My entire life had been building to this moment. I was Asher Bennet’s son. He’d been a Rixon Raider back in the day. He and his best friends, Cameron Chase and Jason Ford, had won the championship in senior year, and each had gone on to play Division I football in college.
Now it was my turn. I couldn’t really explain it, but it felt like a rite of passage. A legacy I needed to uphold. It was a part of me, the same way blood flowed through my veins and oxygen circulated my lungs.
I’d never been the star of the team. I didn’t play quarterback or catch the eye of the top college recruiters. But I was committed and knew the game, and I worked my ass off for my team.
And I wanted it.
I was thirsty for it.
So fucking thirsty.
“Hey, Cole.” Madison Staines appeared, her big eyes drinking up the sight of my best friend.
“Hey,” he said, barely looking twice at her.
“I was hoping we could talk.”
“Yeah, bro.” I chuckled. “You should go talk.” Maybe she could help him remove the giant stick from up his ass.
“Not tonight, yeah. I’m busy.”
Dejection shone in her eyes as she stuttered out, “O-oh, okay. Maybe another time.”
“Seriously?” I gawked at him as she walked off. “Have you lost your goddamn mind?”
“Lay off it,” he murmured. “I already told you, I’m not interested.”
“That’s the thing though, you’re never interested.”
He drained his beer and stood. “You should worry less about my love life and more about your own.”
“What the fuck is that supposed to mean?” His accusation plunked in my chest like a stone.
Something caught his eye behind me and his lips pursed. “You’ve got company.”
I glanced back to see Zara Willis strutting toward us. “Oh fuck,” I hissed under my breath. “You invited her?”
“Like hell I did,” Cole said. “She must have found out from one of the guys.” “Ugh.” Just what I didn’t need.
“Cole,” Zara said, reaching us. I kept my eyes on the flames, refusing to meet her heavy stare.
“I’m going to get another beer. Try not to kill each other.” The traitorous motherfucker left me with her.
“Can we talk?” she said.
“We have nothing to say.” I glanced up at her. It was impossible not to trace her curves. Narrow waist, long smooth legs, and a rack most guys would die for. Zara Willis was a pretty package hiding a Grade-A bitch underneath.
But she stood there twirling a strand of her glossy blonde hair around a finger, with lust and seduction shining in her eyes and fuck, it was hard not to be affected by that. “Come on, babe. Don’t be like that. I was a bitch.” “You can say that again.” I huffed.
We’d kissed at a party the other weekend and Zara had gotten the wrong idea. Told everyone we were together… We weren’t.
She dropped onto my lap, sliding her hands over my shoulders, smiling down at me in that way few guys could resist. “You know we’re destined, Aaron. You’re the football captain, I’m the cheer captain. It’s the natural order of things.”
“I’m not looking to play games.”
“Neither am I.” Her hands ran down my chest, and she curled her fingers into my t-shirt. “We could be so good together.”
I stared at her. Big dark lashes framed her pretty eyes as she smiled at me. Most guys would kill to be me right now… so why the fuck did I feel like a heavy weight was pressing down on my chest?
You know why.
I shut that voice down. It wouldn’t get me anywhere good.
“I’m not looking to go steady, Zara.”
“Who said anything about going steady?” Her lips curved with devious intent. “But we could have some fun.”
“Fun?” My brow lifted.
Girls like Zara had fun until they got their claws so deep into you there was no backing out.
“After last year, it’ll be good for optics.”
I couldn’t argue with that. The team and cheer squad had suffered some bitter rivalry after Coach’s eldest daughter caught the eye of last season’s star quarterback. But he’d also caught the eye of the cheer captain. Things had gotten pretty cutthroat and caused Coach and his daughter Lily some heartache.
“Come on, Aaron.” She smiled, her eyes heavy-lidded and dark with lust. “I’ll make it worth your while.”
Heat snaked through me. Zara knew exactly what buttons to press. But she didn’t know my secret.
I was in senior year and still a virgin.
Because there had been a girl once.
One of my best friends.
The object of all my desires.
Poppy Ford was everything I’d ever wanted. Sweet, funny, loyal. She was one of my favorite people in the whole world.
There was just one glaring problem. She was Coach Ford’s youngest daughter… And my sister’s best friend.
“Good morning, Son,” Dad said when I entered the kitchen. “Where did you get to last night?” “Hung out at Cole’s.” I grabbed a juice box from the refrigerator.
“You know, kid. I remember what it was like senior year. Riding the high of my final season, the parties… the girls…”
“Relax, Dad, I know the deal.”
He held up his hands. “All I’m saying is don’t lose sight of the end goal. If you think senior year is intense, wait until you get to college.” Gentle laughter rumbled in his chest.
“You had Mom,” I said around a smile. “There’s no way she let it go to your head.”
“You’re right.” Mom breezed into the room. “She didn’t.” She dropped a kiss on Dad’s cheek before heading to the coffee maker. “You were out partying again last night?” “Chilling. We were chilling,” I corrected.
“Just don’t lose sight of—”“The end goal.” I moved around her but stopped to kiss her cheek. “Yeah, yeah, Dad already gave me the lecture.”“We’re not lecturing you, Aaron. We’re just aware you’re under a lot of pressure.” “Not this again.” Sofia shuffled into the kitchen, bleary-eyed and yawning.“Something you want to tell us, sweetheart?” Dad’s brow went up at her bedraggled state.“I didn’t sleep well. Is there coffee?”“Fresh pot,” Mom answered. “I’ll make it. Sit.” She went over and pressed her hand to my sister’s forehead. “Are you feeling all right?”“I feel fine. Exhausted, but fine.”“You let me know if you start to feel sick, okay?”“Sure, Mom.” Sofia dropped her head onto her arms and I glanced at Mom.“And you worry about me burning the candle at both ends.” “I’m fine,” Sofia murmured, lifting a hand in a small wave.“Where’s Ezra?” Dad asked.“Probably over at the Chases’.”“He’d better not—”“Morning.” Ezra clapped Dad on the back.“We were just talking about you.”“Wh
I was done being the girl in love with her best friend. It was exhausting.My entire life, I’d been his best friend, his confidante, his partner in crime… but I’d never been his girl.I’d never been the girl he looked at and wanted to kiss or touch or love.Jesus, I needed to get a grip.Senior year had made everything more intense somehow though. Aaron had cheerleaders hanging off him at every turn. He was hot property. The guy all the girls wanted a piece of.That hadn’t been a big surprise. Aaron was gorgeous. Tall, dark, and handsome, he had his father’s piercing blue eyes, a tanned complexion thanks to his mom’s Latina roots, and some new ink that gave him that bad boy edge.What was surprising was the way Aaron ate up the attention. The first time I’d seen him in the cafeteria with Zara Willis—head cheerleader and vapid mean girl—draped all over him, I’d thought I was seeing things.Aaron had the attention of most of the girls in our class. Of course he wasn’t going to ever noti
“Aw, look at all that cuteness.”“You call it cuteness, I call it chaos. They run me ragged, and I can swim two hundred yards in one-fifty point eight.”“Impressive.” I grabbed the books I needed and closed my locker.“You should come watch me practice.”“Maybe I will.”His eyes twinkled. “Yeah? I thought I’d have to work a little harder to get you to say yes.”“Half naked guys in itty bitty Speedos. What’s not to like?”“Oh, it’s like that, huh?” Laughter bubbled in his chest. “Can I walk you to class?”“Sure.” I shrugged, keeping a respectable distance between us. It wasn’t like we were dating, not really. We’d hung out a few times. Maybe shared a kiss in the library last week.My cheeks burned as I remembered his words.“You know, my friends told me you were a lost cause. Said that you and Aaron Bennet were a thing.”I’d instantly regretted it—not that I’d kissed him, but that I’d done it out of anger. Because a few days before, I had watched Aaron kiss Zara, and I wanted to get ba
“Well, that’s good. Because what a disaster it’d be if you were going out with him just to get back at my brother.” Her lips twisted with mild amusement but I didn’t reply.What was there to say?I did like Eli.But I loved Aaron.It was going to take time to bury those feelings.I owed it to myself to try though.Aaron“OKAY, GATHER IN,” Coach Ford boomed across the field, and we all fell into line, forming a circle around him. “That was good, you’re looking strong. Cole, good job out there, son. You and Ezra are working those plays hard. But don’t become too dependent on him. Use your other players.Learn the plays. Memorize the shit out of them.“We had it easy last week, but Marshall Prep are going to come at us hard Friday, and we need that win.”“Hell yeah, we’ve got this, Coach,” I said, encouraging the rest of the guys to join in.As captain it was my job to get them amped, to lead by example. I might not have been quarterback but I knew these guys. I knew every player’s stren
I shoved away the sinking feeling in my chest. I had three colleges on my list: Pittsburgh, Connecticut, and Iowa. But things had moved slow last year. Coach Ford and Dad constantly reassured me not to worry, that I still had time. But how could I not? I wasn’t like Sofia. I didn’t have my future all mapped out or a 4.0 GPA. I was an average student with average life goals. Except for football.Football was my shot at being something, at making my mark.“Hey, you okay?” Ezra noticed my sullen expression.“Yeah.” I gave him an easy smile. Because that’s what people expected of me. I was the laid-back one, the joker, the good guy. I didn’t take myself—or life—too seriously.“Hey, you guys want to go to Riverside after we’re done here?”“No can do, I’m meeting Ashleigh. We’re going out with McKay and Pen,” Ezra said, dragging his jersey over his head.“Of course you are.” I smiled. He and Ashleigh spent a lot of time with Gavin McKay and his girlfriend Penelope. But McKay was good people
“What? I just want to know that the first girl to catch your eye in forever is worth it.” Leo smiled, but I was too caught on his words.Eli’s new girl.New girl.His girl.My chest tightened and I inhaled a sharp breath. “Me and Poppy go way back, yeah.” “So is she?” He stared at me expectantly.“Is she what?” I gawked, confused.“Is she worth it?” Fuck.Well that was the million dollar question, wasn’t it.No.Say no.But I pasted on a fake smile and said, “Yeah.” I almost choked on the words. “She’s worth it.”Poppy“DO YOU HAVE TO SHOW OFF?” Sofia asked me as I flipped over again.Traipsing over to her, I dropped down onto the end of the lounger. “I need to burn off some steam.”“Can’t you do it without looking so… graceful?” Her lips twisted, and I returned her smile.“You’re just jealous you’re not as bendy as I am.”“Maybe.” She chuckled. “I have brains. You have brains and bendiness. It doesn’t seem fair somehow.”“You do know bendiness isn’t officially a word, right?”“It is
“She doesn’t need to be. Leo is one of the best guys I know.” His eyes lingered for a second and then he motioned for me to get in.“Leo, Sofia. Sofia, this is my best friend, Leo.”“Hey.” He barely looked twice at her, and I was aware of a strange tension between them.“Hi,” Sofia clipped out.“Everything okay?” I whispered.“Fine.” She smiled but quickly averted her eyes.Crap.“Ready to bowl?” Eli chimed, either unaware of the atmosphere in the car or trying to gloss over it.“I can hardly wait,” Leo murmured.My brows crinkled. He didn’t seem too pleased to be here, and Sofia looked less than impressed at her date for the evening.“I can’t wait,” I said with fake bravado.Maybe this was a bad idea.But it was too late now.“Oh my God.” Sofia grabbed my hand and held me back while the guys headed for our lane. “This is the worst. He doesn’t want to be here.”“I’m sure that’s not true. Maybe he’s just having a bad day.”“I love you, babe, but you’re a terrible liar. He hasn’t looked
“Is he trying to piss me off?” Sofia glared at Leo as he sat, more interested in whatever was on his cell phone than our conversation.After bowling we’d gone to Cindy’s Grill for something to eat, but the whole date had gone from bad to worse.Sofia had won at bowling, which only sent Leo spiraling into an even worse mood. Eli got pissedat him and the two of them had a heated discussion on the ride over here, and Sofia wanted to leave.But I’d begged her to stay, hoping that we still might salvage the night.I was rapidly losing hope though.“Dude.” Eli elbowed his friend in the side and Leo winced.“What the hell was that for?”“Poppy asked you a question.”“She did?”“You’d know if you were listening—”“Okay, I’m done.” Sofia shot up. “I’ve tried, I really have. But I’m done. I’ll see you tomorrow, okay?” She gave me a small smile, but it didn’t reach her eyes.And I got it, I did.If our roles were reversed, I would have wanted to leave too.“We’ll give you a ride home,” Eli said