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12. Mindfuck

Penulis: Erika Lana Bell
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-05-02 02:42:55

His breath grazes the nape of my neck like a brand.

I can feel the air shifting around me, the sound of his gloves tightening at the wrists, the weighted pause in the room—like the walls themselves are holding their breath, waiting to watch me fall apart. My pulse thrashes in my throat. Every inch of my skin feels like it’s crawling. I can barely hear past the rush of blood in my ears.

He moves behind me, slowly. Deliberately.

“I’m going to teach you what punishment feels like,” he murmurs, low and rough, like gravel scraping across bare nerves. “Not with pain. Not with bruises. That’d be too easy for someone like you. No. You don’t learn that way.”

I bite down hard, fists clenching in the cuffs behind me as I brace myself against the padded bench. My thighs are trembling, rage and dread twisting together into something molten.

“You learn through denial,” he continues, circling behind me like a predator. “Through control. Through the parts of you that beg while your mouth says otherwi
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