เข้าสู่ระบบEMIRIEL’S POV.
Monsters. Gods. Devils. Those are the names we’ve been given and called over time. Since we were six, we’ve been branded as ‘the mad brothers’, alphas of the shadowcrest pack, the unattainable, the undetectable. It should be something to be proud of, to revel in, to boast and shout about. But instead, it’s a shame. A plague. A curse. A disaster. Because every good thing comes with a price, and hunger is our price to pay for whatever good we have left in us. My eyes flicked to where Rowan was seated, a woman maid was pleasuring him, his hand on her ass as she bounced up and down on his cock, her moans mixed with pain. I looked over at Malakai, Melissa, his personal favorite, bent back as he pushed in and out of her, spanking her as she pleaded for him to go faster. It has always been a shock how Melissa could handle him, and that’s why he liked her. I looked at Nikolai, our above-and-beyond. His hunger was insatiable, unmatched. We were all cursed, but his hunger knew no bottom. Three women were on him, two on their knees, taking turns kissing each other, fondling each other, and sucking his dick. The last one was on his face, feeding him all sorts of small fruits while burying herself right in his mouth. This was our shame, our harem, our dirty little secret. Never to be told. Never to be seen. It was our hunger, unreached, unmatched, insatiable. I watched all of this with a bored expression, my eyes drooping, almost closing. I was the only one who had grown past all of this. Our hunger knew no limit, from food to sport, to sex, we had to do it 100 times more than the average werewolf. It was our curse and our life. A knock came on the door, halting every movement in the room. Malakai slid out of Melissa, spanking her one more time as she walked naked to the door before opening it. Our beta, Basil, worked in, nodding at me before pushing a woman inside the room. “Another spy?” I asked, groaning as I did. When will they get the memo and stop sending them? “Yes, my alpha. She was fou… He stopped as I stood up, stalking towards the whimpering woman on the floor, her hands clasped together. “Pl…plea…please I beg you…I don’t want to die…please..” I grabbed her jaw, my wolf coming so close to the surface of my skin. He wanted something. Anything. Even if it was this woman in front of me. “Who sent you?” “Pl…plea..” tears rolled down her cheeks, her lips quivering as she stared into my eyes. “Who sent you?” I asked again, my voice low and calm. I clenched my jaw, stopping the growl that was about to slip out. “Ridgesaw pa..ridges…alpha Cole..” I released her from my grip, standing up as I stared at her, contemplating whether to kill her or not. How many of her have I killed? Thirty? Fifty? Hundred? I’d lost count at this point. And I know exactly the moment her blood touched down, I won’t be able to stop myself. To stop my hunger. I’d said Nikolai was the worst of us all, but I lied. I am the worst. Sex, food, sport, hunting, all those still satiated my brother. But I needed something new. Something worth fighting for. Something that didn’t kneel and beg. Something to challenge me. “What should I do with her, Alpha?” “Please, I beg you…spare me and I’ll leave. I beg you…he… In a flash, I was in front of her, my teeth sinking into her neck as her blood spilled on the floor. Her cries came to an end, life draining out of her body. I pulled back, wiping my jaw with my sleeve as I stared at her lazily. She was small. They were all small. And yet they still kept sending them in hopes that they’d figure out something about us. And they’ll use that to destroy us, take our power. But instead, we kept killing them or enjoying them. Some became too attached to leave, like Melissa, all in hopes that we might fall in love with her or keep her forever. Others tried to run, but most of them only ended up dead, unable to leave this place. The minute you entered our world, it became yours too. We never forced them, so they never blamed us. “Clean this up, and send a message to Cole. Tell him we’ll be attacking in a week. Ask him to prepare.” I said as I returned to where I was sitting, watching my brothers continue their actions. “Yes, alpha. The priestess is outside. She said she has news.” At that, everyone stopped what they were doing, my brother's eyes snapping to Basil. Nikolai was the first to talk, “Everyone out!” The beta carried the dead woman off the ground, the other ladies slipping their clothes on as they exited the room. At their exit, the priestess, a middle-aged woman, walked into the room, scrunching her nose up at the smell of everything. “Do you have news this time?” Rowan spoke first. “Yes, your highnesses. I have come bearing news.” “Good or bad?” Malakai asked. The priestess gulped down, her smile faltering on her face before she replied, “Bad. Very bad.” I could already feel Rowan rolling his eyes, Malakai leaning back into a bored position, and Nikolai crossing his legs—their actions whenever they didn’t want to hear anything. “Go on Miasan.” I said. “I have finally found her, your highnesses. Your mate. She has been found.” We all fell silent at her words. For years, we had thought ourselves mateless, another curse to add to our hunger. Miasan continued, “But there’s a problem, my lords.” Nikolai scoffed, “What problem can there be, Miasan? This is good news. She’s our mate.” She shook her head, her white eyes full of pity. It was a wonder how she always seemed to know where to look without eyeballs, “She’ll be your doom or your making. She’ll have the power to liberate you from your hunger. Or she can push you further into it. It’ll be challenging, riveting, you’ll reach a state you’ve never reached before.” I felt all my brothers sit up, their ears now attentive and intrigued. I met Nikolai’s eyes, a small smile dancing on his lips. They’ve also been bored, grown tired of the senseless killing and sex. “If she’s your making, your highness. It’ll be something to celebrate. But if she’s your doom..” She shuddered, the rest of her words dying in her throat. “What would happen if she’s our doom?” Malakai asked. She shook her head, a distraught look on her face, “I don’t know either, my majesties. I was only shown. It’ll be everyone’s undoing if not taken care of.” Something rippled in my chest. Sweet. Charming. A challenge. Just like I’ve always wanted. “And when is she to arrive?” Rowan asked. “Soon. Soon.” The priestess said as she bowed and exited the room. I closed my eyes, savoring her words all over again. I could feel the blood of the woman I just killed trickling down my throat, tangling with my excitement. For years, it has been a senseless hunger, killing, maiming, claiming with nothing to look forward to. Now there was something to look forward to. My wolf growled inside of me, whining and snarling. Red flashed in my eyes as I shut it, calming myself down. When I opened them, I met my brothers, and I could tell we were all thinking the same: “I want every woman prepared. We’re going to have lots of fun.”ANOKAI’S POV“You’re scared of losing control,” I said, the realization hitting me with sudden clarity.Rowan’s expression shifted, something flickering in his eyes. “How is that related?”I moved closer to them, not all the way back, but enough that I didn’t have to shout. “Because this takes the control out of your hands. Up here, on this edge, you can’t rely on strength or power or violence. You can fall. You can die. And there’s nothing you can do to stop it.”The words settled over us, heavy with truth.“Everything in your lives,” I continued quietly, “you control through force. Through fear. Through being stronger and faster and more dangerous than anyone else. But gravity?” I gestured back toward the edge. “Gravity doesn’t care how powerful you are. Doesn’t care about your curse or your hunger or your reputation. One wrong step and you fall just like anyone else.”Silence greeted my words.Emiriel’s expression was unreadable, but I saw something shift in his eyes. Understand
ANOKAI’S POV“If you’re trying to kill me,” I said, my breath coming in short gasps as we climbed yet another steep incline, “you should just tell me now. At least give me the dignity of knowing.”My legs burned, my lungs ached, and sweat dampened my back despite the cooling afternoon air. We’d been walking—no, climbing for what felt like an eternity, following a narrow path that wound up and up through increasingly dense trees.“We’re close,” Rowan said without looking back, his pace never slowing.“You said that ten minutes ago,” I muttered.“And we’re closer now than we were then,” Emiriel added from behind me, amusement threading through his voice.I wanted to snap at him, but I needed all my breath just to keep moving. The path was getting steeper, the rocks under my feet loose and treacherous. More than once I’d nearly slipped, catching myself at the last moment.Where the hell were they taking me?We rounded another bend, and suddenly the trees thinned. The oppressive canopy
ANOKAIA laugh escaped my lips, genuine and surprised. “Really? Two sisters?”Rissa nodded, her smile soft and warm. “Yes, my lady. Both younger than me. They mean the world to me.”“I can’t imagine having sisters who actually like each other,” I said, the words coming out more bitter than I intended. But Rissa didn’t seem to notice, or if she did, she was kind enough not to comment.“They’re everything to me,” she continued, her eyes lighting up in a way I’d never seen before. “When I left home to work here, it was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. But I send money back to them every month. To help with their education, their future.”“That’s—” I started, but a sharp knock interrupted me.The door opened before either of us could respond, and Emiriel stepped inside, Rowan close behind him.Rissa stood immediately, her chair scraping against the floor. “Your highnesses,” she said, bowing quickly. I could see the fear in her eyes but I noticed she remained close to me. My heart softe
EMIRIELThe afternoon sun streamed through the window of my office, but I barely noticed it. My eyes were fixed on the papers scattered across my desk. reports, accounts of the mysterious deaths but the words blurred together, meaningless.I couldn’t move past her words from yesterday.I came here because I had no choice.I was sent here as a spy.I’ve told you everything.Her voice echoed in my mind, sharp and defiant and tinged with something that might have been pain. But she’d delivered it all so coldly, so matter-of-factly, like she’d moved past caring whether we believed her or not.Like she’d given up.And that bothered me more than it should have.My beast stirred restlessly beneath my skin, a constant gnawing presence that had only gotten worse since last night. The moment her scent had disappeared from Nikolai’s room, the moment she’d slammed the door and left, taking that calming presence with her, everything had spiraled.All of our beasts had started raging again.Nikola
ANOKAII didn’t turn around. Didn’t give him the satisfaction of seeing whatever expression was on my face.“I don’t owe you any explanations,” I said, my voice flat.“You’re not leaving until you give me one.”The words were quiet, but they carried absolute authority. I felt it then—a shift in the air, something heavy and oppressive settling over the room.When I tried to turn the handle, it wouldn’t budge.Locked.Or held by something I couldn’t see.My jaw clenched as I slowly turned back to face them. Emiriel stood in the same spot, his expression calm but his eyes sharp. Waiting.“Let me out,” I said coldly.“Answer the question first.” Emiriel took a step closer. “Be truthful this time, Anokai. Why are you here? How did you end up in our pack?”I scoffed, the sound bitter. “What truth? Didn’t Ethan tell you everything already when he was here?”“I want to hear it from your mouth.”“Why?” I crossed my arms over my chest. “So you can pick apart every word? Find more reasons to su
ANOKAIVoices.I heard voices in my sleep, distant and muffled, like they were coming from underwater. They pulled at me, dragging me up from the depths of unconsciousness where I’d been floating peacefully.I didn’t want to wake up. Sleep was safe. Sleep was quiet. Sleep didn’t have kidnapping attempts or jealous women or alphas who looked at me like I was both salvation and destruction.But the voices persisted, growing louder, sharper. Angry.My eyelids fluttered, heavy and resistant. I blinked once, twice, trying to clear the fog from my vision.The ceiling above me was wrong.Not the plain white ceiling of my room, but something darker. Richer. With intricate wood carvings running along the beams that I didn’t recognize.Confusion settled over me like a blanket as I pushed myself up slightly, my eyes adjusting to the dim light.This wasn’t my room.The walls were different—darker. The furniture was larger, more masculine. Everything smelled different too. Not the soft, clean scen
ANOKAI’S POV.I was angry. No, I was livid.There was nothing proper about my situation. This is unacceptable. This is power abuse. Wicked, monstrous beasts doing as they please. For a whole day, I have been locked inside a gigantic room, unable to leave or go anywhere other than the four corners
ANOKAI’S POV.Every part of me was still flushed by the time I left the room. Basil walked in front of me, leading me to wherever the alpha had ordered him to. I looked down at my clothes as I walked, wondering what he meant by what I was wearing. It was a normal shirt and pants I changed into this
MALACHI’S POV.Beasts.Monsters.Devils. Those are words that we’ve been called and many more, by our maids, by some of our guards, almost by the entire world, yet no one has ever been brave enough to say it to our face besides this feisty, damning girl. In all our years of living, we’ve had wome
ANOKAI’S POVThe four of them were on different chairs, cross-legged and eyes boring into mine like vultures. The room was dimly lit as I met Nikolai’s eyes and looked down at his lips. Embarrassment flooded my cheeks as I recalled my dream. Why was I exactly dreaming of them and the things they d







