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One Day at a Time
Sleep didn't come easy to me that night. I woke up the next morning feeling as if I had been hit by a train. Walking into my bathroom I grimaced at my reflection, it was clear I had cried myself to sleep. Jumping in the shower I hoped to wash yesterday away but no matter how hard I scrubbed I still felt horrible.
As I stepped out I grabbed my towels wrapping one around my hair and the other around my body. Taking a deep breath I wiped at the steam that had built up on the mirror. The girl standing in front of me might as well have been a stranger, her eyes looked back at me with a dead expression on them. Grabbing my robe I removed my towel sliding into it before heading to the kitchen to start my coffee.
It was earlier than I had wanted to get up but once my eyes opened I knew I had things to do. I had no idea if the office would be open today but I needed to find out what I needed to do to put in my 30 day notice. Brooke and I both had looked at apartments last night o
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I awoke to Seth moving in his sleep, looking around I saw that it was still dark outside. As I went to sit up Seth's arm held me tighter and he mumbled something under his breath. I had no idea what he said besides my name. Hell, I can't even lie. I was glad it was my name he mumbled instead of someone else's.Finally managing to wiggle out of his grasp I stood up seeing Brooke's wallet was on the counter, walking over to it I opened it up and dug our room key out. Walking out the door I made my way to our room feeling almost as if I was sneaking away. The truth was I just needed away from Seth, I needed space, I needed air.Throwing the room key down on the coffee table as I walked in I went to my room and collapsed down on the bed. My body was sore from sleeping the way I had and the bed felt like a cloud. Closing my eyes I felt my body drifting back to sleep but before I was fully asleep I heard a click of the door but didn't think anything about it until I felt my be
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