LOGINGaara woke to the sensation of his skull splitting in two. A guttural groan escaped him as he pressed a hand against his temple, his jaw clenched against the sharp, relentless throb behind his eyes.
Grinding his teeth, he swung his legs off the bed and pushed himself upright, only then realizing with no small amount of irritation that he was dressed in pajamas. He had no recollection of what he had worn the night before, and frankly, he didn’t give a damn who had changed him. Dragging his feet with deliberate sluggishness, Gaara shuffled toward the staircase, every step heavy, his only thought the desperate need for aspirin or anything to dull the pounding in his head that grew worse by the second. His scowl deepened when he reached the ground floor, finding the vast space utterly deserted. No one to bark an order at. “Where the hell are those useless bastards when I actually need them?” he muttered darkly, his voice thick with annoyance as he staggered down the hall, his gait uneven and unsteady. As he stepped into the kitchen, Gaara’s simmering frustration dissolved in an instant, replaced instead by a wave of bewilderment. There was a girl. A stranger, standing with her back to him. Her presence tugged at the edges of his memory, forcing him to recall fragments he’d rather forget, or perhaps had never fully pieced together. Her hair was a pale, golden blonde, cascading in loose waves halfway down her back. She moved with unassuming ease, shifting from counter to counter, completely unaware of his gaze. What caught him off guard, however, was her attire or rather, the lack of it. She was wearing one of his shirts. He recognized it instantly. On him, it fit snug, but on her… it hung loosely, oversized, the hem brushing mid-thigh. The sight was almost absurd, yet oddly captivating. The shirt swayed with her movements, revealing just enough of her slender legs to make the picture both strange and disarming. Not a bad view to wake up to, he thought grimly, despite the pounding in his skull. “Are you wearing anything under that shirt?” The words slipped out before he could restrain them, laced with his usual bluntness. The girl stiffened instantly, startled by his voice. She nearly dropped the kettle in her hands, barely steadying it in time. And when she finally turned around, recognition struck Gaara like a shard of memory piercing through the haze. Esther? “Good morning,” she greeted, her voice soft and uncertain. She dipped her head in a nervous nod, the motion awkward, almost clumsy. Her eyes flickered toward him and then away again, clearly fighting to avoid holding his gaze for longer than a fleeting second. “Uh… sorry for using your kitchen,” she went on, her words tumbling out quickly as though to justify herself. “I just wanted a cup of hot tea, but I couldn’t find anyone, so…” Her explanation faltered when Gaara merely responded with a shrug. Nothing more, nothing less. It was, after all, his house. But even he couldn’t answer her unspoken question. Where had everyone gone? The vast, echoing halls of his mansion felt strangely hollow, and though he was master of it, Gaara himself had no idea why it seemed as though every last person had vanished. “Oh, I made this for you,” Esther said softly as she carefully poured the steaming water from the kettle into the teacup she had already prepared on the kitchen table. “It’s supposed to help with hangovers,” she added, gently sliding the cup closer so Gaara could reach it with ease. Gaara arched a brow, faintly intrigued. The girl was… considerate, apparently thoughtful enough to prepare something for him despite everything. His gaze lingered on her, curiosity sparking at the edges of his annoyance. And then the thought slipped from his mouth, blunt and careless as always. “So… did I sleep with you last night?” The words hit her like a thunderclap. Esther froze, her face blazing crimson in an instant. She stammered, caught between panic and indignation. “N–No! O–of course not! H-how could that even…? That’s not what happened at all! Oh, God—this is all because you showed up at my house in the middle of the night!” Her words tumbled out in fragments, broken and breathless, before finally finding a thread of coherence toward the end. Gaara, for once, found himself mildly entertained. The sight of her flustered, desperately trying to explain herself, almost made the pounding in his skull feel worth it. To disguise the faint amusement tugging at his lips, he reached for the cup she had set before him and took a slow sip. His expression darkened instantly. “This tastes awful.” “It’s supposed to taste that way,” Esther replied, her voice firmer this time, though her hands betrayed her nervousness as she folded them against her skirt. “If you want to feel better, you’ll have to finish every last drop.” Gaara said nothing. Instead, his eyes locked on her, sharp and unrelenting, as if he could strip the truth straight from her silence. Fragments of the night before began to surface in his fogged memory, but they were fractured like pieces of glass scattered across the floor. He remembered her house. He remembered showing up there. But beyond that, the memories slipped away into darkness. Settling back into his chair, Gaara lifted the cup once more, exhaling softly against the steam of the strange concoction she had brewed. His voice, when it came, was low, commanding, leaving no room for evasion. “Tell me what happened last night. After I came to your house.”Since her parents’ divorce, the only time Esther could ever meet her mother was during holidays. Even then, her father often took over that time, planning trips for just the two of them, as if he were deliberately keeping Esther away from her mother. The last time Esther saw her was during the holiday before she entered university, right after her mother decided to move to London. Since then, their relationship had survived only through phone calls and, on nights when the longing grew unbearable, video calls.So when her mother suddenly stood within reach, close enough to touch, Esther was overwhelmed with joy. For a brief moment, she even forgot the heavy problem that had been haunting her mind. Being held like this made her feel safe. Whole. As if everything might be okay after all.“W-when… why… how…” There were too many questions tangled in her chest, she did not even know which one to ask first.Her mother smiled at her confusion. The smile, however, slowly faded as she studied E
Two pairs of eyes snapped toward Nelsy the moment she arrived and grasped what had really happened inside her ex boyfriend’s house. Vinson stared at her in disbelief, while Esther, her eyes still swollen, widened in shock at Nelsy’s confession.“W—why?” Esther asked, her voice softer than a whisper.Seeing Esther’s face and the condition of Vinson’s house, Nelsy could no longer hold back her tears. If the situation had not been this critical, Vinson would have complained about being trapped with two crying women right in front of him, making his head hurt even more.“Gaara actually found out about it first from Elise,” Nelsy said shakily. “And then… Gaara came to me to validate what he heard.”“Elise?” Esther and Vinson asked at the same time.Once she managed to steady herself, Nelsy told them everything that had happened when Gaara came to her flower shop a week ago. When she finished, her tears fell again. “I’m sorry.”“Oh no. No,” Esther shook her head, still stunned, her mind fin
Long ago, Esther’s mother once told her a theory. That human life is made up of events that seem random at first. But over time, those random moments are actually connected. And when seen from a wider angle, the whole chain suddenly makes sense.Action. Reaction. Consequence.When someone does something, whatever it is, it will always trigger a reaction. But it never stops there. After the reaction comes the consequence. Yes, her mother had always been the philosophical type.After the festival with Gaara, Esther found herself replaying that theory over and over in her head. It was almost ironic. When her emotions were completely drained, what surfaced instead was her mother’s voice.Esther, you already won your bet.She did not feel like she had won anything. Not even close. There was no joy in her chest, not even a trace. The happiness had existed elsewhere. It had lived in moments with Gaara. In walking beside him. In leaning against his shoulder on the train. In seeing him standin
She was beautiful.She was so beautiful beneath the falling rain. She was so beautiful standing by her locker in the morning, as if she were waiting for him with quiet hope. She was so beautiful when she slept beside him. She was so beautiful when she smiled shyly during their first dance. She was so beautiful beneath the glittering city lights on the night they walked together. She was so beautiful when she appeared between her father and cousin as Gaara came to pick her up under the moonlight. She was so beautiful when she told Gaara about the list of festival street foods she recommended he try once they arrived.“I’ve never been to any festival before,” was Gaara’s response when Esther asked which food interested him the most after she enthusiastically explained everything to him. “You should just pick for me.”Her eyes lit up right away, and she was so beautiful as she linked her arm with his and pulled him into the crowd already enjoying the festival.She was so beautiful in her
Even if Nara had still been sitting across the street, he would’ve seen the way Nelsy’s expression shifted a full one-eighty. She tried to hide it with a smile, but Gaara clearly spotted the anxiety written all over her face. That was the curse of being expressive. She was like an open book anyone could read.“They hate each other. You know that, right?” Nelsy said, pretending to touch a sunflower within reach.“Nelsy…” Gaara’s voice sharpened into a warning.“What? I—I don’t know anything, Gaara. You should ask Vinson. He’s your friend.”“I already went to his place, but he wasn’t there. You’ve been closest to him since you were kids, and lately you’ve been close to Esther too.” Nara rolled his eyes at that line. “That’s why I came here.”“I don’t know anything, Gaara. Look, I wanna get lunch, I’m starving. You wanna come with me? We can talk about it slowly over food…”Nara swore silently under his breath. He’d come here to invite Nelsy to lunch, yet somehow Gaara ended up getting t
When Esther finished wiping her tears, Vinson finally spoke. “Thing is… I don’t actually remember much.” His voice made Esther turn to him.“The clearest memory I have from back then is you being hurt, almost dying,” he continued. “And Elson telling me that you… hated me. Really hated me.”Esther stared at him, and it made Vinson shift uncomfortably. “Can you not look at me like that?”Esther nodded and tried to keep her face neutral.Vinson let out a long breath. “I guess I got used to hating all of you from that point on. Everything I did to you just felt like the natural thing to do.”Esther understood. When someone is hated for so long, every little thing they do looks wrong, and hurting them starts to feel justified. Even though Vinson’s words sounded cold, Esther knew exactly what he meant. She even agreed.“But that doesn’t mean I was right,” he added.Esther’s eyes widened. She couldn’t believe what she just heard. Vinson might be too proud, too stubborn to apologize outright,







