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Rhea's POV
The door slammed before I could drop my bags, and then a hand was around my throat, pinning me against the wood. Not choking, just holding, but the message was clear enough.
"Look at me."
Killian.
I hadn't seen him in four years, but I'd know that voice anywhere, cold and controlled like he was always measuring his words before letting them out. I looked up and felt my stomach drop because he'd changed, his hair buzzed on the sides with a black tattoo crawling up his neck, something that looked like wolf's teeth or worse. But it was his eyes that stopped me cold, grey like I remembered but threaded with gold now, vibrant and unnatural.
Alpha eyes.
"Get off me," I said, though my voice came out smaller than I wanted.
"The funeral was three hours ago." His face was close enough that I could smell him, gin and rain and something wild I couldn't name. "You're late."
"I didn't want to come at all."
"And yet here you are." His nose brushed my neck, and he inhaled, slow and deliberate, and I felt my pulse spike under his attention. "You smell like the city, like humans."
I shoved at his chest, but he didn't move an inch. "I am human, remember?"
"Where are the others?" I tried again, hating how breathless I sounded.
"Malachi's dealing with your father's mess and Rodger's busy, but I'm the one you should be worried about." His hand tightened just slightly around my throat, and I swallowed hard against his palm.
"I'm not scared of you anymore," I said, and the lie tasted bitter on my tongue.
Killian laughed, dry and humorless, then released my throat only to grab my wrist and yank me toward the stairs. I stumbled after him because I didn't have a choice, my bag falling somewhere behind me.
"Stop, you're hurting me!"
"You don't know what hurt is yet." He didn't slow down, dragging me up the stairs like I weighed nothing. "Do you have any idea what your father did, the silver he stole from the Pack, the treaties he broke?"
"That's not my problem, I haven't talked to him in years!"
"He signed contracts with your name on them, Rhea."
That stopped me, or would have if Killian hadn't kept pulling me forward. We were at the top of the stairs now, and the hallway stretched out ahead of us, portraits lining the walls like dead wolves in human skin were staring down in judgment.
"What contracts?" My voice came out smaller than I meant it to.
Killian turned, and something in his expression shifted, got colder and sharper. "The Lycan Debt, a life for a life, a bride for a Pack. Your father's dead and can't pay, so the Council ruled and now you belong to us."
Belong. The word hit me like a slap, and I opened my mouth to argue, to scream, to do something, but then another voice cut through the air.
"In this house, the moon is the only law."
I looked up and saw Rodger leaning in a doorway down the hall, swirling something amber in a glass. He looked like he'd just rolled out of bed with his golden hair messy and his shirt half-unbuttoned, that lazy smirk I remembered from childhood, except now it had teeth.
"Hey, little step-sis." His eyes dragged down my body, slow and obvious. "You grew up, and I like it, though you'll look better in the cage."
"Rodger, shut up," Killian snapped.
"Make me, Alpha." Rodger didn't look away from me, and his smile widened. "She's ours now, isn't she, to share?"
The blood drained from my face, and I felt cold all over. "Share? I'm your sister!"
"Step-sister," Killian corrected, his grip on my wrist turning bruising. "No blood between us, which makes this so much easier."
He dragged me down the hall toward the North Tower, that iron-reinforced door I'd been forbidden to go near as a child, and my heart slammed against my ribs. I tried to dig my heels in, but it didn't matter; he was too strong, and I was too human.
"Killian, please," I begged, and I hated the sound of my own voice breaking. "Don't do this, I'll find the money, I'll work, I'll do anything."
He stopped at the door with his hand on the handle, and when he turned back, the anger was gone. What replaced it was worse, this empty cold certainty like he'd already made his decision and I was just catching up.
"Anything?"
"Yes."
He stepped in close and crowded me back against the stone wall, cold seeping through my shirt and into my skin. His thumb dragged across my bottom lip, slow and almost clinical, like he was inspecting me.
"The debt isn't money, Rhea, our bloodline is dying, and the Lycan genes are failing." His breath was hot against my mouth, and I couldn't look away from those gold-threaded eyes. "We need a catalyst, a human girl who can take an Alpha's mark without dying."
Oh god. Oh no.
"No," I breathed.
"Yes." His eyes flashed brighter, predatory and possessive. "You're going in that room, and tonight we find out which one of us you bond to."
"I'll hate you forever," I choked out, tears spilling over hot and humiliating. "I'll kill myself before I let you touch me."
"I'd like to see you try," he whispered, and then he kissed me.
Not a bite or a snarl but a kiss, deep and brutal and hungry, tasting like rage and something older that he'd been holding back for years. And the worst part, the absolute worst part, was that I kissed him back for just a second, just long enough for my traitorous body to forget what was happening and remember what it felt like when we were younger, and he didn't look at me like prey.
Killian pulled away, and the triumph in his eyes made me want to scream or cry or both. He opened the door and shoved me inside, and I caught myself on the edge of a bed covered in silk sheets. The room was lavish with candles everywhere, and a gown lay out like an offering, like they'd been planning this.
"Get dressed," he said from the doorway, his voice flat. "Moon rises in an hour and Malachi's already waiting."
The bolt slid home with a heavy click, and I was alone in the dark, the taste of my enemy still burning on my lips and the reality of what was about to happen sinking in like lead in my stomach.
Council Elder EvanImmediately, I ended the call with Emily, and I felt enraged. Why were my plans not working? What exactly have I always done right that I am suddenly doing wrong? Because one thing I know for sure is I always get what I want. I have always been able to control Kilian. But that night, the day he came into the control room looking all tattered, I knew things were about to go sideways.I knew Kylian always had this rebellious spirit in him, but he never actually got to put it into motion. And now, whoever was backing him and telling him it was a good idea—either his brother or that witch called Rhea—was clearly working. And I'm not ready for my plans to be ruined yet. I will not let it get ruined. I will stop it in any and every way possible, even if it's my last strength.I used to do that. I got ready and made a group call to every one of the council elders, letting them know we had a meeting. And of course, they needed to be in my house first because we had to discu
Rodger POVWas this how it felt to be in love? Watching Kilian unable to control himself, trying his best to get Rhea back? Was this how it always felt? If this is how it is, then I don't think I have ever fallen in love before, because I've never felt this amount of emotion for just one person. It felt like he was trying to fight it, trying to keep his composure, but he couldn't.And at that moment, I knew I had always acted like I did not give a damn about my brother. Like I was ready to make him suffer all his life. But no, I just never wanted him to enjoy that peace I couldn't get. Yes, his life wasn't easy. I would never lie about that. He went through a lot. I would say he went through hell to be perfect like my dad.And then I tried everything in my power to make him lose that perfection, and yet he didn't. But when Rhea came, he slowly began to be the brother that I used to know before he was turned into a military man who couldn't even keep his buttons off without having them
Malachi POVI stood at the corner, watching my brother cry his eyes out, and for a second there, I couldn't understand what this amount of emotion meant. Should I call this love? I don't even know what to pinpoint it as because I don't think I am even in the right position to call whatis happening to him, love. Because I never saw it coming. I never saw anything like this coming between the two of them. Never gave this feeling that they would ever fall for each other. I thought. I thought they were just trying. Trying to hate each other more after what happened when they were children.I tried to fight back that memory, watching him cry and weep for her to come out of her sleep paralysis. And then it came to me again when we were so little. My dad was being so strict with Kilian on the day we first saw Rhea. Flashback“Wow, who owns those pretty shoes?” I said to Kilian as he shrugged. We were all around the age of 13 back then; I could remember clearly, and of course, Rodger was j
Killian POVOf course, we wasted no time as we raced after the doctor, trying to make sure he found a solution for us and an answer to everything that had just happened to her. We wanted only the truth. Just when he was about to shut the door, we busted in as he took his seat, trying to calm his nerves down. I took my seat as two brothers stood behind me and, of course, Malachi.Yes, one thing about Malachi’s incident: it happened to him unexpectedly. My dad was waging war against another pack at that moment and did not care about my brother. I was also too covered up, and then that was when we lost our dad. So I never really cared about my brother's paralysis. Yes, I knew that it happened, but I couldn't—I was just in so much control that I couldn't even come back to take good care of my own brothers. And I know that is one of the reasons why they still hate me up to this day.I know I am supposed to have already known from the start, but I guess I was just being so carefree about ev
Rhea POVYeah, I was only being bothered about the so-called relationship that was slowly brewing between Kilian and me. But then I fell into sleep, and I couldn't tell if this was a reality or a nightmare. But I woke up in that same room, still locked up, wearing the same dress I escaped in. I rushed towards the door and tried to bang it open, forcing it continuously to open, but it didn't. I began to sweat profusely. Not being able to even control my own hands, it felt like I was unable to control anything. I was soaked down to my feet in sweat. I couldn't tell if it was sweat or if I fell into something wet. I began to cry."Kilian, Rodger, Malachi, somebody, anybody out there, come and help me, please!" I shouted, but yet nothing. Nobody came to rescue. I was already suffocating. Was this a dream? I tried to escape, but it was too real. Each bump I had to the wall ached all over my body. And I couldn't hold it anymore.Only for me to open my eyes and jolt up. It was a nightmare. I
Rhea POVI couldn't stand it, sitting there and watching both of them fight over such a little issue—over these three women who seemed clearly like devils. And I knew there was no way I was stopping them. Even though I tried to calm Killian down, I knew for sure he would not come down. And of course, Rodger had to get involved, wanting me to be stronger. I never said I didn't want to be stronger, nor did I say I'm not a strong person. It's just that it's very difficult to do what one plans to do. Sometimes you might think you can actually do it.It was so hard there, but believe me, it is so fucking hard being strong. It's one of the most difficult things I do in this life, and I do it like it doesn't even matter. Even though I try to act strong every time, I am not strong. They don't even know anything about the three brothers. I knew them right from day one.I knew Killian to be brutal, well-arranged, and always careful with everything he does. And now he's sitting down right beside
Malachi POVI was just sitting down here watching my brothers fight. I wondered why both of them ever seemed to agree with each other. Each one of us has been through tough times, but it does not mean that we always have to fight. They didn't really have to fight too much, and it was all just over
Killian POVWe all sat today. Something felt wrong; something did not feel right about this place, and I needed to know what. But Malachi and Rodger were already seeming impatient, and I did not know what to do anymore. There was nothing I could do as my answer tied. Then all of a sudden, Roja spok
Killian POV“Okay, I agree. I think finding the priest to help us find her is a good idea. Let's just get the priest and get this over and done with,” Malachi said to me as I looked at him gracefully at long last.“You don't have to look at me like that. I am only doing this to protect her. I know
Kilian POV"I wouldn't come here to say rubbish with you. Do I have time to say gibberish with you? Don't ever, ever say those words to me again. I don't know what you and Rodger have been talking about. Whatever discussion leads to, I am still your brother. Well, I would never try to harm any of y







