together, but I couldn't shake off the cold feeling that had settled in the pit of my stomach.
“I hate him! I hate him! I hate him!” I screamed.
Catching my breath, I cursed under my breath,"I hate this man," I muttered, my fists clenched so tightly that my knuckles turned white.
my mind responded, "Yes, you do. Me too. But you love your job. And you need it."
"I can't believe I have to work for him," I groaned. The very thought of it made my stomach clench. I was so doomed.
"Yeah, me too. But we need the money."
I cursed him again. I called him every name under the sun. I wanted to rip him apart, limb from limb.
I hailed a cab, my hands trembling with rage. As I climbed into the backseat, I crossed my arms, and gritted my teeth. I had fought so hard to get where I was, to build a successful career. And now, it was all at risk because of Stefano.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, trying to calm myself down. I could feel the tightness in my chest. I tried to relax, to let go of the anger that was consuming me. But it was difficult.
I returned home, my heart pounding in my chest. The thought of facing Stefano tomorrow felt deadlier than ingesting my mindsbane. It was all I could think about.
I entered my bedroom and collapsed onto the bed, my body trembling. I closed my eyes, trying to block out the thoughts that were swirling around in my head. But it was no use.
All I could think about was Stefano's smug face. His words kept echoing in my mind, "I own you, Camilla." It was impossible to relax, after hearing those words.
Just as I was starting to drift off, my phone rang. I groggily reached over to my nightstand and picked it up, praying to the goddess, "Please, not the devil."
I took a peep at the screen, and my heart sank, immediately after a shot relief. It wasn't the devil, it was Elvis. I was still pissed at him, and I didn't want to talk to him right now. Not after the way he had spoken to me. Not after realizing how very little he thought of me.
I pulled the covers over my head, and squeezed my eyes shut.
****
The streaks of sunlight landed on my eyelids, spreading through the room. I groaned, pulling the covers over my head to block out the intrusive light.
I slowly opened my eyes, taking in my surroundings. I yawned and stretched, feeling the softness of my bed beneath me. Reaching for my phone, I rubbed the sleep from my eyes.
I glanced at my phone. I saw a string of texts and missed calls from Elvis. And one other text, from an unknown contact.
Curiosity murdered the cat, and I clicked the message.
It read: “Good morning, Camilla. I hope you're ready for your first day of working for me."
~ Camilla.The moment the words left his mouth. “You’re mine” I snapped.Oh, hell I wasn't his.I adjusted my dress, tugging the fabric back over my breasts with calm, smoothing it down as though his filthy hands hadn’t just been on me. My heart was hammering like mad, my skin betraying me with its stupid crazy heat, but my face? My face was stone.I lifted my chin. “I’m not yours.” My voice was steady, though I could feel the fury burning in my veins. “This…happened, Stephano.” I said, gesturing to what we had just done. “But I don’t belong to you. I’m with Alex, and that’s final.”His eyes flared, but I didn’t let him interrupt.“You can fuck me all you want,” I continued, spitting the words like poison. “Because you’re such a jerk who doesn’t take no for an answer. But I’m with Alex, and it’s none of your goddamn business when I do let him fuck me. And believe me…” I let the pause linger, savoring it, twisting the knife. “it’ll happen soon.”I turned to leave, victory simmering on
She cried out, a broken sound as I hit a spot deep inside her that made her legs buckle. "No!" she finally screamed, the word torn from her. "No, I didn't! Okay? Are you happy? I didn't!"The relief was instantaneous. The anger didn't vanish, but it shifted, morphing into something more intense. My thrusts became less about punishment and more about claim."Good," I breathed into her skin, my pace never faltering. "Because this is mine. This tight, wet fucking cunt is mine. And you're going to remember that. You're going to remember it every time you look at him.”The only sound in the cramped, dim storage room was the slap of my skin against hers, the rustle of cardboard boxes we’d knocked over, and her choked, broken whimpers. I had her bent over a stack of paper reams, my hand splayed across the small of her back, pinning her down. “You…” Thrust. “…belong…” Thrust. “…to me.” A deep, grinding slam that made her cry out.Her body was slick with sweat, her skin flushed. She was so ti
~ Stephano The corridor was silent save for the hum of the AC vents, a stillness that always accompanied this wing of the building during office hours. Most people were too damn busy pretending to work in their cubicles, which left me free to walk the halls like I owned them, because I did. My kingdom, my rules, my empire.And then I heard it.Not footsteps. Not the ruffle of papers. Something else. A muffled, soft sound. A sound I knew like the back of my hand because I’d made women produce it countless times before. A moan.I slowed my steps, curiosity pulling me toward Alex’s office like a magnet. The door wasn’t closed fully. Half-open. A mistake? Either way, I never ignored opportunities when they presented themselves.I took a step closer, angled my body just right, and there it was.Hell.My jaw clenched. My fists balled at my sides. My Camilla, mine, even if the little fool didn’t realize it, was pressed up against Alex’s desk. His hands all over her. His mouth locked on hers
~ CamillaI don’t care.I don’t care.I do not care.The words left my lips in a sharp whisper, the same way you mutter prayers you don’t really believe in but desperately hope will stick. I walked briskly down the hall, heels clicking too loud, echoing back at me like mocking laughter. My chest felt tight, my throat burned, and still, still, I forced the mantra out. I don’t care. I don’t care. He can do whatever he wants. It’s none of my business. It shouldn’t matter to me.But why did it matter? Why did my chest feel like someone had plunged their hand into it and squeezed until my ribs cracked? Why did my lungs struggle for air, dragging in ragged breaths as though even oxygen had suddenly become too heavy for me?I pushed into the bathroom, locked the door behind me, and pressed my palms flat against the sink. The mirror stared back at me, cruel, merciless, unforgiving. My face looked too pale, too brittle, my eyes already glassy with tears I refused to admit were mine.“I do
StefanoThere it is again. That damned word. Girlfriend. A title she’d branded herself with and paraded around like it was gospel truth, even when I’d told her time and time again that wasn’t what we were. That was the beginning of our fallout, and yet, here we were. I rubbed a hand over my face, swallowing down the urge to correct her. I didn’t have the strength for that battle. Not today.“Isabella…”But she cut me off, stomping closer on her ridiculous stilettos. “Don’t even! Don’t even try to talk your way out of this, Stephy. I saw the way she looked at you. I saw the way you let her. You think I’m stupid?”I pinched the bridge of my nose. “I’m trying to explain…”“You don’t need to explain. I know.” Her hands flew dramatically to her chest, nails tapping against her necklace. “Do you think I don’t notice? Do you think I don’t see when she lingers around you, acting all innocent?” Her whine dropped into something breathy, almost babyish. “It’s disgusting. She’s disgusting.”The s
~ Stephano Easing back into work after that trip was hell. Hell with a capital H, the kind of hell you didn’t get out of by mere productivity or by pretending to be indifferent. I kept asking myself the question that stupid, needy women asked, the one I swore I would never let slip into my own mind: What are we?I hated that question. Hated it because it made my blood thrum in a way that had nothing to do with work, nothing to do with logic. Who is Camilla to me? What was she doing to me? I had no answer. Hell, I didn’t even want to answer. And yet, there it was, buzzing in my brain like an uninvited mosquito, the irritating kind that keeps you awake all night.Why the fuck did this even have to be a thing? Why couldn’t it just be what it was before what it should have been, just pure, filthy, unadulterated fucking? Just a few hours, a few minutes, of her body pressed against mine. Nothing more. Simple. Clean. Satisfying. But no. Of course, no. It couldn’t be that easy. Not with me.