The room was silent.
Dead silent. Even with the quiet sniffling of girls muffled by blankets, even with the scratchy rustle of limbs shifting restlessly on the bunks, the silence felt too loud. It rang in my ears like a warning bell, sharp and unrelenting. I lay on my side, my back to the others, staring at the wall, eyes wide open. I wasn’t sure anyone had actually slept. Not really. How could they? We were all just waiting for the same fate—waiting to be called into the monster’s bed and never return. But most of them had given up. You could see it in their sunken eyes, the way their shoulders drooped with defeat. They weren’t planning anything. They were just… waiting. Not me. My heart pounded so hard it hurt, but I wasn’t waiting for death. I was waiting for the right moment. And when it came—when the room finally settled into a fragile stillness, the kind that came with bone-deep despair—I moved. Slow. Careful. Silent. I peeled the blanket off and slid my legs to the floor. The cold stone made me flinch, but I didn’t stop. I couldn’t stop. Not now. I crept across the room, past the girl in the corner still trembling in her sleep. I didn’t look back. My hand gripped the metal handle of the door. I exhaled through my nose and turned it slowly. The door creaked faintly, and I froze. Nothing moved. No one stirred. I pushed it open just wide enough to slip out and shut it behind me. And then I was in the hallway. Alone. The air was colder out here. Thicker. Like the palace itself was holding its breath, waiting to see what I’d do. There was a guard standing beside the door, but he was snoring softly, head tilted back, arms crossed over his chest. Thank the Goddess. I took a step, then another, holding my breath with each one. Don't make a sound. Don’t trip. Don’t die. The hall stretched before me in eerie silence. Only the moonlight pouring in through the glass windows offered guidance, painting fractured colors across the cold stone floor. I stayed in the shadows, pressing close to the wall, my feet moving soundlessly. I didn’t know where I was going—only that the woods were somewhere beyond the palace walls, and I had to get there. That was the only plan I had. Survive. The hallway curved ahead, darker now. The moonlight didn’t reach here. The shadows were thicker, like they were alive, breathing. And then I heard it. A growl. Low. Guttural. Ferocious. It rumbled through the hallway like a storm, vibrating through the walls, through my bones, straight into the core of me. I froze. Every instinct screamed at me to run. Hide. Go back. But something else—something I couldn’t explain—held me in place. And then... I turned. Like I wasn’t in control of my own legs. I walked toward the sound. Each step heavier than the last, like wading through molasses, like fate was trying to pull me back. But I kept moving. The hallway twisted and turned until I found the door. Heavy. Iron. Cold. The growls were louder now. Snarling. Like the creature behind the door was in agony. Without thinking, I pressed the handle. It wasn’t locked. It opened with a low creak. And what I saw inside made my breath catch. Chains. Everywhere. Attached to the walls, the floor, the ceiling—all connected to one beast. But it wasn’t a regular wolf. This... this was something else. Twice the size of any wolf I’d ever seen. Muscles rippled beneath midnight-black fur. Long claws dug into the stone floor, scoring it with deep, angry marks. Its eyes glowed a blazing gold, wild and tortured. And its teeth... They were bared, dripping saliva, mouth parted in a furious snarl as it yanked on the chains, desperate to break free. It was beautiful and horrifying. It wasn’t an animal. It was a monster. And then... its eyes met mine. The moment it saw me, it lost its mind. It roared, pulling at the chains with a violence that shook the room. I flinched back, fear surging through me. It would kill me. It would tear me apart. But I didn’t run. I don’t know why. My legs were stuck, my mind screaming, but my heart... my heart was breaking. Because behind all that fury, all that rage, there was pain. So much pain. And before I knew it, I took a step forward. “No,” I whispered to myself. “This is stupid. You’ll die.” But my feet didn’t listen. Another step. The beast growled louder, yanked again. One of the chains snapped partially out of the wall. I should have screamed. Instead, I walked closer. Closer. Until I stood right in front of him. He growled, eyes narrowing on me, chest heaving with every tortured breath. I slowly raised my hand. He jerked back slightly, muscles taut, ready to strike. “I won’t hurt you,” I whispered, voice trembling. I didn’t know who I was talking to I didn’t even know why I cared. But something told me he wasn’t just a monster. He was trapped. Just like me. And when my fingers brushed his fur, he stilled. Instantly. No more growls. Just heavy breathing. Then, slowly, he lowered himself to the ground, massive head brushing against my palm. He whimpered—the sound soft and heartbreaking. And then... He wrapped his giant arms around me. Yes. Arms. I gasped. He held me tightly, burying his head into my shoulder, letting out another soft whimper. I was frozen. Completely stunned. My heart thundered. He didn’t hurt me. He didn’t bite or claw or maul. He held me. And I... I couldn’t bring myself to pull away. Eventually, my body relaxed, just a little. I couldn’t sleep, but I stayed. Because the moment I tried to move, he growled again, low and warning. So I remained there, in the arms of a beast who should have killed me but didn’t. I didn’t know what it meant. But something about it felt important. I didn’t realize I’d fallen asleep until I felt warmth against my back. A solid chest. Human arms. I jerked awake. The beast was gone. In its place, a man. His arm was around me, possessive and strong. I panicked. I scrambled away from him, heart in my throat, hands trembling. He didn’t stir. Still asleep. I didn’t dare look at his face. I couldn’t. I needed to leave. Now. I bolted. Ran from that room like my life depended on it, not daring to look back. Because I had a feeling I’d just destroyed the only chance I had at freedom.The moment I closed the door behind me, my body betrayed me.My knees buckled, slamming against the polished floor, and a sharp hiss tore from my lips. I clutched at my stomach, the pain twisting through me like a knife, like something alive gnawing at me from the inside.Cold. Hot. Cold again.I couldn’t make sense of it. My skin burned as though fire licked across it, yet my bones rattled with a chill that made me shiver so violently my teeth clacked.What was happening to me?My breaths came short and ragged. The air in the room thickened, pressing down on me, suffocating, heavy. I dragged myself forward, palms scraping against the floor until I reached the bed. My arms trembled as I pulled myself up, clawing at the sheets until I managed to crawl on top.The moment I sank into the mattress, I yanked the covers over me, desperate for warmth. But it wasn’t enough.It was too much.Heat slammed into me, suffocating, searing my skin. My chest heaved as I kicked the blankets off with a
The walk back to the palace was quiet. The kind of quiet that unsettles you deep in your bones.Emilia's steps were light beside mine, but her silence pressed against me heavier than any chain I had ever borne. I kept glancing at her from the corner of my eye, searching her face, waiting for the usual spark of fire, for her sharp tongue, for anything that felt like her.But all I found was the weight of distance.“You’ve been oddly quiet,” I said finally, my voice low, breaking the silence between us.Her head turned, her lips twitching into something that wasn’t quite a smile. “It’s nothing,” she murmured, shaking her head. “I’m just tired. Once we get to the palace, I’ll get some sleep.”Her tone was light, almost dismissive. But the way her eyes slid away from mine… it gnawed at me.Then she tried to joke. “Besides, it was my first time and you worked my body so hard. I should be sleeping for three days straight after that.”She laughed. Too quickly. Too forced.And I studied her.
I shouldn’t have asked the question. The instant the words left my mouth, I saw it—the way his body stilled, the way his shoulders locked like stone, the way the air itself seemed to freeze around him. His eyes darkened, not with rage, but with something heavier. Something old. Shame. Pain. Memories that still had teeth. I shifted in my chair, guilt rising thick in my throat. “You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to,” I whispered, almost wishing I could snatch the words back. His gaze flicked to me then, sharp and unflinching, before sliding away. For a moment, I thought he might stay silent forever. Then, slowly, like pulling each word from a wound, he spoke. “I was born on the night of the blood moon.” The room went silent except for the quiet clink of cutlery as I set my fork down. My pulse hammered in my ears. “They thought I was like every other wolf pup,” he continued, his voice low, steady, too steady. “But I wasn’t. My first shift happened when I was four.” “Four
Her eyes opened wide at my question, water dripping down her lashes like crystal tears. For a moment she looked at me as though I had asked something absurd, something ordinary. “What do you mean?” she said lightly, though her voice trembled in a way she couldn’t hide. She tilted her head and offered me a weak smile. “Who am I? I’m Emilia. Hello…” She even lifted a wet hand from the bathwater in a mock wave, as if pretending this was all a joke. But I didn’t smile. “That’s not what I mean,” I said, my voice low, rough. “And you know it.” The faint humor drained from her expression. Her hand sank back into the water. “I haven’t stopped thinking about it,” I went on, my chest tight with the words I’d carried too long. “Last night in the forest. How you stopped my beast from leaving. How I touched you last night and you're…you're—still alive.” My throat worked. “Every other woman… every single one… dead. But you’re still here. Breathing. Whole.” Her lips parted, but no sound came o
For one terrifying heartbeat, the world stopped. Her body was so still beneath my arm, so quiet, I swore I felt the cold breath of death brush against my skin. Not again. Not her. My heart thundered so violently I thought it would rip free from my chest. The curse had always been merciless—every woman I touched was doomed. And last night… last night I hadn’t just touched her. I had claimed her in every way I knew how. The thought that my hunger, my need, might have taken her from me— A low groan broke the silence. I jerked upright. “Maximus…” Her voice was a sleepy rasp, soft as a sigh. Then, with a hint of irritation, she mumbled, “Get away from me. You didn’t let me sleep until the early hours of the morning. I’m tired… and now you won’t let me sleep?” Relief hit me like a blade pulled free from a wound—sharp, dizzying. My head dropped forward and I exhaled hard, my palm dragging over my face as a shaky laugh escaped. Goddess, she scared the hell out of me. “You…” My voice
I didn’t mean to say it.The words slipped out, born from something deeper than lust, deeper than this primal hunger that had taken root inside me since the moment Emilia looked at me like I was more than a monster.‘Marry me,’ I had whispered into her ear, my lips still brushing her skin. The silence that followed was suffocating.It felt like the entire cabin held its breath. Even the storm outside seemed to pause, as if the gods themselves were waiting for her response.Slowly, Emilia turned her head, her hair brushing across my jaw. Her eyes—those deep eyes—searched mine, wide and shimmering with something I couldn’t quite name.“What… did you just say?” she whispered, voice fragile, almost breaking.I blinked. My heart slammed against my ribs. For the first time in years—decades—I stuttered.“I… I—” My throat closed around the words. Me. The Alpha King. The beast cursed to kill every woman I touched. And here I was, stumbling over my own damn tongue like a boy.Her lips parted i