His First Love

Maeve

He's just quiet until we both eat. He kept kissing me but less than before.

Is he getting tired of me that quickly? I might be being too sensitive, but the gap of his desire to me was lesser than the first time we made love.

I didn't ask him to put lotion on my whole body because he seemed not in the mood. I do it on my own though it's hard to put at my back. I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and as I brushed my teeth, I stared at myself in the mirror and started thinking. I look flushed and I'm getting tan. Was this all?

Maybe he didn't like me to become tan at all. I will just bring a hat and more lotion for our island hopping and scuba diving. I spit the foam on my mouth and wash my mouth. Lots of things keep coming into my head. I look at my thumb where I got burnt. It still felt a bit painful.

I went outside the bathroom and found him on the bed. I took my phone on the side table and checked messages.

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