"P-please release me, let me go..."
He shook his head rapidly as he tightened his grip around my waist. "N-no... I c-can't..."I bit my lips to avoid whimpering as if something tore my heart into pieces. Why did we end up this way? A love so painful and heartbreaking to assemble once again, it all fell down."B-Black, if this continued, we will only hurt ourselves. We can't save us." My sight becomes blurry as the tears occupied my eyes.The dullness in his eyes showed up even more. His once grey fascinating eyes were now dark and in pain. His eyes were trembling, his tears pooled from his eyes with his messy hair. He looked so hopeless. Should I say, 'Deserve?'"I-If I say my reasons, w-will you stay?" He stuttered.I froze for a moment before I pinned my eyes to him. There was a glimpse of hope in it yet it disappeared right away when I slowly shook my head.His broken voice broke free. "W-why?" It was like, he's a'H-he was d-dying...'I dozed up for a moment, feeling our fast heartbeats and listening to his helpless cries. It was my first time,------my first time to witness Black's hopeless' state. His trembling body, his shaky voice and wet eyes, it was all foreign for me to see.He tightened his embrace more as he whispered. "L-love please... D-don't leave me. I'm alright now, my operation was successful. I---I won't do it a-again..."My mind was busy processing what he said. But why does my heart still wasn't satisfied? Others may consider his reasons as valid, but why couldn't I accept it? Specially that he was willing to be Sofia's fiancee. I pulled myself back together and escaped myself from his embrace. I sat on the floor and leaned on the door while he's still kneeling in front of me, trying to hold my hand but I shoved it away.His expression was tired. "L-love..."I wiped my tears and looked at him as if all his confessions di
He was about to reach me but I shook my head slowly, making him stop halfway."Love..." He mumbled.I closed my eyes for a mere second before looking at him again. "What you all did to me was not considered as love Black, it was all selfish." I started. "I was glad that you have your reasons, but it was not enough. You all lied to me and didn't give me a chance to decide." I just felt that he made a decision for me, which made us break our marriage and killed my unborn child.I was relieved somehow, but I still didn't feel the satisfaction of his reasons. It was lacking. I observed how his eyes began to tremble once again. There's still one question that keeps on bothering me.My lips parted "T-then tell me," I stared at his grey deep eyes. "I heard that you have a child with you? Someone also told me that you were seeing other woman during our marriage. C-can you explain that to me if your really didn't cheat?" There was a sudden confusion from his expression. "W-where did you heard
“You want to escape?” J’s forehead furrowed. “Why?” He asked.I sighed, pulling myself together. “I---I just want to reflect on myself first and process everything.” I said, gaining his whole attention. “All those confessions were like a bomb that finally exploded and I wanted ourselves to heal first before anything else. I am afraid that if ever we’ll force ourselves again, it might hurt us both.”“Both of you will get hurt too if you’re apart from each other young madam.” His brown eyes radiated under the remaining light from the sky. “But I guess, you have a point there. The both of you also need to be independent in some cases.” He added.“Yes, we also need to be independent.” I mumbled with a low voice.I couldn’t remember how many days and weeks had passed since I was brought here, at this Island of his. Although I was disappointed of how my parents were involved with the past, I couldn’t hide the fact that I was longing for them as
“Where the hell is my wife?!” A loud, angry voice was heard outside the house. There was panic in his voice as I opened the door to go in.Rose ran near Black before she spoke with uncontrollable trembling from her tone. “T-the young m-madam is here y-young master.”Black automatically shifted his eyes to me and his panic eyes softened. His disheveled hair with his crumpled suit never lessen his handsomeness to drag other people’s interest. But w-why? Why am I still affected by his grey eyes that once neglected me? Why does my system still felt a nameless longing for his warmth and cuddles? Why did it turned out this way? Just why?“Love…” He walked towards me before caressing my hair gently. “W-where did you go?” He asked.I stared at his complicated complexion and sighed. “I wanted to breath some fresh air so I went out.” Looking away, my sight landed to the things on the couch. “W-why did you buy those?” He glanced at it, sm
“The young master would not want to witness you leave young madam, so he chose to stay in the room until you go.” Lily respectfully stated. I sighed, gripping the hem of my shirt. It’s ten in the morning and it was time for me to go. After our heart to heart talk last night, he finally granted my wish. He already contacted his people to travel with me back to the city where I belong, yet he wanted to be alone and decided to not see me off. I lifted my head, scanned my eyes around as the familiar warmth enveloped my heart. Although I was brought to this place without my consent, but for the last month that I’ve been here, I was able to love it. The kitchen where Black would often cooked for me. The living room where Kevin, him and I would watched a movie together, as well as the couch where he would pull me suddenly and embraced me tight as if I was his strength and comfort. I shifted my eyes above, looking at the close door where our room was located. The moment we shared was painfu
“Mommyyyy!” His cute little voice felt like a sweet music to my ears as I saw him running towards me with his nanny near him.I extended my arms, bending my knees as I giggled happily. “Mommy’s back baby Red!” Laughter’s then echoed harmoniously.Carrying my little three year old son, I nodded to Meredith before she walked to the kitchen to prepare dinner. I giggled when his small palm landed on my cheeks as if he was familiarizing my every features.“Mommy, I talked to daddy earlier…” He mumbled cutely. His eyebrows were thick and his features were sharp. He’s like a mini-Black but smaller. “He asked me when are we going home?”I stopped for a moment and looked at his grey eyes. Yes! He inherited his father’s grey eyes. “Did you? He video called you?”He nodded. “Daddy did. Good thing that my nanny is here when daddy called. Mommy? When are we going to see daddy in person?” He asked cutely. His pinkish lips pouted as if he was
Three days after my contract had expired, I told Red to get ready because we’re finally going home, with his nanny of course. Even with my model life, I still do many things on my own.“Is it final? I’m going to miss the both of you, specially this cute little boy.” Candice, who has a very dramatic reaction wiped her imaginary tears.I turned my eyes. “Alright Candice, I know that you’re having a good time with your-------”“Shhh! Don’t mention him again Bella.” She hurriedly cut me off. “Now go on and enjoy your flight.” She added, signaling us to go since I ruined her mood.I giggled, looking at her as if I didn’t care. Carrying Red in my arms, I glanced at nanny Meredith before she walked first. “Good bye Candice. Enjoy your date.”“I will. Enjoy yours too.” She teased.I just nodded lazily. “If I have one.”The flight was not so boring since I have Red with me. Although I’m a high-paid model in the indu
When we arrived at my family’s mansion, we were welcomed by my relatives and friends with a simple lunch together. However, I didn’t saw the person whom I’m eager to meet again after four years.“Princess!” I shifted my eyes to where the familiar voice was and saw my two handsome brothers walking towards me. Brother Casper slowly stretched his lips as he extended his arms. “How’s our little sister?” He playfully asked.I rolled my eyes. “I’m not little anymore.”“Are you?” Our oldest, brother Andrew teased.I hugged both of them and nodded. “I am.” Looking at my back, I signaled Red to come over. “By the way, my cute little son wants to great his uncles.” He unexpectedly looked at them calmly and did the ‘mano po’ before smiling. “Hello uncles. I’m Red De Villa, your handsome niece.” He stated seriously.They both clapped, amazed by my son’s behavior and intelligence. “Why Princess, our niece didn’t inher