Our parents had grown up together, and now their kids were walking in their footsteps. My dad coached football at Rixon High, and Ezra’s mom Mya was the guidance counselor. It was a lot sometimes, but I loved our extended family.
Pulling on my Rixon High hoodie, I slipped out of the building into the balmy afternoon air. I didn’t expect to find Eli waiting for me.
“This is a surprise,” I said around a smile.
He gave me a playful grin in return. “I had some homework to finish so thought I’d stick around and see if you wanted to head to Cindy’s Grill and get milkshakes.” “I can’t, sorry, I have a thing.”
“Thing?”
“It’s Ashleigh’s birthday.”
“Oh crap, yeah. I remember now.”
A soft chuckle left my lips. “It was sweet of you to wait for me though.”
He ran a hand through his hair and down the back of his neck. “Any excuse to steal a minute alone with you.” He inched closer, his eyes dropping to my mouth, sending my heart careening against my chest.
“Eli….”
His expression faltered. “Sorry, I wasn’t—”
“It’s okay. But I need to take things slow.”
What we had was new. Uncharted territory. I turned eighteen in a couple of months and I’d never really dated before.
The dejection in his eyes turned to determination. “How about tomorrow night? We could hang out? Catch a movie? Whatever you want.”
His enthusiasm was flattering and I couldn’t deny it sent a small thrill through me.
He was the first guy to show real interest in me. Most boys were intimidated by the fact my father was Jason Ford. NFL legend and local football hero. But to me, he was and always would be Dad.
“Maybe.” My lips curved.
“Maybe.” He nodded. “Okay, I can work with that.”
This time when Eli leaned in, I didn’t recoil. His lips brushed my cheek but didn’t linger, and the chaste kiss made me feel all warm and tingly inside.
“Enjoy your thing, Poppy. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Bye.” I lifted my hand in a small wave and waited for him to leave, releasing a heavy sigh the second he disappeared into his car.
Eli Hannigan was a senior like me. We’d hung out a few times since the semester started, and I liked him, I did.
There was just one glaring problem.
He wasn’t the boy who owned my heart.
“Happy Birthday, Leigh Leigh,” I hugged my cousin tightly before letting the rest of our family get their time with her.
Ashleigh’s birthday was a celebration, but it was bittersweet. Sweet because she was here: happy and healthy and head over heels in love. But bitter because she’d lost so much after the car accident she and Ezra had been involved in before the summer. It was why she was retaking senior year instead of being off at college like the rest of her friends.
“Pops?” My sister Lily wrapped her arm around me as we watched Ashleigh start opening her pile of gifts. “Everything okay?” “Yeah.” I smiled.
It was senior year.
I’d made the gymnastics team for the fourth year in a row. I had my sights set on West Chester University, my grades were good, I had a small circle of amazing friends, and I was finally dating… what more could a girl want?
My gaze darted around the room, a sinking feeling going through me.
“She looks happy.” Lily let out a soft sigh, hugging me tighter and demanding my attention.
“She is.” My hand drifted to my clavicle as I watched Ezra kiss her, uncaring that they had an audience. An audience that included both of their parents. But too much had happened for anyone to protest.
“Okay, okay.” My uncle Cameron finally cleared his throat. “I just want to say a few words before you kids go and do whatever it is kids get up to these days.”
“I think we know what they get up to, Cam.” Ezra’s dad chuckled, and the rest of the adults shot him unimpressed glances. “What? They’re nineteen. At nineteen we were—”
“Okay, Ash.” His wife Mya wrestled the bottle of beer out of his hands. “No more for you.”
“Oh, come on, babe. It’s only sex—”
She clapped her hand over his mouth and mouthed, ‘Sorry,’ at Uncle Cam.
He rolled his eyes but we all saw the amusement dancing there. “As I was saying, Ashleigh, sweetheart, we’re all so very proud of you.”
“Thanks, Dad.”
“Life might not have worked out the way you planned, but I just know you’re going to achieve great things. Happy Birthday, Leigh Leigh.”
She left Ezra’s arms to hug her dad and mom, the three of them holding on tight.
Another wave of emotion crashed over me and I glanced away, swallowing down the rush of tears. Jesus, I was a mess, and it wasn’t even that time of the month.
“Poppy?”
Steeling myself, I met Lily’s concerned gaze, and smiled. “I’m fine.”
Her brows furrowed. “Are you—”
“Oh my God, Dad,” Ashleigh shrieked, throwing her arms around his neck again. “For real?”
“You’ve earned it, sweetheart.”
“E, did you see this? New York City.”
He gave her a secretive smile. “Yeah, buttercup, I knew. Asher is letting us stay at the family penthouse.”
She gawked at them both. “Thank you, thank you, thank you. Ah, I’m so excited.”
“Excuse me,” I said, shrugging out of Lily’s hold. She stared after me as I slipped into the Bennets’ house and down the hall toward the bathroom.
I was being ridiculous. It was a celebration. A party. I had no reason to feel anything but happy.
Ashleigh deserved nothing but good things.
Inside the Bennets’ luxurious bathroom, I splashed some water on my face and inhaled a deep, calming breath.
“Get it together, Poppy,” I chided myself in the mirror. “You’re being ridiculous.” Laughter in the hall caught my attention and my heart ratcheted at that voice.His voice.Aaron Bennet.One of my best friends.My…I shook those thoughts out of my head.Crap. He and his friend Cole were right outside the bathroom, laughing and joking.“I thought we were hanging with everyone for Ashleigh’s birthday?” Cole asked.“Yeah, we can, for a little bit,” Aaron said. “But then I figured we can invite some people to your house and chill.”“Dude, it’s Monday. We have an early practice tomorrow.”“So? We’re seniors now, Kandon.” Aaron chuckled. “We’ve got to make the most of it while we can. Besides, I heard Madison say she wouldn’t mind getting to know you better.” “I’m not interested in Madison,” Cole said.“Why the hell not? She’s hot as fuck.”My breath caught and I clapped a hand over my mouth.“You hook up with her then.”“Maybe I will.” Aaron snorted, and thankfully, they moved down the ha
My entire life had been building to this moment. I was Asher Bennet’s son. He’d been a Rixon Raider back in the day. He and his best friends, Cameron Chase and Jason Ford, had won the championship in senior year, and each had gone on to play Division I football in college.Now it was my turn. I couldn’t really explain it, but it felt like a rite of passage. A legacy I needed to uphold. It was a part of me, the same way blood flowed through my veins and oxygen circulated my lungs.I’d never been the star of the team. I didn’t play quarterback or catch the eye of the top college recruiters. But I was committed and knew the game, and I worked my ass off for my team.And I wanted it.I was thirsty for it.So fucking thirsty.“Hey, Cole.” Madison Staines appeared, her big eyes drinking up the sight of my best friend.“Hey,” he said, barely looking twice at her.“I was hoping we could talk.”“Yeah, bro.” I chuckled. “You should go talk.” Maybe she could help him remove the giant stick from
“Just don’t lose sight of—”“The end goal.” I moved around her but stopped to kiss her cheek. “Yeah, yeah, Dad already gave me the lecture.”“We’re not lecturing you, Aaron. We’re just aware you’re under a lot of pressure.” “Not this again.” Sofia shuffled into the kitchen, bleary-eyed and yawning.“Something you want to tell us, sweetheart?” Dad’s brow went up at her bedraggled state.“I didn’t sleep well. Is there coffee?”“Fresh pot,” Mom answered. “I’ll make it. Sit.” She went over and pressed her hand to my sister’s forehead. “Are you feeling all right?”“I feel fine. Exhausted, but fine.”“You let me know if you start to feel sick, okay?”“Sure, Mom.” Sofia dropped her head onto her arms and I glanced at Mom.“And you worry about me burning the candle at both ends.” “I’m fine,” Sofia murmured, lifting a hand in a small wave.“Where’s Ezra?” Dad asked.“Probably over at the Chases’.”“He’d better not—”“Morning.” Ezra clapped Dad on the back.“We were just talking about you.”“Wh
I was done being the girl in love with her best friend. It was exhausting.My entire life, I’d been his best friend, his confidante, his partner in crime… but I’d never been his girl.I’d never been the girl he looked at and wanted to kiss or touch or love.Jesus, I needed to get a grip.Senior year had made everything more intense somehow though. Aaron had cheerleaders hanging off him at every turn. He was hot property. The guy all the girls wanted a piece of.That hadn’t been a big surprise. Aaron was gorgeous. Tall, dark, and handsome, he had his father’s piercing blue eyes, a tanned complexion thanks to his mom’s Latina roots, and some new ink that gave him that bad boy edge.What was surprising was the way Aaron ate up the attention. The first time I’d seen him in the cafeteria with Zara Willis—head cheerleader and vapid mean girl—draped all over him, I’d thought I was seeing things.Aaron had the attention of most of the girls in our class. Of course he wasn’t going to ever noti
“Aw, look at all that cuteness.”“You call it cuteness, I call it chaos. They run me ragged, and I can swim two hundred yards in one-fifty point eight.”“Impressive.” I grabbed the books I needed and closed my locker.“You should come watch me practice.”“Maybe I will.”His eyes twinkled. “Yeah? I thought I’d have to work a little harder to get you to say yes.”“Half naked guys in itty bitty Speedos. What’s not to like?”“Oh, it’s like that, huh?” Laughter bubbled in his chest. “Can I walk you to class?”“Sure.” I shrugged, keeping a respectable distance between us. It wasn’t like we were dating, not really. We’d hung out a few times. Maybe shared a kiss in the library last week.My cheeks burned as I remembered his words.“You know, my friends told me you were a lost cause. Said that you and Aaron Bennet were a thing.”I’d instantly regretted it—not that I’d kissed him, but that I’d done it out of anger. Because a few days before, I had watched Aaron kiss Zara, and I wanted to get ba
“Well, that’s good. Because what a disaster it’d be if you were going out with him just to get back at my brother.” Her lips twisted with mild amusement but I didn’t reply.What was there to say?I did like Eli.But I loved Aaron.It was going to take time to bury those feelings.I owed it to myself to try though.Aaron“OKAY, GATHER IN,” Coach Ford boomed across the field, and we all fell into line, forming a circle around him. “That was good, you’re looking strong. Cole, good job out there, son. You and Ezra are working those plays hard. But don’t become too dependent on him. Use your other players.Learn the plays. Memorize the shit out of them.“We had it easy last week, but Marshall Prep are going to come at us hard Friday, and we need that win.”“Hell yeah, we’ve got this, Coach,” I said, encouraging the rest of the guys to join in.As captain it was my job to get them amped, to lead by example. I might not have been quarterback but I knew these guys. I knew every player’s stren
I shoved away the sinking feeling in my chest. I had three colleges on my list: Pittsburgh, Connecticut, and Iowa. But things had moved slow last year. Coach Ford and Dad constantly reassured me not to worry, that I still had time. But how could I not? I wasn’t like Sofia. I didn’t have my future all mapped out or a 4.0 GPA. I was an average student with average life goals. Except for football.Football was my shot at being something, at making my mark.“Hey, you okay?” Ezra noticed my sullen expression.“Yeah.” I gave him an easy smile. Because that’s what people expected of me. I was the laid-back one, the joker, the good guy. I didn’t take myself—or life—too seriously.“Hey, you guys want to go to Riverside after we’re done here?”“No can do, I’m meeting Ashleigh. We’re going out with McKay and Pen,” Ezra said, dragging his jersey over his head.“Of course you are.” I smiled. He and Ashleigh spent a lot of time with Gavin McKay and his girlfriend Penelope. But McKay was good people
“What? I just want to know that the first girl to catch your eye in forever is worth it.” Leo smiled, but I was too caught on his words.Eli’s new girl.New girl.His girl.My chest tightened and I inhaled a sharp breath. “Me and Poppy go way back, yeah.” “So is she?” He stared at me expectantly.“Is she what?” I gawked, confused.“Is she worth it?” Fuck.Well that was the million dollar question, wasn’t it.No.Say no.But I pasted on a fake smile and said, “Yeah.” I almost choked on the words. “She’s worth it.”Poppy“DO YOU HAVE TO SHOW OFF?” Sofia asked me as I flipped over again.Traipsing over to her, I dropped down onto the end of the lounger. “I need to burn off some steam.”“Can’t you do it without looking so… graceful?” Her lips twisted, and I returned her smile.“You’re just jealous you’re not as bendy as I am.”“Maybe.” She chuckled. “I have brains. You have brains and bendiness. It doesn’t seem fair somehow.”“You do know bendiness isn’t officially a word, right?”“It is