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48: Losing control

last update publish date: 2026-03-30 12:41:42

I knew that Qing Han was taking advantage of me. He was doing everything on purpose. He was going to look down on me or make fun of me afterward.

I really tried to stop him, but he had my hands pinned above my head. And as always, he was almost four times stronger than me. I didn’t stand a chance against him.

However, when his hands began moving all over me like that, I started losing control. I tried to ignore the feeling for a while.

It was crazy. It made me feel stupid. But Qing Han seemed
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