Broken scared love

Chapter 2Tanya's povToday, Sanvi is marrying Akshit vai. First, my love loved her and then she married the man she loves. Every time she smiles, a part of my heart breaks. I want to be in her place. I want to marry Ritvik. Am I asking for so much? I just wanted to marry my love and live with him happily ever after. Can't I experience the happiness Sanvi is experiencing? Can't someone come, steal my heart like Ritvik did and then marry me?But I am also happy for her. She experienced so much pain in her life. She lost her sister because of my stupidity. No, I have to be emotionally strong. I shouldn't let her know that her happiness is bothering me. And I am her friend, aren't I? Her happiness is my happiness, isn't it? I love her, don't I? Okay, I seriously don't know about the last question. I have mixed feelings about her. Because of her, my Ritvik

Chapter 4Tanya's pov We all are in Sanvi's maternal house. She has been here since her pregnancy was announced and we all are expecting her to go to labour at any moment now, since this is the expected week when she will give birth to her child.I was once again feeling jealous of her. It's wonderful how Akshit Vai let her stay with her mom and he himself settled here for seven freaking months. Well, we are also here for seven months. We all came here when we got the news and by all, it meant Sreya, her son abhimanyu,me and of course Vijay Vai and Akansha with their son Rishav.I can see the accusing glint in Vijay Vai's eyes. He had been giving me those looks since that day in Rakshabandhan but Akshit Vai, he is so sweet. He even let me vent out my feelings, without judging me and moreover, his behaviour still is the same as it was before...We hear Sanvi scream and see Akshit vai 

Chapter 6Tanya's pov I want to tell him that if he is doing all this while thinking of me as Sanvi, then I am not Sanvi but I stop myself from doing that. I already ruined her life enough. I am done with being selfish. If she could bear someone whom she doesn't love because he threatened her with my pictures, it is my duty to ensure her happiness...In a daze, I am married and soon, I am in his bedroom, waiting for my husband while I cry. I want this to be over with. Where is he? He is torturing me with his waiting game. Fear of what to come is always more tortuous than fear of the outcomes. He is torturing me with this fear...I hear a door click and I fist the bed sheets tightly. I don't know what he will do. Well, I don't know who he is. I don't even know his name and I am already his wife...I shake violently when he sits on the bed. He opens my ghunghat and looks a

Chapter 8Tanya's povWhat do you think about me? That I am a whore? That I couldn't control myself in front of these brothers? No. I know that if my husband wants to avenge his brother, he will try breaking Sanvi and for that, he needs her weaknesses. Which means that he will dig out more information about her and there is a risk that she will suffer because of me.So, this was my way of distracting him. I don't want him to be free anytime. I will help Sanvi and no one can stop me from doing so, but even my dignity and self-respect...After four rounds of him making love with me, or I say raping I didn't know when I fell asleep. When I woke up, he was not with me. I panicked and started looking for him. I hear some sounds from the restroom. So, I close my eyes and pretend to sleep. I hear the door open and he comes closer to me and speaks while stroking my cheek, "Why are you not like her? Wh

Chapter 10Sanvi's pov (surprise)It's been 3 days since I delivered my daughter Akshita..I'm so happy but I'm not discharged from the hospital till now but today I will leave..All came to meet me and akshita except one the most important person Tanya.. She was so excited for the baby but she didn't come to meet me..I asked akshit and others about her but they said she is busy with house decorations... I believe it but my heart is saying something is wrong..So here I'm going back to my home, not my maternal home.. My real home where me, my husband and baby will live..I came and Akansha did our aarti and welcomed the new member in the home..I sit and about to ask for Tanya.. Akshita started crying for milk..So I went to our room and fed her...After she was asleep I was also feeling sleepy so I slept...