LOGIN"Nikolai..." Vladimir lightly tapped his face. "Come on, Nikolai, you're stronger than that," his voice was desperate, pleading.My feet were glued to the ground, my mind had stopped working. My body was in complete paralysis, and my brain stuttered.I was struggling to breathe. I just fucking saw the man I love getting shot... twice and I did nothing to stop it. My mind had completely shut down when the first bullet left the barrel and connected with his skin.I lost him.I lost him.I lost him.I lost my husband.I didn't want him to die, no, I don't want him to die. I have no fucking idea what I will do without him.I saw him getting shot, not once but twice and I just stood there. My hands shook as I looked down at the gun in my hand, my fingers loosened around it and it dropped to the floor with a thud. I was trembling, shaking. I have never felt this way before. I have never felt this unbearable, agonizing pain in my chest before.My lungs felt like they had filled up with water
I have recovered, I'd say I have completely recovered but Alessandro doesn't agree with me. He still thinks that I need to be extra careful in whatever I do. He was overprotective of me, he always was, I just realized it later on.I have stopped talking to him altogether, I'm ignoring him just like he did to me. I have moved to a bedroom downstairs, we haven't been sleeping in the same bed. He hadn't touched me; I could see how much he wanted to a few times in between but he was letting me have this one.Getting bored out of my mind, I grabbed a pair of swim trunks out of my closet and decided to go for a swim. I started training again, boxing, krav maga, and martial arts to help gain my focus and muscle strength back. Swimming always helped me relax and I haven't done it in so long, in fact ever since I was forcefully married to Alessandro.Alessandro told me that the Salvatores are still hiding themselves. I wanted to deal with them especially Leah. But firstly I have to be physical
As soon as Alessandro settled in the driving seat; I leaned over and kissed his cheek and felt the light scrape of his stubble against my lips.“I love you…” I murmured against his skin, low and rough.“And I love you too,” he replied, his deep voice steady, eyes fixed on the road ahead.“Take me…”He smirked, that dangerous edge in his mouth. “Let’s go home first.”“Nope, can’t wait any longer.”“Nikolai, I’m driving.”“Then stop driving.”He flicked a glance at me, his dark eyes dragging over me, down my torso, lingering on the way my fitted shirt strained across my chest and the open collar revealed just enough of me to make his jaw tighten. “Make me…”I leaned in, caught his earlobe between my teeth, and growled softly, “Fine…”I unclicked my seatbelt and pushed myself into the backseat, the leather creaking under my weight. Alessandro adjusted the rearview mirror so he could watch me, his knuckles whitening on the wheel. The windows were tinted, no one could see us, not a damn so
That was when the world stopped, when I lost my hearing, when my body suddenly wasn't my own to control anymore. My body shook violently in a way it never had before. My legs, my torso, and my arms had a life of their own, trembling uncontrollably. I was shaking as if an earthquake had hit me. The orgasm was so intense that I even forgot about Felix, I forgot he was right there next to me. I contorted and thrashed, my hands coming up to my hair, pulling it at the roots. I let out a scream, unable to produce any other sound other than that."Blair, oh my God." Said Felix, in awe at my reaction. "Blair, that's so hot. Jesus fucking Christ."He tried holding me down, but couldn't. My moans and desperate whimpers were of someone who was completely desperate."Fuck it, I can't take it anymore."In the middle of that frenzy, Felix unbuckled his belt and undid his pants. When his soft moans reached my ears, I realized he was touching himself as he watched.I wanted to give him the same pleas
I was a few minutes late when I walked through the doors of the amphitheater. There was a bounce in my step, I wasn't sleepy anymore, and suddenly the day ahead seemed more than manageable.Side effects of good head.I shot Blair a look, knowing exactly he'd be staring at me already when I walked into the room. He had a smirk splattered across his face. I could tell he was proud of himself (boastful even) for magically curing my hangover and for successfully being the dominant one.I knew he'd never shut up about it, that he'd brag about his accomplishment incessantly. He was on a power trip, relishing in his power over me, congratulating himself on how easily he made me come. I had to think of something to re-establish normality, to gain my power back.The lecture was a breeze thanks to my good mood. I even cracked a few jokes and was more lighthearted than usual. I bet Blair had enjoyed the lecture too, taking pleasure in knowing my good mood was because of him.I knew he'd be in th
My week was busy and exhausting. From babysitting Oliver to being put to the test by Gary at his studio, all the rest of my time was spent on painting. My illicit encounter with Felix in his office on Monday was the only time I spent with him. We exchanged texts here and there, but all I wanted was for the weekend to arrive so I could be with him.On Thursday I ate lunch with Maddox. He needed me for the last touches to the hand sculpture. We ate quickly in the canteen and went straight to the studio. I couldn't stay very long because I had to be at Oliver's house at five.The plaster sculpture was incredible. It was so realistic that it looked as if my real hand had been dunked in white paint. Maddox needed to get the details of my nails and promised it wouldn't take long.While we were chatting away, both our phones went off at the same time."That's my email notification." Said Maddox, not taking his eyes from the sculpture. "I bet we got the same thing. Can you check it?"Sure eno
The warm water ran down my body as I showered. I struggled with forgetting everything that happened during the day but it was damn impossible. For the case of the warriors that challenged me, I now wanted to rip their heads off so desperately and then the Alpha, I wanted to puke all the sperms I sw
I sat in the office for pretty good hours until I lost it. This was probably one of the punishments the Alpha planned to give me because what the hell was this.I came in this office in the morning but now it was past mid day. I was hungry and bored to hell.To alleviate the boredom and silence, I
She quickly scrambled to her feet. That winning smile she had on earlier? Where has it gone?Her breath came in shallow, sharp pulls now; the arena lights caught the sweat at her temple and made her eyes look smaller. That easy, confident curve of her mouth had folded into a line of concentration a
I swallowed hard, my fingers tightening around the towel like it could shield me from her gaze. “Are you… just going to stand there?” I asked, voice higher than I intended.Mackline tilted her head, that same unshakable grin curling her lips. “Relax, just like i said before I have seen more naked b







