f i v e

~Kat's P.O.V~

When he answered his phone you could hear Madison practically screaming at him through the phone. I was sitting on his lap when he answered so I could hear everything she was saying clearly. My facial expressions changed, causing him to get up before leaving the room to finish his conversation with her in a more private setting.

“Baby, baby. Chill.” He says, repeatedly as he goes to close the door on his way out the bathroom

I know I didn't have the right to be jealous since he was talking to his girlfriend but for some reason, I was.

I hated hearing him calling her baby.

I hated that he had to leave to talk to her, but who was I to even say anything?

When Jack returns to the room he seemed visibly angry but not just angry in general he seemed angry towards me. He immediately grabs a hold to my arm before roughly pulling me outside the room to talk, or more like yell at me.

"Why the fuck didn't you tell me that Madison had you on snapchat? I would've never kissed you if I would've known!" He said coldly, causing my heart to sink.

"Why are you so mad? I didn't know she added me back on snapchat. I didn't even know that she knew I existed! I don't check to see who added me because quite frankly I don't care. And if your so worried that your girlfriend saw you kissing me, then maybe you shouldn't have kissed me in the first place. Maybe you should go talk to her about how you feel instead of me!" I say with a bit more passion than I initially had hoped.

Just as I was about to go back into the room to grab Ella and Aubrey, the feeling of two strong hands grab me by the waist, stopping me in my tracks as they press me up against the wall.

A small sense of fear begins to well up in my chest due to that fact that Jack and I had just got into an argument but then he passionately but forcefully pressed his lips against mine. I was tense at first because it was unexpected but then I started to loosen up a bit, causing the kiss to soften.

Tingles begin to erupt within me as I kiss him back on instinct. Our lips move in a perfect sync, having all of my emotions from before immediately disperse.

Jack wraps his hands around my waist before picking me up, allowing me to wrap my legs around his torso in order to deepen the kiss. The kiss begins to intensify, causing me to laugh a bit which gave him the ability to slip his tongue into my mouth. He walked over to his bed with me on his waist never breaking the kiss, not once, not even for air.

He sat on the bed with me straddling him before beginning to lift the bottom of my shirt, indicating that he wanted it to come off. I broke the kiss to take of my shirt before immediately re-connected our lips once again.

Jack starts to trace soft patterns on my back, completely relaxing my muscles before flipping us over so that he was now on top of me. He broke the kiss once more, looking me deeply in the eyes.

"You’re so sexy baby, I would give anything just to have you to myself for the night" He sings, having a small smirk tug on his face as he begins to unzip my shorts.

Anxiety begins to fill my being as I realize what was about to take place.

"Wait, Jack...I'm still uh…I'm still a virgin" I said breathlessly, feeling a sense of embarrassment take over me now.

What if Jack doesn’t want me now that he knows I’m a virgin?

What if he blocks me and never talks to me again.

Should I have told him that?

Maybe I should’ve just given him what he wanted, it’s not like I would regret losing it to my celebrity crush.

Before I could speak to take back my previous statement Jack completely stops his movements before quickly climbing from on top of me.

Fuck, I knew this was going to happen.

I shouldn’t have said anything!

I should’ve just let him have his way with me!

The silence was so uncomfortable that it soon became unbearable and I really just wanted to walk out and leave that awkward situation but I didn't want to be rude.

Just when he was about to say something Aubrey walked in, saving me from that incredibly awkward interaction.

Thank God for Aubrey!

My eyes fixate on her half awake appearance as I await her announcement seeing as it seemed like she had something important to say.

"We need to go before our parents realize we're gone." She says, snapping me back into reality.

I quickly scramble the sheets for my phone before finding it and checking the time.

6:03am? Damn, I didn't even realize we were gone for so long.

I immediately pull myself out of the before before leaving the room with Aubrey in order to go get Ella. As I make my way into the main room I couldn’t help to admire Ella sleeping peacefully on top of Matt seeing as I know she has a strong liking to him too.

"Aww they’re so cute" I hear Jack say as he comes into the room behind us.

Was he really trying to avoid what had just occurred in the last 5 minutes?

When I woke ella up and gathered my belongings I take it upon myself to swallow my pride and say by to Jack but like expected, he didn’t say anything to me in return.

Wow, what an asshole.

I can’t believe I really liked this guy.

He’s no different than all the fuck boys that go to my school.

The car ride home was really long and awkward, making me want to internally kill myself as I kept replaying those intimate moments that I shared with Jack in my head .

" So did you and G hook up?" Aubrey said, breaking the silence as she nudges my shoulder.

I guess those seven words woke up Ella because she instantly popped up from her slumped position with the biggest smile on her face.

"WHAT?! You gave Jack your virginity? When? How was it?! When were you going to tell us?!” She asks, completely bombarding me with a series of questions.

“So many questions…” I say, chuckling in order to lighten the mood.

"No, unfortunately nothing happened. We were about to but then I told him that I was a virgin and then he stopped" I said, explains everything that just happened in the last thirty minutes.

"Are you kidding me? You aren't supposed to tell them it's your first time" Ella said with a more serious look on her face.

I know, I should’ve known better.

"Why should it matter if it's my first time? " I said, feeling confused by everything that was happening to me as of late.

Neither of them responded it, leaving us in silence as I just continue to think over my unanswered question. When I finally arrived to Ella's house both Aubrey and Ella got out.

Just before Aubrey shut the car door she immediately turns to me before grabbing my attention.

"oh and Kat… you’re not supposed to tell a guy it's your first time because it's sort of a deal breaker, just saying" she saying, sending me an unreadable expression before quickly shutting the door.

Deal breaker?

Is that what happened just now?

Will Jack stop talking to me because of this?

I can’t believe myself! Of course he wouldn’t want to have sex with a virgin. Why would I tell him that?!

I couldn't stop thinking about what happened, thoughts about what happened tonight keep replaying in my head and it’s driving me absolutely insane.

Maybe that's why he didn't say anything to me when we left.

Maybe that’s why he was being so stand off-ish to me.

I wish I could've just kept my mouth shut but no, of course I just had to say something.

When I finally got home immediately pull into the driveway before quietly making my way to the front door before slowly peeking my head in to check for my parents. Once I saw the coast was clear I cautiously make my way into the house before slowly shutting the door behind me.

“I’m very disappointed in you Kat.” I hear my father say, having me quickly turn around to see both my parents standing by the staircase.

Fuck.