HARD BONER

SERAPHINA

Cold chills seeped down my bones as I stuffed my bags angrily. My wolf growled low in my chest. Irritation crawled down my spine as I packed every last bit of my stuff into my box. My wolf perked up her ears. I heard the lock click on the door and I felt uneasy. I had expected him to stay at his brother's place… not here at his home.

The door opened and Kelavda  stilled. His eyes blew wide as soon as he saw me. My wolf snarled and showed her fangs.

"Baby no… please baby do not do this." he begged. His voice was shaky as he approached me. I slammed my box shut. My claws scraped the cardboard.

"That is the last of my stuff, Kelavra. I will drop the keys by your  counter on my way. I have nothing more to say to you. Do not approach me. If you see me, look the other fucking way. From here on… we are back to being pack strangers." I deadpanned. I refused to look at him. My wolf was done.

He had stitches by the side of his face. He had a cut on his lip. Purple under his eyes. His wolf was bruised. He had been beaten pretty good.

"No… Sera wait… please listen. I can explain. It is not what it looked like. I was asleep. My wolf was knocked out. I had no idea she was there… or…"

A scoff from me had him halting his words. A growl rumbled up my throat. His fucking audacity. Had I been so blind? So in love I did not notice?

"I will not ask you how long you have been at it. How often you have other she-wolves flocking to you… How many she-wolves you have fucked. Or who you have knotted. But do not play me for a fucking fool, Kelavra. I made it clear. We are over. My wolf rejects yours."

He dropped to his knees. His lips echoed off the wall of his den. He kneeled at my feet. Tears streaked from his eyes to his cheeks. It caused my heart to ache. My wolf whimpered. But no. I would not do this with him anymore.

"Fine… believe what you want. Please. Just let us sort this out. I would do anything for you. I love you, Seraphina.. I would never do anything to hurt you." he pleaded. He begged. He shamelessly broke into loud sobs. I wished I could believe his words but… I had pressing issues at home. 

"I saw all I needed to see. It is over." I uttered coldly. I looked down at his face. A slow sense of deja vu crawled down my spine. 

This position… I had witnessed it before. Silas had been in this position once. On his knees. Begging.. It could not possibly be that…

I shook my head. Shoving that thought away. My wolf growled at the memory. Kelavra chased after me. But I moved on autopilot. The door swung open and he rushed after me just in time for a car to pull over by his driveway.

"I have never liked you. Do not approach her ever again." My mother's voice came from the car. I fell into the backseat. Kellan stood there frozen. He did not dare move. 

My mother ignited the engine.

"I warned you. I told you about that bastard. You never listen." she spoke. Her words blurted out harshly. A mist of tears formed in my eyes. My wolf tucked her tail and whimpered.

"Why? Because I am not good enough? Because I am the loser? The less bright wolf in the pack? The little omega no one wants?" I snapped. I lost every bit of self control and restraint I had all along. My claws dug into the seat. She pumped the brakes. Her eyes zoned in on mine. 

"Darling… I did not mean…"

"No. That is exactly what you meant, Mother. I am not like you. I will never be good enough like the rest of the pack wolves. I am not you. My wolf is not yours."

"No, Seraphina. I only said that because Silas was his best friend. His almost brother. And he dated you. You are the reason Silas went away, Seraphina. You are the reason his wolf went silent. There is no point in laughing at the truth. You know this. Kelavra turned his back on his best friend for you. You believed he would not do the same to you?" she asked. Gently. She explained so softly I could not even get mad at her. My wolf knew she was right. 

I drew in a sharp breath. My fangs bit down on my lip. Refusing to cry anymore. 

The rest of the car ride was held in silence. Just like I had expected. She drove off as soon as I had gotten to the pack mansion. Her motherly duties were over. She had only driven me here to ease her own wolf's guilt anyway.

I stomped off the stairs up to my room. I flicked on the light switch. A loud screeching gasp fled my lips. My wolf snarled loud and deep. My claws shot out.

"Fuck…" Silas groaned. Both of his hands slammed into the sides of my head. He caged me in against the wall. His wolf pressed against mine. My wolf trembled but did not submit.

"You scream so pretty… Sera." he whispered. His lips pressed down on my ear. His fangs grazed my skin. A growl rumbled from his chest.

"Go on… snarl like the  bitch wolf you are. Remember this position?" he asked. I jerked my head sideways but remained trapped between him and the wall. I raised my hardened gaze to lock with his. My wolf bared every fang she had.

"I do remember it. Get out of my room." I snarled with every bit of fight I had left in me. My claws extended to full length. My wolf was ready to rip.

His teeth grazed over my ear. He bit it… almost playfully. He pressed his weight against me. 

"And if I do not? What would you do?" he asked. His voice was low and menacing. But I stiffened. I felt an obvious hardness between his thighs. My eyes dropped down. My wolf scented him.

He was hard.