LOGINAdrian POV
The winter wind cut right through my coat. I stood in front of three coffins. Each was draped in blue and silver, the colors of the Titans. They belonged to three brothers. My teammates.
Everybody around me was crying. People stood by the cemetery gates holding hockey sticks and wearing team jerseys. Reporters kept their cameras pointed at me. Three framed photographs rested beside the coffins, surrounded by fresh white flowers.
My teammates stood in a straight line with their heads lowered. One by one, they tapped the ends of their hockey sticks against the frozen ground. The sound echoed like a final goodbye I could not remember sharing with the men lying before me.
I was the captain of the team. I was the one who had to say something to these people. I had to help them feel better. I could not even remember what happened.
Coach Dawson came up to me. He whispered my name.
"Adrian," he said. "It is time to talk."
I walked to the microphone. My legs felt like they were stuck. I looked out at all the faces.
There was nothing inside me. No grief. No anger. No memory. Just a hollow space where three years of my life should have been.
I did not know the men who were dead. I did not know the names of the women who were crying in the front row.
"I am sorry," I said. My voice was rough. "I am sorry for what we lost."
I could not say anything else. I looked back at the three coffins. I searched my mind for even one memory. A joke. A practice. A victory. Anything. All I found was another sharp pain behind my eyes.
I walked away.
The weight in my chest pressed harder than the frozen ground beneath my boots.
I could not look at the coffins.
I could not look at the families.
I could only walk away.
***
I had to get out of there and get some air. I walked past the rows of headstones. As I did, the crowd started to fade into the distance. It was then that I saw Noah Bennett.
He was standing by himself under a maple tree. His head was down. His hands were deep in the pockets of his black overcoat. He was not like the others. He was not crying for the cameras. He was just standing there watching.
Then he looked up.
Our eyes met.
As soon as our eyes locked, I felt something happen. My heart slammed against my ribs, and heat spread beneath my skin. My Alpha came alive. Every instinct inside me wanted to stand beside him, pull him away from the cold, and make sure nobody could hurt him.
My feet took one step toward him before I realized what I was doing.
My mind had no answer.
My body already did.
Everyone had told me Noah Bennett was my rival. For the last three years, we have competed against each other for championships. The media treated us like enemies, and our teams were supposed to be against each other.
I knew the history because people had explained it to me.
I just could not remember living it.
My mind called him my rival. My instincts refused to believe it.
Before I could go to him, someone moved into my line of sight. Someone stepped in between us. I could not see him anymore.
***
A man wearing a gray coat stood next to me. He did not look like he fit in at a funeral. He looked like he belonged in a business meeting or a dark alley. His face was expressionless. His smile never reached his eyes.
"Captain Cross," he said quietly. His voice was smooth without any warmth. "I am sorry about your teammates."
I did not know him.
"Who are you?" I asked.
He moved closer, looking around at the crowd.
"I need the encrypted drive," he said.
My heart slammed against my ribs.
"What drive? I do not know what you mean."
I tried to remember. My head suddenly pounded. For a split second, I saw dark water. Flashing police lights. A black SUV disappearing into falling snow. Then everything vanished as quickly as it appeared. I grabbed the side of my head. The pain disappeared, leaving nothing behind except confusion.
The man's eyes widened. A look of surprise crossed his face.
"You really do not remember," he said, his voice flat.
He did not wait for me to reply. He disappeared into the crowd like he was invisible.
I pushed through the people, trying to follow him. I searched the rows of mourners, but he was gone. It was as if he had never been there.
I looked around, trying to find Noah. He was still standing by the tree. The color had drained from his face. He was staring at the spot where the stranger had stood, his fists clenched.
Noah knew. He knew who that man was. He knew what that drive meant.
Before I could go after him, another man stepped out from the crowd. He wore an expensive black coat with a silver wolf pin fastened to his lapel.
His hair was neatly combed, and his smile was calm. I recognized him the moment Coach Dawson greeted him.
It was Commissioner Victor Blackwood, the president of the National Hockey League. He shook my hand and offered his condolences.
His words sounded kind. His eyes did not. They lingered on me a second too long before drifting toward the graves. Then he quietly walked away without looking back.
***
The cemetery slowly emptied. The police led my family to the SUVs. My teammates walked away in groups. I stayed by the graves. I wanted to remember. I wanted the ground to tell me something. I wanted back the three years I had lost.
Nothing happened.
My mind was still blank.
My phone buzzed against my leg. I took it out, thinking it was another message from the team or a reporter. I unlocked the screen.
The message was from a number I did not know.
There was no name, no signature, only six words that made my blood run cold.
YOU SHOULD HAVE DIED.
I stared at the screen. I tried calling the number.
The call failed immediately.
I tried again.
The number no longer existed.
I stared at the screen until the words became blurry. The crash was not an accident. Someone had failed to kill me.
I looked up at the cemetery. The silence suddenly felt like a trap.
They were not waiting for me to remember.
They were waiting for another chance to finish what they had started.
Adrian POVThe winter wind cut right through my coat. I stood in front of three coffins. Each was draped in blue and silver, the colors of the Titans. They belonged to three brothers. My teammates.Everybody around me was crying. People stood by the cemetery gates holding hockey sticks and wearing team jerseys. Reporters kept their cameras pointed at me. Three framed photographs rested beside the coffins, surrounded by fresh white flowers.My teammates stood in a straight line with their heads lowered. One by one, they tapped the ends of their hockey sticks against the frozen ground. The sound echoed like a final goodbye I could not remember sharing with the men lying before me.I was the captain of the team. I was the one who had to say something to these people. I had to help them feel better. I could not even remember what happened.Coach Dawson came up to me. He whispered my name."Adrian," he said. "It is time to talk."I walked to the microphone. My legs felt like they were stuc
Noah POVThe doctor caught me before I could get away, his voice calm in the clinical way that made everything worse."The memory loss is severe." He tapped his clipboard like it was a verdict. "Forcing a recall could cause permanent damage. He needs time, not pressure. No reminders. No pushing. Let his brain heal on its own timeline."I looked at the floor and said nothing, because everything I wanted to say would have broken the one rule that mattered now.I wanted to walk into his room and tell him he was mine, that he'd promised me a life, that he'd said my name like it belonged to him. I wanted to hear him say it back.Noah Bennett.The words stayed locked behind my teeth. If saying them could cost him what was left of his mind, then I didn't get to say them. Loving Adrian meant protecting him even when protecting him meant standing three feet away while he looked at me like a stranger he was trying to be polite to.I'd spent three years bracing for every way we might lose each o
Adrian POVThe heart monitor kept a steady beat somewhere near my head. Every breath felt like it was dragging over broken glass. My arms and legs weighed too much to belong to me. When I finally forced my eyes open, the light was so bright I had to squint against it."Captain Cross."A doctor leaned over me with a penlight, checking my pupils, one and then the other."Good," he said, clicking it off. "Your eyes are working fine."I tried to ask where I was. Nothing came out. My throat was sandpaper. He glanced at the chart clipped to the foot of my bed, his face carefully arranged into nothing at all."You were in an accident. Your team bus went into a river."The words landed like they should mean something. Accident. River. Bus.I reached for the memory and found only static, no road, no engine noise, no impact. Just a dull throb building behind my eyes."What happened?" My voice barely carried."You've been under for three days.""My team?"He paused, just long enough that I under
Noah POVThe ice at the Chicago Wolves training center burned beneath my skates. Every stride, every pass, every shot demanded my full attention. If I slowed down for even a second, my thoughts would find Adrian. My team was counting on me. I did not want to let them down.Coach Harrison blew his whistle. Yelled at us to do it again.I pushed off hard. My skates cut into the ice. I got past a defenseman. I made a pass. Then I shot the puck into the corner. It hit the crossbar with a ping before going into the net.One of my teammates laughed."Nice shot, Captain.""Again." I did not stop. Every stride burned, but I welcomed it. The team had been working hard all week. The championship was getting closer. Everyone was tired. Nobody complained. We all wanted to win. I kept telling myself to focus on hockey. It was easier than thinking about Adrian. He had promised to call me after the game. I kept checking my phone between drills, pretending I wasn't waiting for it.We had not seen ea
Adrian POVThe bus hummed with the roar of a team that had just conquered the world. The New York Titans were loud. Hockey sticks rattled in the overhead storage while helmets rolled beneath the seats. Laughter bounced off the ceiling panels, and beer cans cracked open with rhythmic pops. My teammates joked about the championship finals, their voices thick with the confidence of men who believed nothing could touch them.Our trophy sat strapped into an empty seat near the front, catching the overhead light every time the bus swayed. One of the rookies kept reaching over to touch it for luck. The others argued about where we'd celebrate after the finals. The coaches had stopped trying to control them an hour ago. Tonight belonged to the players.I sat in the front row, watching the back of the driver's head, keeping my posture stiff and my face unreadable. I was the captain. Someone had to stay sober enough to think.My travel bag rested against my boots, and its weight felt disproport







