LOGINGaara woke to the sensation of his skull splitting in two. A guttural groan escaped him as he pressed a hand against his temple, his jaw clenched against the sharp, relentless throb behind his eyes.
Grinding his teeth, he swung his legs off the bed and pushed himself upright, only then realizing with no small amount of irritation that he was dressed in pajamas. He had no recollection of what he had worn the night before, and frankly, he didn’t give a damn who had changed him. Dragging his feet with deliberate sluggishness, Gaara shuffled toward the staircase, every step heavy, his only thought the desperate need for aspirin or anything to dull the pounding in his head that grew worse by the second. His scowl deepened when he reached the ground floor, finding the vast space utterly deserted. No one to bark an order at. “Where the hell are those useless bastards when I actually need them?” he muttered darkly, his voice thick with annoyance as he staggered down the hall, his gait uneven and unsteady. As he stepped into the kitchen, Gaara’s simmering frustration dissolved in an instant, replaced instead by a wave of bewilderment. There was a girl. A stranger, standing with her back to him. Her presence tugged at the edges of his memory, forcing him to recall fragments he’d rather forget, or perhaps had never fully pieced together. Her hair was a pale, golden blonde, cascading in loose waves halfway down her back. She moved with unassuming ease, shifting from counter to counter, completely unaware of his gaze. What caught him off guard, however, was her attire or rather, the lack of it. She was wearing one of his shirts. He recognized it instantly. On him, it fit snug, but on her… it hung loosely, oversized, the hem brushing mid-thigh. The sight was almost absurd, yet oddly captivating. The shirt swayed with her movements, revealing just enough of her slender legs to make the picture both strange and disarming. Not a bad view to wake up to, he thought grimly, despite the pounding in his skull. “Are you wearing anything under that shirt?” The words slipped out before he could restrain them, laced with his usual bluntness. The girl stiffened instantly, startled by his voice. She nearly dropped the kettle in her hands, barely steadying it in time. And when she finally turned around, recognition struck Gaara like a shard of memory piercing through the haze. Esther? “Good morning,” she greeted, her voice soft and uncertain. She dipped her head in a nervous nod, the motion awkward, almost clumsy. Her eyes flickered toward him and then away again, clearly fighting to avoid holding his gaze for longer than a fleeting second. “Uh… sorry for using your kitchen,” she went on, her words tumbling out quickly as though to justify herself. “I just wanted a cup of hot tea, but I couldn’t find anyone, so…” Her explanation faltered when Gaara merely responded with a shrug. Nothing more, nothing less. It was, after all, his house. But even he couldn’t answer her unspoken question. Where had everyone gone? The vast, echoing halls of his mansion felt strangely hollow, and though he was master of it, Gaara himself had no idea why it seemed as though every last person had vanished. “Oh, I made this for you,” Esther said softly as she carefully poured the steaming water from the kettle into the teacup she had already prepared on the kitchen table. “It’s supposed to help with hangovers,” she added, gently sliding the cup closer so Gaara could reach it with ease. Gaara arched a brow, faintly intrigued. The girl was… considerate, apparently thoughtful enough to prepare something for him despite everything. His gaze lingered on her, curiosity sparking at the edges of his annoyance. And then the thought slipped from his mouth, blunt and careless as always. “So… did I sleep with you last night?” The words hit her like a thunderclap. Esther froze, her face blazing crimson in an instant. She stammered, caught between panic and indignation. “N–No! O–of course not! H-how could that even…? That’s not what happened at all! Oh, God—this is all because you showed up at my house in the middle of the night!” Her words tumbled out in fragments, broken and breathless, before finally finding a thread of coherence toward the end. Gaara, for once, found himself mildly entertained. The sight of her flustered, desperately trying to explain herself, almost made the pounding in his skull feel worth it. To disguise the faint amusement tugging at his lips, he reached for the cup she had set before him and took a slow sip. His expression darkened instantly. “This tastes awful.” “It’s supposed to taste that way,” Esther replied, her voice firmer this time, though her hands betrayed her nervousness as she folded them against her skirt. “If you want to feel better, you’ll have to finish every last drop.” Gaara said nothing. Instead, his eyes locked on her, sharp and unrelenting, as if he could strip the truth straight from her silence. Fragments of the night before began to surface in his fogged memory, but they were fractured like pieces of glass scattered across the floor. He remembered her house. He remembered showing up there. But beyond that, the memories slipped away into darkness. Settling back into his chair, Gaara lifted the cup once more, exhaling softly against the steam of the strange concoction she had brewed. His voice, when it came, was low, commanding, leaving no room for evasion. “Tell me what happened last night. After I came to your house.”Nara had told her that Gaara’s class was on the second floor. So after parting ways with the man downstairs, Esther hurried her steps upward, her heart thumping with a quiet urgency. She scanned each classroom as she passed, relief washing over her when she found one filled with students and its door still open. From the window, she could peer inside and search for the man who had saved her.But as she studied every face in that room, she found no one who matched Gaara’s unmistakable presence. Focused entirely on the window while walking, Esther didn’t notice the figure in front of her. In the next second she collided with a solid chest that seemed to appear out of thin air.“Ugh…”A jolt shot through her, and she stumbled back instinctively. Without even looking at the person she’d crashed into, her head dipped low and the familiar cascade of apologies rushed from her lips. “Sorry, I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to.”Usually moments like this ended with anger or a sharp retort. Yet the
The drive to campus felt unbearably long that morning. It wasn’t just the traffic because the city moved in its usual sluggish rhythm. But Esther’s mind was a storm, drifting from one thought to another, heavy with guilt and exhaustion. Every red light seemed to last forever. Every turn of the wheel carried the echo of that moment back in her room.She had never done that before. Never raised her voice to him, never hurled her pain like a weapon. But last night had stripped something raw inside her, something that could no longer be silenced. Esther sighed, leaning forward until her forehead rested against the steering wheel. The cool leather did little to calm her racing heart. A part of her was relieved, cuz she had said the things she’d buried for years. But another part couldn’t stop replaying the look on Elson’s face, the moment realization had dawned in his eyes. He had always loved her, always tried to protect her in his rigid, overbearing way. She knew that. Yet love didn’t ex
“I’m sure you’ve got a better explanation than that.”Esther swallowed hard. Her fingers twisted the hem of her shirt as if the soft fabric could anchor her trembling nerves. Her teeth worried her bottom lip, a nervous gesture she’d carried since childhood.Across from her, Elson’s foot tapped against the floor in restless rhythm. His eyes, sharp and questioning, stayed locked on her face while the seconds stretched between them. It was too late for her to be just getting home and he wasn’t about to let her slip away without a real explanation.He could accept the long skirt, that part of her had always been predictable. But the black Metallica T-shirt? That was not Esther. And worse, he knew exactly whose shirt it was.“Explain again,” Elson said, his tone cutting through the heavy air. “Because what you told me doesn’t make sense.”“I already did,” Esther muttered, trying to sound calm. “I stayed over at a friend’s place. She’s smaller than me, so I had to borrow something from her
The next day, the girl was there again, standing in the same spot with her basket of roses and her transparent umbrella dotted with tiny flowers. Only this time, she looked a little different. She wore a peach-colored skirt that brushed just above her knees, paired with a simple white tee. The soft color made her glow under the morning sun.Nara spotted her the moment he turned the corner. Without thinking, he drifted toward her, hands shoved into his pockets, his steps unhurried. When he reached her side, he leaned casually against the wall, watching as she cheerfully handed out roses to the few passersby. She looked completely at ease, as if this little corner of the world belonged to her.For a while, Nara said nothing. He simply watched how she smiled, how her braid swayed when she turned, how her laughter felt lighter than the air around them. Then, a group of students approached and asked to take pictures with her. Nara frowned at that, confusion knitting between his brows.Befo
It all began a year ago.That afternoon, the air was unbearably hot, the kind of heat that seeps beneath the skin and into the bones, dulling every thought. For Nara, it was the sort of day that felt too wasted for classrooms and lectures, too heavy for logic.He was never the kind of student teachers bragged about. In fact, Nara held an unofficial record for the most absences in the university’s history. When he did show up, he often spent the lecture half-asleep, his head resting on folded arms while the professor’s voice turned into white noise.But if laziness was a sin, genius was his redemption. His mind worked differently. He learned things once and remembered them forever, so the system never quite managed to catch him. College was merciful that way: no one chased you for skipping class, no one lectured you for taking your freedom too seriously. And Nara took full advantage of that mercy.Just like today.He’d skipped class again, wandering aimlessly along the sidewalk, hands
Esther had meant to drive straight to campus. That was the plan simple, practical, and of course ordinary. But halfway there, a sudden tug in her chest urged her to turn the wheel elsewhere. Home. She couldn’t explain it, only that the thought of changing into fresh clothes and grabbing a few of her books suddenly felt necessary, grounding.She pulled Gaara’s Range Rover into the small parking lot near her boarding house. There was another car already there but she didn’t give it much thought. Her mind was fixed on small, mundane things: a change of clothes, a notebook, a breath of familiarity before the day swept her back into chaos.But the moment she opened the door to her room, her breath caught.Someone was inside.A man sat in the small living space, his figure calm, almost careless, as if he had every right to be there. The shock rooted Esther to the spot, her heart pounding so hard it hurt.The man looked up from the phone in his hand. His hair was long, brushing past his jawl







