Broken chap 23

Aarush's pov 

I feel sun rays in front of my closed eyelids and groan. Why didn't anyone close the curtains? I look beside me, feeling that I am hugging someone and then I realise why no one came here. It's because I am with my wife and this is supposed to be my private time with no one disturbing me.

I look at my wife. Her eyes are wide open. Did she even sleep? But her eyes are neither red nor swollen. I don't know how her body is still functioning and I even checked for paralysis but no, she is not paralysed.

I sigh and look at the wall clock to see that it is already 7 AM. I got ten hours of sleep finally after I slept for an hour or two for two months. I look at Saanvi. She is the reason of my peace and I am the reason of her pain. I don't know if I feel sorry for killing our child but I feel sorry for making her like this, totally lifeless.

I sigh and wake up, going to the restroom. I do my business and t