Jordan
Tik. Tok. Tik… The sound of the cellmate brushing his goddamn teeth was dissolved into the background, making the ticking of the watch in my hand only audible. Because that was the only sound I wanted to hear. The mornings are getting dull…. since the Underground Cell. The last time I felt unguarded, unshielded, was the time I my fist plunged into Roach's face. Feeling his bones crack under my knuckles. The way his face distorts after every blow delivered. The way his blood stained my face as I reformed him. Fuck. Shit like that gets me rock hard faster than my cellmate in tight briefs. Shh, you didn't hear me say that. Yep, so back to the reason I held the watch in my hands, an idea spiralled in my head and I thought of playing out. I'm back to the normal me, not the one Quincy will look like and feel he's gonna snap as I dried stick will. In the case of putting my thoughts…plans, rather, into action, I was gonna make use of Mr goodie to shoes. For the record, Quincy Laurent is one of the most unintentionally useful people I’ve ever met. Both in Blackbridge and outside. He’s also painfully naïve. Like, baby-deer-on-ice levels of clueless when it comes to the underworld that thrives in a place like Blackbridge. He reads actual books, folds his underwear like he’s still in boarding school, and once asked me—me—if the food here had gluten. I should’ve decked him on sight. But instead, I decided to put him to good use. Why? Because while I might be dangerous, loud, and, according to several reports, a menace to prison society—I’m also resourceful. And a guy’s gotta eat. Not that tasteless mush they serve us at chow. I’m talking real food typeshit. Candy bars. Noodles. Powdered cheese with enough sodium to give God a heart attack. Contraband. Sweet, glorious, overpriced contraband. When I eat them, I sometimes forget that I'm behind bars. The reason being because I eat them outside as well. And since the last guy who ran the commissary train got transferred for trying to stuff his stash into a guard’s shoe locker, the yard’s been drier than a preacher’s jokes. Until now. Until I had Quincy. Or as I would like to call him: My Unsuspecting Little Mule. It started one morning during yard time. Quincy was lifting weights like he had something to prove to his dead ancestors. I was doing pushups and planning how to avoid solitary and get cheddar jalapeño chips by nightfall. Then I saw him. Ray Ray. Our resident dealmaker. Ray Ray could sneak a pack of gum through a strip search if given twenty minutes and a good distraction. He once sold a guy a toothbrush with Bluetooth. Don’t ask. I jogged over mid-set. “Ray.” “Vex,” he grinned. “Looking for candy or chaos?” “A bit of both,” I smirked. “You still got that inside connection?” He glanced around, then nodded once. “C.O. Evans is on snack rotation. You got the cash?” “Tch, do I look broke, man?” Ray Ray eyed me, “This nigga,” he said, laughing. “Your guys from outside really got your back, y'know? It's quite different with some of the inmates. Once they're locked up, they've got nothing on them plates.” “Yeah,” I heaved a breath. “My folks come through ten times more than Elle will, y'know?” I rubbed the back of my head as the memory of our last call flooded in, I'm doing my best to not dwell much thoughts on my fucking sister and I have been doing really good at it. “Yeahh, dawg…” Ray Ray rubbed his goatee like a load of thoughts swarming through his mind. I know that face. “It's been a while since I saw Pretty face Elle.” His brows creased as his next line of words flooded in, “Yo, don't tell me she still fuckin' funky ass motherfucker.” I held my breath, saying, “I don't know, man.” Fixing my balled fist into my pocket. “I've got a niece. A spun of the funky ass.” “What in the flipping fuck…” “Hey, man.” I wove my hands in the air, bringing his cussing to a halt. “I don't wanna get worked up about that stuff. Digress, shall we?” He kissed his teeth, giving off a shallow anger. He had always had a thing for Elle since they were teens. The oaf knows better than to tell me that to my face. I'll degut him. “Alright, man. What we saying?” “My usuals. I need food.” I rubbed my hands together like I was freezing in winter. He grinned, flashed three fingers. “Three items. Choose wisely.” I did. Quick and easy. Noodles. Candy bars. Powdered cheese. Now came the real trick—getting it inside. See, after the Roach Incident™️, the guards were watching me like hawks. Not just the guards being stupidly watchful, Quincy had made it his duty to poke his nose in my business. He's always so close, I can feel the heat radiating from his pale skin. He's so close, I can see the lining of his slightly above average cock. What the fuck. And then when I ask him why he's that close, he’ll wave it off by saying I had brought it upon myself the moment I chose to register a blow to an inmate. If only he knows how badly he torture me with his fuckin’ presence. Quincy's by the way. Blackbridge guards have even started searching my towel for shanks I didn’t hide there. Paranoia was at an all-time high. So now, for this plan to work effectively, I would need a clean mule. And what’s cleaner than Mr. "I-Dry-My-Hands-With-Honor" himself? Time for the plan. ***** Back in the cell: Quincy was brushing his teeth, humming some slow indie trash that made me want to commit a second-degree felony just to break the silence. “Yo,” I called, flipping a playing card against the wall. “You got library duty today, right?” He spat into the sink. “Yeah, why?” “Cool. I need you to pass a message for me.” He raised a brow. “What kind of message?” “The innocent kind.” He narrowed his eyes. “Why does it sound like I’m already in trouble?” I stood up, stretched, let my shirt ride up just enough to distract him. (Don’t judge me. I know my weapons.) I see him sneak peeks at me on several occasions, when I'm done with my push ups, and I'm all sweaty. This time, he snuck a peek at my abs in milli-seconds, after failing to hold my gaze. “Look, pretty boy,” I said. “You’re the least suspicious face in this hellhole. You could smuggle plutonium past the warden if you looked stressed enough.” “Wait—smuggle what?” “Nothing. Bad metaphor.” I patted his back. “All you gotta do is pick up a book from the return cart by the chapel door. It’s a donation. Look for “The Fault in Our Stars.” He blinked. “The one with the crying teenagers?” “Yeah, that one.” He eyed me. “There better not be a weapon inside it.” I grinned. “Of course not. Just feelings and sodium.” ***** An hour later: Quincy returns to the cell holding the book like it’s been dipped in acid. He drops it on my bed. “There. You and your teen angst.” “Much appreciated,” I say sweetly, peeling back the cover and revealing my treasures tucked into a carved-out hole in the pages. Two instant noodle packs. Three Baby Ruth bars. And one shiny, glorious cheese powder sachet. I damn near cried. “You carved out the book?” he asked, incredulous. “Relax. The kids already cried in it. Might as well make it useful.” He stared at me, mouth open. “You made me traffic snacks.” “Technically, literature-enhanced goods.” “You used me.” “Technically, I recruited you.” He paced the cell. “Do you know how much trouble I could’ve gotten into?” “No,” I said, slurping the air and pretending to eat noodles. “Because you didn’t.” “Jordan!” “What?” He pointed. “You’re unbelievable.” I licked a finger and tapped my temple. “I’m creative.” “You’re a felon.” “And you’re a sidekick now.” His eyes bulged. “I am NOT—” I tossed him a candy bar mid-rant. He caught it, stared at it, then at me. “…This doesn’t mean I’m okay with this.” “Noted,” I said, ripping open a noodle pack. He sat down on the floor across from me, still muttering. But he unwrapped the candy bar. And took a bite. Silence settled in for a moment. Then he said, mouth full: “You’re gonna make me complicit in your crimes, aren’t you?” “Absolutely.” He sighed. “I hate you.” “I know.” And just like that, the taste of rebellion was shared between bunkmates—him, reluctantly. Me, triumphantly. Because in Blackbridge, survival was an art. And I was a damn Picasso.JordanTik.Tok.Tik…The sound of the cellmate brushing his goddamn teeth was dissolved into the background, making the ticking of the watch in my hand only audible. Because that was the only sound I wanted to hear.The mornings are getting dull…. since the Underground Cell. The last time I felt unguarded, unshielded, was the time I my fist plunged into Roach's face. Feeling his bones crack under my knuckles. The way his face distorts after every blow delivered.The way his blood stained my face as I reformed him. Fuck.Shit like that gets me rock hard faster than my cellmate in tight briefs. Shh, you didn't hear me say that.Yep, so back to the reason I held the watch in my hands, an idea spiralled in my head and I thought of playing out. I'm back to the normal me, not the one Quincy will look like and feel he's gonna snap as I dried stick will.In the case of putting my thoughts…plans, rather, into action, I was gonna make use of Mr goodie to shoes.For the record, Quincy Laur
Quincy The night didn’t come softly.After the cell’s hallway buzzed lively with hungry inmates hitting their metal doors, jeering and heckling the guards for the choice of meal they'd got for them after paying for some nice treats from the commissary.The silence of the night dropped over Blackbridge like a curtain cut from concrete—thick, cold, and final. Lights out happened hours ago, but neither of us slept. I could tell by the way Jordan’s breath never settled, never fell into the slow rhythm like it usually did when he passed out like a rock.From the top bunk, I could hear everything.The occasional shuffle of his legs. The faint creak of his mattress. The tension that pulsed beneath us, like a hum only I could hear.It wasn’t the kind of silence that felt comfortable.It was the kind that felt aware.And I knew—I knew—he was thinking.Because I was too.My thoughts flickered like faulty neon signs. About Dad. About Stacy. About the life I’d paused—the amount of money I had l
QuincyI never realized how loud silence could be until Jordan was gone.It’s been four days.Four days without him breathing beneath me on the bottom bunk.Four days without that god-awful humming he does after lights out.Without him mocking my posture or tossing a protein bar at my head when I skipped breakfast.Four days in a cell that feels colder now.It’s not like we talked all the time. Hell, most days we barely spoke unless one of us needed something. But there’s something about his presence—loud, unfiltered, alive—that filled the space.In his absence, the walls feel tighter. The ceiling lower. My thoughts louder.He had his own brand of humor that distracted me from the fact that I’m all alone here.Now that he’s been placed in another cell—now that my distraction is gone—I’m left with a rush of wild, heart-wrenching thoughts.Dad, going ghost on me.Stacy, disappearing like Aang.And it’s worse at night.I read the same page of my book five times last night. Couldn’t tell
Jordan There’s something about blood on your knuckles that calms you down. Maybe it's the color. My favorite color. Maybe it’s the heat that comes with it. Maybe it’s the pain attached. Maybe it’s the fact that, for once, the world stops asking you to explain yourself and just lets you burn. Roach made a mistake. I gave him a warning. For someone who is sane is enough. Instead he went on step on my fuckin’ foot. I'm so glad he saw all the warnings and chose to walk through trouble. I am that Trouble. So yeah. I painted the yard with him. I made sure to burst his fucking face so he will be terrified of his own reflection. Highly satisfying. The release of pent-up anger. Now the guards were dragging me away like some stray dog that got into the neighbors’ chickens. One of them had his elbow jammed into my back like he was trying to break a bone. Another kept shouting in my ear like I was deaf. I wasn’t deaf. I was done. These guards—most of them—are so quick to put
QuincyAfter having spent a month here, I have come to realize that there's something deceptively peaceful about prison mornings. The serenity despite hostility. The quiet rustling of the thick trees in the woods nearby—a gentle reminder of the miles you are away from home.It's Friday. The last day of June. Not like dates mattered anymore…it did though, but it's best to never count your days in here. For someone like me, I would feel the earth spinning so slowly—if I kept on counting like I did when I got in. It's Friday morning. Yard workouts. Out of every activity we do in this for prison, this is the cream of the crop.The yard was painted in muted light, sun barely warming the concrete, but the chill in the air did nothing to tame the beasts it enclosed. The tension in here had texture—you could breathe it in, taste the bitterness on your tongue, feel it settle heavy in your chest. But still, it remains the best place to be the cell. You're not trapped by four thick walls. Black
QuincyA whole day and a night had passed. Jordan and I lived mute in our little confines.But guys’ beef only lasts for a short time. So yeah, we finally began speaking.And by speaking, I mean we exchanged glares, and muttered passive-aggressive insults across the cuboid like we were a couple stuck in a toxic marriage we didn't signed up for.The air between us remained tensed, filled with everything we didn’t say hovered over our heads, waiting to drop like a busted ceiling tile.But somehow… we survived it.I didn’t apologize for snapping.He didn’t apologize for stepping in.Instead, the silence wore itself out.He’d watch me read my boring books, while I’d look from my peripheral view at how this guy did more than a hundred push-ups without taking a break.He started tossing me commissary snacks again. I handed him a clean towel once after showering.We sat in our usual bunks—him below, me above—and while the quiet didn’t become comfortable, it stopped feeling like war.Small st