Sara

Sara's POV

It's been two years since we left him. The pain of leaving used to be excruciating to my heart, but as the days went by, it started to change. What used to be unbearable is now nothing but a dull ache.

I'm glad there's no news about him or anyone at home. My older two have been nagging and at some point almost begging, but they are prideful children. They never beg. Unless it's directly to their father.

I started dating Jake, and I'm not sure why. Maybe I just enjoy his company, and he's a great guy. He's such a charm, and I love how he adores my babies. Even though the twins shut him out every time, he never blames them or forces them, but everyone has a breaking point, and I'm afraid he would break one of these days.

I decided to move on and focus on my babies. I mean, it's not like we were engaged or married. We just lived together, got intimate a few times, and had five kids. Damn. That's a lot of kids. How am I supposed to do this alone?

Fuck I miss him! NO! YOU DONT!