Watching the damn pregnancy test for the humpteeth time, I don't know if I should cry or scream with joy.
I am pregnant. But how? We only did it once! It was a mistake, or so he called it. Noah was fucking drunk that night when he came knocking on my door. After turning eighteen, I found out that he was my mate, just like I had prayed. I was over the moon but he didn't share the same excitement. He even warned me not to breathe a word about the news of being mates to anyone. I did as he instructed, hoping that he would come to wrap his mind around the fact that I was his fated mate and accept me. When he arrived at my doorstep reeking of alcohol, I welcomed him. When he kissed me Possessive, I kissed him back and when he spread my legs and settled between them, I spread them wider for him, granting him access to my treasure. Noah made love passionately to me that night but the next morning, my heart was shattered into a million pieces by his words. I had tried hugging him only for him to push me away so hard that I landed butt first on the floor. It's like my touch disgusted him. “ What happened here?” That was the first question he blurted out as he glared at me with undisguised hatred. I had tried explaining what transpired between us and how he ended up on my bed only to be cut off harshly. “ Shut up! This is a mistake, it's all a mistake!” He said before leaving the room. The days that followed, I didn't see Noah. I didn't even leave my room. I was too broken to face the world. It took me weeks to pull myself together and now with this, how was I going to live with this?A pregnant Omega without a mate? That would warrant me the title of “the pack's whore”That's what they call an unmated pregnant women. It's funny how only the female has to bear the brunt of the society's wrath when the males get to wash their hands clean of such dirty titles. It takes two to make a baby, obviously, a dick doesn't trip and slide inside a vagina. The two parties involved should take responsibility yet this heavy weight falls on the females. Born and raised by a “ Pack whore” I know what life is like and honestly, it's the last thing I want for my child. I will never let my child grow in such a situation. I have two options, either leave this place, go to a far away place and raise my child on my own because there's no way in hell I am getting rid of my baby.The other option is to approach Noah and let him know about my pregnancy. He is his own flesh and blood and the heir to this pack. I doubt that he would discard his own child. Choosing the second option, I hopped to the shower and took time cleaning my heart. I would be lying if I said I wasn't nervous. Heck, I was scared of the reaction I'll get from my mate but I knew that I had to be courageous. The future of my child depends on this. As his mother, I had to swallow my pride and approach Noah. “ What if he gets rid of the child or even both of us?” My wolf, melody, asked. I could feel her hesitation and fear through the bond. For weeks, she had not talked to me. After Noah left our room that morning, she too walked away from me and no matter how I called her, she never responded and I figured out that she was hurt by his rejection. Our human sides have less attachment than our wolves and even the slightest sign of rejection from one's mate can really break them. “ I don't think he is capable of that. “ I defended him but the tremble in my voice said I wasn't so sure anymore. “ He rejected us, remember? He doesn't want us.” Melody blurted out the bitter truth and my heart squeezed. As much as I didn't want to hear those words, it was the truth. He didn't want us or why else would he treat us worse than animals? “ We have to at least try.” I insisted. Melody didn't say another word and I believed she agreed with me or just didn't want to persuade me anymore. It was mid morning when I stepped out of my cottage and headed to the packhouse. Being an omega and the daughter of a pack whore, we weren't allowed to live in the pack house. The packhouse was unusually quiet, making me furrow my brows in confusion. Walking down the pathway, I came across a maid who was heading towards the meeting Hall in a hurry. “ Where is everyone?” I blurted out, curiosity and concern evident on my face. “ Didn't you hear?” She asked, looking at me like I was an alien among humans. “ Hear about what?” I asked, confused even more. I had stayed away from the pack for weeks and rarely interacted with people therefore, I knew nothing about the things happening in the pack. “ The Alpha will be making an important announcement today. I heard that he found his mate and would probably introduce her to the pack today.” The maid informed me before walking away murmuring about how she didn't want to miss the announcement. My brain suddenly felt clogged and my heart was sent into a turmoil. The alpha found his mate and would probably introduce her? Did that mean that Noah finally acknowledged me as his mate? But why didn't he inform me about his plans?Was he planning to surprise me? With that thought, I raced to the meeting hall, my heart leaping with joy only to crash the moment I stepped inside the hall. “ I want to present to you my mate and Luna of this pack, Serena Williams.”I froze, blood draining from my face before my anger slowly crept to every nerve of my being. Seeing that bitch standing proudly next to my mate with a smile on her face, all I wanted to do was march to her and skin her alive. Before I could control myself, I was before her, a crisp slap echoing through the room. Gasps filled the room as Serena's eyes widened with surprise, a dangerous going flickering through her eyes. “ Are you crazy?” Noah roared, his eyes flashing between red and black, showing that his wolf was struggling to take control. “ I should be asking you that. Are you crazy? How dare you bring this woman here?” I spat, my anger flaring just seeing her ugly face. Seeing her reminded me of the past, the past I fought so hard to forget. “ Who do you think you are to question who I bring here? Let me remind you in case you forgot. I am the Alpha of this pack and I get to do what the fuck I want.” Noah's face was painted with fury and I could see I had managed to anger
Chapter 4Serena's evil voice had me snapping my neck to face her. She had an evil smile on her face and I could clearly tell she was up to something. She then walked to me, her body hovering above mine where I laid. I looked around in panic only to realise that I was in the hospital. I tried to push her away, get her ugly face out of sight but she seemed to have anticipated my move and gripped the headboard. Being an alpha blood, she was obviously stronger than an omega like me and she didn't hesitate to flaunt it on my face with an evil smirk. “ A fox can't wrestle with an elephant. You should know your place.” She sneered at me.I hated being compared to a fox and I hated it even more that she was stronger than me“ What do you want?" I asked warily as I remained defenceless against her. I was vulnerable with how weak my body felt after the punishment.“ Now that's an interesting question.What do I want?" She repeated, a grin spreading on her face. " What could I possibly wa
Noah's povSitting in my office, I can't help but think about those Hazel eyes which have been haunting me in the past five years. Five years of separation and every blood moon, I have to fight against my beast from taking over. My beast, Ryker has been losing his sanity with each passing day. There are a few things I regret in life and my biggest regret is hurting her and kicking her in the curb. She was destined to be mine but because I thought she wasn't good for me, I treated her as shit and chose another as my mate. Serena was everything I needed in a woman. Smart, beautiful and powerful. She was a whole package but Ryker thought otherwise or should I say, she proved me otherwise. Two years into our marriage, I found out that she was cheating on me and that's not even the worst part, she was here on a plan with her mate, Alpha Drake of Redmoon pack. The plan was simple: poison me and take over my pack. Luckily, her plan was discovered and you have to ask about her tragic
I stood up abruptly and started following her. "Where are you going to? We have not finished our meeting." I heard Drake's voice. I did not turn to look back as I was on a mission. My mission was to find Hazel in whatever hole she had run to. Was it a coincidence or just good luck? I had come here to negotiate with Drake and had ended up finding my long lost mate. But I knew something, this was a second chance given to me to make things right and I wasn't going to let it slide.I pushed a few people that were in front of me to make way. One guy yelled obscenities but I did not care, I wanted to find Hazel before she could disappear again from my life. I didn't know I missed her so much until I saw her. My beast was pushing through in an attempt to take control but I wasn't about to let him free. I don't trust him one bit when it comes to Hazel. I can't have his longing ruin things for us. Coming across the only door she disappeared into, I tried Pushing it open only to realize that
“ Hazel please, I am begging you, don't do this. I am so sorry." Noah said while still in pain. Being an Alpha, why did it seem like the pain was too much. Usually, a rejection doesn't hurt an alpha like it affects omegas.He had run after me outside.I had escaped outside thinking that he would go back to his drinking and leave me alone but he was adamant."Stop following me or I will scream.” I threatened.“Please listen to me.” He pleaded.I stopped to look at him before saying, "I hate you so much I wish you were dead. I do not want to hear anything you have to say." I didn't mean it,deep down I knew that I would never wish anyone bad. Especially when that person was the father of my kids. It didn't matter what he did to me in the past. He deserved pain but death was out of the topic.I just wanted him to leave me alone. Seeing him again was filling my mind with dark clouds that weighed down on my soul."You don't mean that. Please, you are my mate!" He said while looking at me with
Chapter EightI arrived home tired and worn out. It had been a long night; from the fight I had with Noah, to the rude and stubborn client I attended to. I was so ready for bed, other things could wait. The only thing I needed to do was check on the twins. They were my lifeline, the only reason I was working hard. I needed to do everything I could for their survival and safety.I tiptoed into their room, careful not to wake them up. My girl was a light sleeper; any slight noise could wake her up. I did not want that. It made me happy to see them sleeping peacefully and soundly. I wished I could maintain the peace and stability we had started having in this city. I had vowed not to disrupt their lives again. My vows were going to be broken because of Noah.His appearance back in my life had made me make a spur of the moment decision. I did not want him to get near my kids or even know that they existed. I did not know how he would react if he knew he had kids and I was really not willin
Chapter NineDrake POVThis woman looked familiar. I had seen her somewhere but could not just place it. Her scent, which was warm and inviting, smelt familiar. I continued staring at her for a few seconds. She was beautiful, hazel eyes, a striking face and a mouth to die for. I was sure she was not one of my conquests because I would not have forgotten about her. Her face was too striking to forget. A man, especially an alpha, never forgets his prey.The issue was still bugging me but I decided to shelve it. I had not come to the office to socialise with workers who were beneath me.“Hazel, please ensure you see me after work.” I said before heading to my office.“Yes sir.” She answered politely.It was her voice, the way she said ‘yes sir’ that brought back the memories. She was the lady from the V-Spot club. It was all coming back to me. She was the same lady that Noah had followed to the other room. I did not hear whatever they had been talking about but I knew it was something se
Chapter TenNoah’s POVThe sound emanating from my chest was more of a growl than a groan. It was like my pain was caught between my two sides; the human and the wolf side. I did not know what to do. My wolf was starting to go crazy and I did not like it. I knew it was only a matter of time before I turned rogue. A rogue alpha was a danger to his people. These people needed to trust me enough to tell me their troubles. They could not do that when I was in a state of madness.The thought of Hazel was driving me crazy. She was near yet still so far, out of my reach. I wanted her with the intensity of fire and the fierceness of a storm. One thing was hindering me from seeking her out though; I was afraid of being rejected and humiliated. If only I could get an assurance that she would not reject me again, I would have already gone to her.“Alpha, your water.” A voice called out.Startled from my thoughts about Hazel, my hands flailed and I ended up knocking the jug of water from the maid