The words had shocked us both. I hadn't expected them to fall from my lips but now they were out I couldn't find it in me to retract them. If I was honest with myself at all I would admit it was true. I needed him to wrap me in his arms and tell me things would be ok. I needed him to fight for me. Hell, I needed him to restore my faith in him.
He had told me he was on his way and the entire time I waited I was a nervous wreck. My stomach was in knots and my hands were shaking. I paced around in my living room as I waited, I felt like the rug should be threadbare from all the circles I had walked. In the end, it took him about thirty minutes before he knocked on my door. Even expecting him my heart stopped beating at the sound. It was as if the room suddenly had all of the air sucked out of it as I made my way to the door unlocking it with shaking hands.
Opening the door slowly I took Seth in. He had changed and was in a pair of grey sweats and a simple white tee. Damn
The next morning I awoke to an empty bed and I could almost make myself believe that I had dreamed up the whole night. Almost, the fact that was laying naked in bed and could smell coffee made it clear that last night had been no dream. Looking up at the ceiling I wondered if I was actually ready to forgive him, could I really move past what all had gone down between us.Getting up I went to the restroom and took care of my morning routine before pulling on some leggings and an oversized tee. Sliding on some socks I headed toward the kitchen, pausing in the entry. I couldn't help but smile as I found Seth placing bacon in a skillet and had things out to make eggs. Walking into the room I poured myself a cup of coffee before sitting at the bar so I could watch Seth cook.Seth turned to look at me before washing his hands, "I hope you don't mind. I was going to bring you breakfast in bed."I nodded, "no you're good."He arched his brow walking up beside me.
It had been almost two months since I had seen Seth. When he had said that he had a crazy schedule he meant it. Fate seemed to be against us, the few days he had been in LA, I had been in New York for a meeting. Things had just not been working out for us.To his credit Seth had been silent in the media, the last gossip concerning him had been about the two of us and our on-again, off-again relationship. We spoke on the phone every night and would text several times throughout the day but it wasn't the same. Long-distance relationships sucked, especially when you didn't really know what kind of relationship you were in. We had said we would work on it, but did that mean we were together. I swear I felt like I was back one page one.It hadn't taken me long to find out who had sent me the flowers when Seth had been down. Phillip, one of my senior advisors had sent them, however, once word got out that I had been seen with Seth the flowers halted. I kind of felt sorry for h
The moment my alarm clock went off I jumped up, even though I hadn't gotten much sleep I was full of adrenaline. Brushing my hair I pulled it up in a bun and did a natural look with my makeup. I had laid out some ripped knee jeans that had leopard print where the holes were and a black tank. Sliding on my shoes I pulled on a white button-up shirt leaving it open in case the flight was cold.I made it to the airport in plenty of time to grab something to eat before take off. My luggage was checked in and my carry one consisted of my laptop bag along with my wallet and lipgloss. My desire to surprise Seth was fading fast and I began to come up with several flaws in my actions. Things could go horribly wrong. We had never really labeled ourselves a couple again just that we would try and work things out.Groaning I made my way to my gate, it would open to board soon and I was ready to get on the plane before I changed my mind and ran back home with my tail in between my l
I awoke to a loud boom of thunder, the rain pelted against the balcony door sounding like rocks hitting it. Seth groaned at my movement pulling me back down to him. "Umm is there like a hurricane or something coming," I asked trying my best to remember if I had heard anything about one.Seth sighed pulling me closer to him, "Nah, it's just a storm. It will pass." Nodding at him I closed my eyes and tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't. In fact, I couldn't keep still. I knew I was bothering Seth so I gently eased up and made my way to the bathroom.Turning on the water in the bathtub I got in and took a quick bath before getting out and changing into a pair of cheetah print PJ shorts and a beige tank. Making my way downstairs I dug through the fridge looking for something to cook for lunch. It was almost 12 and I was starving. Seth didn't do much cooking and I was having a hard time finding something that wasn't snack food. Yawning I opened the freezer knowing that it
That night I lay in bed unable to sleep, Seth wasn't speaking to me and was currently downstairs doing only God knew what. It pissed me off he was being a jerk after I tried to compromise with him. I loved him, but I wasn't ready to take a leap of faith and just uproot myself for the second time in my life. I mean shit my parents only just started talking to me again.Sighing I rolled over looking out the balcony door. The rain had stopped and everything now was still and quiet, too quiet. It was driving me insane. Why couldn't things be easy just once with him? The rest of my life seemed to have fallen into place, it was just his piece that didn't seem to fit. Maybe it wasn't supposed to.Rolling back over to my back I grabbed my phone seeing it was only 11:30. I had brought myself to bed at 10:30 out of pure boredom. Placing my phone back on the nightstand I threw the covers off me. This was stupid, Seth was acting like a spoiled little boy who didn't get his way so no
Seth wouldn't tell me where we were going until we were about to land. Turks and Caicos didn't sound like a place I would ever want to visit but as I exited the plane I quickly changed my mind. I looked around in pure awe as I took everything in.I waited patiently as Seth took care of our business. He had told me before we landed that we would be on a private beach and would have to take a boat there. I couldn't believe he had planned all this. Not Seth. Not after the fight we had, I had been certain we were over when I boarded the jet. Now I didn't know what to think.The boat ride didn't take long and as soon as the crew unloaded our bags we were left to ourselves. Seth walked behind me looking rather proud of himself as he followed me as I looked around. Opening the sliding glass door I stepped outside, "How did you manage all this in less than a day?"Seth walked up behind me wrapping his arms around me, "I went to the studio to calm down but I kept worr
The next morning I awoke blinking at the harsh light that was streaming in through the many windows of our bedroom. Grumbling I stood up and more or less stumbled to the bathroom. I was still half asleep as I yawned stopping and looking in the mirror before heading back to bed.My hair was a hot mess. Shaking my head I walked back into the bedroom burying myself deep into the covers beside Seth. Try as I might I couldn't go back to sleep. Sighing I got up and headed to my bag pulling on a pair of underwear and a sundress. Grabbing my phone I went to the kitchen and poured myself a glass of orange juice. I wasn't a huge fan but I didn't see a coffee pot anywhere.Walking outside I sat down in a lounge chair pulling my dress up to my knees enjoying the feel of the sun on them. I had several texts and email notifications so I started with my work email. None of the emails needed my attention so I deleted them going next to my text, both Erin and Brooke had sent me several
Leaving our paradise made me a little sad. Our time away had been amazing but it also went by in a blur. Seth had his jet fly me home first and he even rode with me to my apartment only to leave me with a kiss on the doorstep. He had never brought up me moving in with him again and it kinda bummed me out. The last time he had asked me I had flipped on him, and although I still would have said no, I still wanted him to ask. Maybe the sun had damaged my brain but I already missed him and moving in with him was actually sounding better and better by the day.Brooke had come over for a minute, but it was late and she had to be up early in the morning. I guess I had jet lag because I felt like crap but couldnt' sleep. I didn't have to be at work for two more days and had planned on taking my time unpacking but I ended up doing it and even starting a load of laundry before I even attempted to lay down. The house was quiet, the only noise was from the traffic outsi